TRANSMIGRATED TO THE 80S TO BECOME STEPMOTHERS FOR FIVE HIGHER-UPS

Chapter 458: I Want Him to Never Know the Truth

While looking at Ji Buwang's injuries, Mu Jingzhe could imagine how painful it was. “So when he left, it must have been very, very painful.” This is what made Mu Jingzhe's heart hurt the most. Moreover, he had not yet woken up to accompany her back then.

Shao Qihai closed his eyes. “No, he might faint like you, so he shouldn't suffer too much.”

"Thul? If that's true, then..it's good.” Mu Jingzhe had not expected himself to say such a thing. He even laughed.

He turned around and glanced at Shao Qihai. “This is the first time I realized that you are quite good at entertaining people, Shao Qihai.”

Although this comfort is somewhat desperate.

As Shao Qihai looked at Mu Jingzhe's smiling face, tears flowed uncontrollably.

She had a crying disorder, so she couldn't bear to see others cry. This time, Mu Jingzhe did not cry and instead smiled. However, he could see so much sadness on his face. This was the first time he had discovered that one could cry while smiling.

Mu Jingzhe threw away his face when he saw Shao Qihai's tears. “Is your problem getting worse? Why..The children are still left behind. Don't let them see..”.

How would he maintain the image of a man who shed blood but not tears? So useless.

Mu Jingzhe did not look towards Shao Qihai. “I have to thank you. Thank you for saving me and Buwang. Otherwise, it would not be good for him to be buried alone. ”

Mu Jingzhe thanked him sincerely, but Shao Qihai felt something was amiss. Why would she thank him at a time like this? Moreover, other than sincerity, he could hear regret in his tone.

Perhaps Mu Jingzhe would rather be buried with Ji Buwang forever.

“Don't thank me at a time like this.” Shao Qihai felt that Mu Jingzhe looked too calm.

Not only could Shao Qihai see that something was wrong with Mu Jingzhe, but Li Zhaodi and the others could also see it. He's too calm. Silly calm. However, this calmness did not comfort them. Instead, it made them feel more worried.

“Jingzhe, stop talking and laugh. Cry if you want.” Li Zhaodi looked at Mu Jingzhe and could not help but urge him.

A mother knows her daughter best. He knew how much Mu Jingzhe hurt. He had no idea how hard Mu Jingzhe would have to work to suppress this kind of despair and discomfort. She preferred Mu Jingzhe to cry and make a fuss about it.

Mu Jingzhe shook his head. “Bu, I can't cry in front of him. If I cry, his soul in heaven will be even sadder when he sees this. She must have felt bad enough for retracting her words and leaving me. ”

After seeing the grandmother from the mother's side, she said that the person left behind was too pitiful. He even wanted to die on the same day, month, and year, or perhaps go slower than him. If she cried, she would definitely feel even more guilty.

“I can't cry. I won't cry.” Mu Jingzhe only regretted his longing for a spectacular romance.

Only today did she finally remember that spectacular romances always seem to end in tragedy.

The relationship of a couple who get together after a spectacular event turns into a bland everyday life.

He was insensitive at the time and said something he shouldn't have said. He felt a longing that he should not have felt.

He should not have made a fuss about wanting to go with Ji Buwang. If Ji Buwang went to the maternal grandmother's house alone, he wouldn't be late a day on the way. If he had come back the day before, he wouldn't have had an accident and died.

It was he who got her into this mess and caused this to happen. He is the one who deserves to die.

"Ji Buwang, you lost ..."

He had been waiting for her for so many years, and in the end, he died because of her. After finally surviving for four years as a zombie, he still disappeared just like that.

Seeing Mu Jingzhe's strange expression, Shao Qihai looked at Shao Dong. Shao Dong glanced at Xiao Wu, who quickly stepped forward. "Mom, let's go back quickly."

"Mr ..." Xiao Wu was worried that Mu Jingzhe would do something stupid.

"Let me stay with him for a while." Mu Jingzhe looked at Shao Qihai.

Shao Qihai paused for a moment before leading Xiao Wu out and closing the door. “Let him stay alone for a while. It would be nice if he let out those tears.”

"Jingzhe wouldn't do anything stupid, would he?" Li Zhaodi was afraid.

“Just watch him. I guess not so." Shao Qihai shook his head.

Inside the room, as the two of them left, Mu Jingzhe leaned on Ji Buwang and pressed his face against Ji Buwang's face. “Then, when I kissed you, you would always wake up the fastest, no matter what.”.

But there was no reaction this time.

Mu Jingzhe leaned on Ji Buwang. “I still don't think I can take it. Ji Buwang, can I take you far away?”

He wanted to take his body with him. Even though it was a corpse, he wanted Ji Buwang to accompany him. But he knew it was impossible.

This impossibility flooded Mu Jingzhe with despair and helplessness.

“I'm so tired, Ji Buwang. I lied to you about a few things back then, but I'm not lying to you right now. I'm so tired. I suddenly feel that this place is really bad.”

Li Zhaodi and the others took turns watching Mu Jingzhe carefully, nervous as he was about to do something stupid inside. Mu Jingzhe did nothing stupid, but he never came out. Then, he even stopped moving.

Shao Dong realized something was wrong and entered. He noticed that Mu Jingzhe was still breathing, but he seemed to faint while leaning on Ji Buwang.

Mu Jingzhe was immediately sent back to the ward. The doctor examined him and found nothing. He said that he might be too tired and that he should rest well.

However, after Mu Jingzhe fell asleep, he did not wake up even after a day. Shao Dong and the others could not wake him up, and the doctor could not do so even after using some external stimulation methods.

This is a big deal. This time, after falling asleep, Mu Jingzhe no longer had the desire to live or wake up.

He is alive, but he is completely lifeless.

Without a doubt, it was because when he saw Ji Buwang's body, the stimulation was too great, which resulted in this problem.

"What if Jingzhe never wakes up again?" Li Zhaodi was desperate.

Shao Dong and Shao Qihai had no choice. Seeing the dark night coming down, Shao Qihai inevitably went to the funeral home. He's not in. He just looked from the outside, subconsciously his hand was stroking the thing in his pocket.

“Ji Buwang, your plan was successful. You made Jingzhe look at your corpse and say goodbye to you. You made him give up completely. Everything seems to have worked too well. It felt as if his heart died completely with you. ”

It was Ji Buwang's idea for Shao Qihai to bring Mu Jingzhe to see him.

It was not true that Ji Buwang did not leave behind any last words. It was just that he had left no words for Mu Jingzhe.

His body had not been cremated because he wanted Mu Jingzhe to accept the reality.

He did not want to give Mu Jingzhe any hope. He simply wanted to shorten Mu Jingzhe's pain. He wanted her to never know the truth about his survival.

Shao Qihai stood at the funeral home and did not enter to meet Ji Buwang.. However, the last shadow of Ji Buwang and Mu Jingzhe under the closet involuntarily appeared in his mind.