
To esokan day.
Amara was allowed to go home by the doctor but since last night Darandra never came and even appeared in front of him to meet him, to call and even ask him the news at all. Makes Amara feel surprised even think what her husband did. Until there was no time to visit him.
he also took the time to meet with baby Kenan Junior before deciding to go home.
"Thank you Doctor because you helped me" he said as Dr. David was right in front of him. Don't thank me for a lie Because it wasn't good."
"I'm sorry, doctor, I'm sorry once again that I had to involve you in this matter.
I understand what you mean but to be honest yesterday I didn't really want to do it. I just had to." Amara said at length with her guilty look.
"It's okay I understand what you mean Miss."
"Don't call me Miss, just call my name, because I'm not a Miss anymore."
"There's actually something important that I want to talk to you about and also to Darandra's doctor but I see that Darandra's doctor may be busy"
"if it's really important why not just talk to me, let me give it to Darandra later." Doctor David stared at Amara intensely.
"What I'm about to say actually has something to do with you. Are you ready to hear everything?" doctor David was serious.
"Whatever it is I'm ready to listen to it"
All right now answer my question, did Doctor Darandra not know about the disease in your body?"
"Disease means doctor?" A surprised Amara rounded her eyes.
"Ck, my goodness, nothing has been lost. Didn't some time ago from the hospital already sent the results of your CT scan and it was sent directly to your address
and all the explanations for the illness you're suffering from are in the hospital's certificate." The Light of Doctor David.
"I just felt like I never accepted anything. Or maybe someone has received it and I haven't seen it at all" Amara said.
"Well, then we better talk about this sooner, because sooner it's better to block all possible things that will happen."
"Install everything the doctor meant?"
"Miss Amara have you had two accidents, right or not?"
"yes, as I remember my time with Brother Renata, and both of them at that time I accidentally ran into Kak Danu's car, Why is the doctor.? Is there something very worrying about me.?"
"Are you ready to listen to everything?" asked the doctor David to look back at Intense Amara.
"I'm ready for the doctor." replied Amara steadily.
"Well then we go to my room because it's very private!" Amara only nodded in agreement to what Doctor David said, and she immediately followed Doctor David's steps behind her.
"white water." Doctor David opened the refrigerator in his room. Then gave a bottle of mineral water to Amara.
"What exactly happened to me Doc?" asked Amara back when he had leaned his back on the back of the chair in the room.
"Have you been having headaches all of a sudden?"
"Yes, and I pretended to faint because I felt a terrible headache like never before." The light of Amara is back.
"You're absolutely right because you know that the collision you've been in has caused you a concussion because what I've seen from the medical track record of the doctors who handled you back then didn't dare to have surgery because there was two possibilities between life and death, because your condition was not possible at that time, and the clot was supposed to be removed because the clot would inhibit blood circulation in the brain but, it is, for now there are also two possibilities that will happen if you do surgery, then all your memories will be lost, he said, the person you love you won't remember anymore even if you don't operate on it sooner or later your memory will be gone."
"Doctor mean?"
"You're going to get amnesia."
"What, Amnesia? no this doctor won't be possible!"
"Remarium calm yourself down!"
"Doctor said I should calm down, after hearing everything? how can I calm down, doctor? Do I have to laugh because I will forget the people I love? forget my brother, my sister-in-law, and my niece, even the person I love the most until this very moment is my husband. I really wish I could watch him express his love for me I wish he could love me like I love him doctor, but my hope would be dashed with all this, can I calm down the doctor after knowing everything that's going to happen to me.? How am I going to live in the emptiness of my brain? without thinking about the people I love?" Amara also shed tears that can not be contained anymore, Doctor David also felt overwhelmed and wrong.
"I'm just listening to me first." Doctor David clasped the woman's hands and looked at her so closely.
"When the person you love really loves you no matter how you are, will you accept you for who you are, will you force your love on the person who never loved you? not even appreciating your feelings, realize Amara your health is much more important than waiting for love that is not sure to receive you," Amara lowered her head as her tears flowed so hard on her cheeks without wanting to be held back.
"Listen to me Amara wherever you go and whatever you are if that person is your soul mate you will meet and If he loves you he will accept you for who you are. Maybe he'll even come after you, you don't have to force people to love you, because it'll make you sick yourself. You will only be made to wait and wait without certainty and when you realize it is too late, for that Listen to Me, Love is not a compulsion, or compulsion, Love is a willingness, sincerity, sincerity, and sacrifice, as well as a struggle, if your love only claps one hand then your love will only be considered a joke, listen to me Amara you I consider like my sister, no brother wants to see his sister suffer."
After hearing all that was said by Doctor David. Amara began to calm down a bit, he took a rough breath and threw it away.
"Can I do it?"
"I'm sure you can do it"
"but, the doctor promised me not to say anything to everyone don't say anything to them, my brother, sister-in-law, and especially to my husband."
"You believe everything in me, I'll always keep my mouth shut, how are you feeling now?"
"May I hug you doctor?"
"Oh, of course I can"
Amara got up and hugged Doctor David.
"You're right Doctor I have nothing and no one but myself,"
"What romance are you doing with her?"