Traitorous Love

Chapter 22 Doubt

Samara POV.

When the kids and I went outside the hospital. I cross paths with Rayanza and her mother, who are about to enter the hospital.

"Fine." Rayanza.

"Ray, Aunt." I immediately shook hands with Rayanza's mother. While my three children did not follow me, who was shaking hands with his mother Rayanza. Because my three children, still want to see the condition of his father who had an accident.

"Who's sick Ara?" asked Rayanza who saw my three children who were still sad. Because I took them home, when Mas Syaka was conscious after the accident.

"My father was in an accident Om," answered Arsya who was near Rayanza while hugging him.

Rayanza also held Arsya who was hugging him while sad. Because of seeing the condition of his father who had an accident. While her mother Rayanza rubbed my back. "You are patient" he said.

"Yes Aunt."

"Tante and Ray want some medicine? Did you visit anyone here?" tanyaku who wants to know the purpose of Rayanza and his mother.

"Tante wants to see his niece here. My mom and dad are still out of town. How is your husband?" clearly her mother Rayanza, while asking the situation of Mas Syaka who had an accident.

"Alhamdulillah, now conscious after the accident, and only the recovery period. I want to go home, Aunt Ray." I said goodbye to Rayanza and her mother.

"But Bun! I want to be here with dad, "prevent Arsya who does not want to be brought home. Arsya who was in her arms Rayanza, increasingly hugged the body of Rayanza.

"Tomorrow Arsya school. Later we can visit father after school, if Arsya wants to meet with father." I tried to persuade Arsya. To be brought home.

"Just pray, let Arsya's father recover quickly, and can play together again with Arsya." Rayanza also persuaded Arsya who did not want to be brought home.

"If you're cured, will you play with Arsya and Candra's sister and Kirana's sister?" replied Arsya who seemed to miss playing together with her father.

"Sure dong," said Rayanza.

"The father is now busy continuing to Om, has never played together with me and my two sisters again. Yesterday too, I left without telling my mother. So that makes Arsya ask the father continuously, and once there is news about the father. But! Even got word of dad's accident. Candra is sad to see the condition of the father like that," said my son Candra who let out her heart while crying tears.

"Kirana loves you and wishes you a speedy recovery." Kirana, my daughter, was sad to see the condition of her father who had an accident.

"Amijin,"

"The prayers of the son of Soleh will be revealed by Allah SWT." Her mother Rayanza hugged Candra and Kirana.

I exhaled heavily, seeing the sorrow of my three children. Am I being selfish? Having separated them from his father, this made me in a dilemma. To make the decision I will make. Though when he saw Mas Syaka who was aware, and knew the pregnancy of Chelsea. My mind is round and sure, wanting to part with Mas Syaka. But now this! I don't know, I'm confused about the decision I'm going to make.

"Om take home well," said Rayanza to my son.

The three of them nodded their heads, and wanted to be taken home with Rayanza.

"But Ray.." I was immediately interrupted by Rayanza. Since I feel bad, continue to trouble her.

"It's okay Samara, let me take you and your children home" he said.

"Then Auntie will go see Aunt's niece, you will take Samara and her son home. Mama wants to go see yah first," said her mother Rayanza, who will go see her nephew.

"Yes Mah."

"Well, let's go home now" said Rayanza. When his mother had gone into the hospital room of the patient.

"Don't think about your bike problem Ra. I'll get people to deliver your bikes, to your house. Let's go home now, take Rayanza again.

"I want to go home with my mother" said Arsya. I immediately nodded my head, and decided to return home by Rayanza.

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Next day.

I went to take the kids to school, and I didn't put the cookies in the cafeteria where my son went to school. Since I had not bought the ingredients to make any more cakes, I decided to go to the market to buy the ingredients to make the cake. After taking my three children to school.

I should be able to use the remaining monthly money given by Mas Syaka, and also the money of five million from the proceeds of selling my true car! I gave it to my mother-in-law for treatment. I should be able to rotate this money well, and make business capital selling cakes. So that I do not depend on the money given by Mas Syaka, because now this! Not only my wife, but there is Chelsea who is also his wife Mas Syaka.

After I finished shopping at the market, I immediately went home. But when I got home. Nayla was in my house, and I rushed to her.

"You why? Didn't call me Nay! If you want to play at home. I'm sorry, well, you must have waited here a long time," my story doesn't know the arrival of Nayla, who will play at my house.

"Just relax Ra, I just got here anyway" he said with a sweet smile.

"Thank God," I opened the door, and invited Nayla into the house. I also made drinks for him, while putting groceries in the kitchen.

"You've been spending monthly, huh?" nayla asked as I was putting the drink I made for her.

"That's all the ingredients for making a cake. Because I've been selling cakes for a few days now" I explained to Nayla. Because Nayla doesn't know that I sell cakes.

"Really?" he did not believe it and was shocked.

"Yes Nay, what are you doing here?" now I'm the one who asked about Nayla coming, who came to see me.

"You forgot about Ra! I'm here asking for a file, to file a divorce lawsuit against you and Arsyaka. Because I'm going to give the files to my family's lawyers" Nayla explained.

I forgot about that. Because Nayla will help me in my divorce proceedings with Mas Syaka, but! I am now confused by the decision I will make.

"Are you okay?" nayla said as she rubbed my arm. Because I haven't answered any questions from Nayla, who asked for files to file my divorce suit.

"I got the file first, Nay," I immediately left Nayla. Although I was confused as to what I would take, but at least. I have to appreciate the arrival of Nayla, who wants to help me file my divorce lawsuit.

"This is Nay's file, but.." I hesitated to continue my divorce lawsuit. After seeing my three children crying and missing their father.

"Why Ra? Are you hesitant to file your divorce suit?" Nayla knows the doubts and worries of my heart right now.

I answered Nayla's question by shaking my head. Because I was also completely confused by the decision I was about to make.

"I'll keep all these files. If you want to think about it first, it's okay. Just call me, if you're sure of the decision you're going to make. Because I know! There is a child between the two of you, which must have confused you with all of this. But I as a woman, certainly do not want to be in honey. Even though I'm not married right now, but if I have a cheating husband or boyfriend. Of course I'll break it, why maintain the relationship that makes the heart hurt. Live only once. If you survive for the sake of children, it is not a choice that does not necessarily make your heart happy. Because right now, you have to share your husband with the woman who is Arsyaka's wife. Are you ready to have a honey?" nayla's question made me aware. Why did I decide to sue Mas Syaka for divorce, because I don't want to be in honey.

Moreover, Mas Syaka married to Chelsea did not ask permission from me first. Even the relationship between the two of them has been established for a long time, without me knowing before, and that is what makes me not love Mas Syaka anymore.

"Think carefully Ra, call me if you have the decision you will choose, I say." Nayla left my house.

"I'm sorry for my doubt, Nay, what you said is true. But.." my mind full of doubts. And I was still pensively sitting in the living room, with the thoughts I would choose later.

After Nayla's departure, the door was still open. I was shocked by the people who came into my house.

"You...."