Tragedies

23. Dizziness

Candra that night could not sleep at all, although the atmosphere was so supportive to rest because the rain out there was back down, again,

The handsome young man was sitting in the front seat of his desk in the room, a table facing a glass window from which he could look towards the backyard,

The laptop in front of him seemed to light up, but there was nothing he was doing but daydreaming about every sentence his Grandmother-in-law said,

I don't know...

Actually, all this time Grandma also often did something unnatural, but what she did and told him earlier was clearly the most terrible, especially he also seemed to really understand something, about something,

And...

Candra momentarily felt goosebumps again, when it was reflected in her eyes, when Grandma stabbed chicken katsu until the tip of her knife hit the plate while saying a terrible sentence, saying,

"Women who are happy with someone else's husband should be chopped up,"

"Chop until it's over, so that they're deterred, so that others don't follow along,"

"Women's eyes that like to look at the faces of other women's husbands, we better plug them with a fork!"

Candra continued to imagine the expression on her Grandmother-in-law's face, and also how she stabbed with a knife and fork as if it really hit someone's face, making Candra also shook her head repeatedly because she began to feel dizzy, dizzy,

Till...

Candra suddenly remembered her hp which she was in the middle of Chas,

Candra quickly moved from the front of her desk to the table near the bathroom in her room with Siska,

Ah well, Siska, his wife now appears to be sleeping soundly,

Candra's eyes for a moment immediately glazed over as she took the time to look at the sad Siska who was now sleeping while hugging the bolster, he said,

Siska, in fact, the woman is not like other women who demand this and that to her, she is not at all spoiled and very independent since they were dating, he said,

Indeed, to be a wife, Siska is certainly not at all wrong, which even she is not only a dream wife, but also a daughter-in-law who will be liked by every in-law,

But, unfortunately, having a wife like Siska, which makes the household feel always flat and too comfortable, making men often there is a time to feel there is saturation as Candra feels, she said,

Yes, he admitted, some time ago, he felt there was a time trapped in the saturation of living a household that was too flat and there was no turmoil, he felt,

The time where he felt living the household was just a routine together without any new things, he said,

Until, at that time, Candra accidentally met a girl at one of her friend's events, who had originally only known ordinary people, then so exchanging numbers then intensely communicating and all happens like running water only,

Yes, there is no plan, everything just happens, there is a kind of new interlude in the middle of the routine that began to saturate, but finally now...

Booms!

Candra realized, if what he made a new interlude in his household was a time bomb that would in time explode, then,

And now, the bomb is ready to explode, which will certainly not only hurt himself, but also the people around him, especially his wife, he said,

Yes, Siska, his wife, who actually knows nothing, and nothing wrong, he said, what she even had up to this Grandma threatened Candra as if she really knew something was still trying to defend her husband shows that he is indeed a wife who really trusts her husband,

Candra without feeling a tear, her chest suddenly now feels tight, guilt that rises and makes her more trapped in the vortex of fear of losing the figure of Siska in the end,

But...

"I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant with your son Mas,"

The girl's voice, Anggita, seemed to ring continuously since then, criss-crossed with the words of her Grandmother-in-law, to make Candra's head feel like it will break.

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