TRAFFIC

TRAFFIC 4

Miera took a taxi not to go home to her father but to a place where there were many mounds of land and tombboards bearing names. Miera was sitting in one of the tombs she saw the tomb with smiling lips.

"Mother how are you there? mom, have you never come to Miera's dream again? don't you love Miera anymore." Miera knew that the mound before her would not make a sound. But he was sure that his mother would listen to him.

"Mother, it must be good that there is no pain anymore, but bun... Miera here is very sick, it feels like Miera wants to be together there with the mother, Miera is actually tired of bun, want a story but there is no place." Her tears began to pour out from her beautiful eyes, despair was very obvious in her eyes.

"Mother knows, I just won again, as you said first, do not give up until the end even though, Miera really want bun how sick mother first, Miera does not want to like mother first."

"Mother now must hate Miera, Miera is now a mafia bun even number one, haha must hate very much, sorry Miera bun, Miera evil now, may mother sorryin Miera."

"Happy birthday bun, sorry Miera can't tell you what's going on for you." Miera kissed the tombstone inscribed with the name of the mother. Now his heart is a little calmer next to his mother. His chest tightened with tears.

Miera is not Miera who used to be, Miera was a cheerful, spoiled and chatty girl, after the divorce of her parents her nature began to change, plus the departure of her mother for good. His determination to be strong is getting round to where he becomes the number one mafia leader.

Suddenly the rain fell rapidly, as if supporting the mood of Miera who was sad. The more rain the more tears Miera flows. Miera spilled all her heart, although her head was still dizzy she did not care about the rain to make her physically sick no more than the heartache she had been suffering all this time.

"Back home." Invite a man to protect Miera.

"Lo, by yourself." Expel Miera, she knows the figure of the man.

"Let's go home, you'll be sick." Arya tries to persuade Miera to come home. Arya knew that her mother's birthday would be coming. Arya grabs Miera's hand trying to bring her home.

"Dec, your body is hot, you are sick, come home, you don't like to see you like this." Miera looked into Arya's eyes, right what Arya said must have been her mother didn't like to see herself like this.

"Hm." Dehem Miera tried to stand up, but his legs felt heavy. Arya who understood that immediately carried her sister away from the funeral.

Arriving at home, Arya wants to carry her sister in, but Miera wants to walk alone.

"Gue can still walk." Miera walked in past the father who was waiting for his presence to come home.

"Miera ayah nggak suka kamu terus terusan begini, selalu acuh pada ayah, tidak mau mendengarkan apa kata ayah." Ucapan itu membuat Miera berhenti sejenak.

"Your mother is long dead, I want you to forget it, forget the past continue your life change yourself for the better, not like this." Miera turned around looking into the father's eyes.

"Forget it? that easy? how to get better like what? continue with what kind of life? even to this day my body still stands before you." Miera said that with a hoarse voice holding back her tears from spilling.

"I mean dad...." Not done yet Miera's father continued his words, Arya has entered inside.

"Why again?" Ask Arya who just came in. Miera just left just like letting her father and brother down.

"Your body is alive, but your soul is long gone, I want you to come back to life." Miera's father said before Miera was really gone.

"Already father, we must be able to understand miera more deeply, we have made him very sick heartache so that he himself is also difficult to heal, I can see there is still a figure of miera that used to be, but he's hiding behind the miera now, now it depends on how we are." Said Arya who began to understand Miera a little.

"I'm tired of Arya, I've seen Miera like that for a long time, even she doesn't think I exist."

Miera who was in the room locked herself, she opened a drawer, inside contained the medicine she used to consume, she took a few medicines directly, changed her wet clothes and broke down herself. His father's words kept turning around.

"What the hell is this." Mumbled. He closed his eyes hoping to fall asleep, but he couldn't, his head spinning. "****!" Aspersion. Miera grabbed her phone call someone.

"Where are you now?" The call was connected to someone over there. "Okay, I'm there now." He stood up and took his black jacket. "Gue is not why." Turn off the call immediately.

He forgot that the sport bike he used to wear was still in school, he had to use another motorbike.

"Where else do you want to go, if you go home in the morning." Prevent Aryan.

"Start." Miera just left.

Until at an apartment Miera went straight inside to meet a woman who was close to him.

"Sister, where are you?"

"Gue here, why you?" Tanya Alca looked at Miera who was already in front of her. "Tumben wants to see you here myself when I ask." Then Alca got a glass of water for Miera. "This is a story." Alca asks Miera to tell her the problem.

Alca is a friend even considered Miera as her brother, Miera met Alca when Alca's parents left Alca forever. Alca knows Miera's profession is a mafia, even Alca helps Miera solve problems that Miera can't solve on her own.

Miera began to tell the words of her father and sister who became a burden on her mind.

"Where is the deck, the discussion about family for you is the same sensitive thing for me as well." Alca also confused to respond to Miera's story. "Gue knows you will not be able to lupain, but try deh lo think, you still have the same father brother who can nemenin lo, lo, from their words I know they want to be close to you, want to understand your grievances, but you shut yourself away from them." Alca tried to understand.

"Lo take an example from me, I have no who, no one else I can be happy with, nothing I can make proud of, while lo? you still have them both. I know it must be difficult to forgive them, but try slowly you open your heart, also you will not be able to repeat the time too."

Miera was silent listening to Alca's words.

"Try to open your heart, surely your mother is happy to see you happy without burden later." Alca saw Miera silent. "Drink first." Alca thrust a glass of water for Miera to drink, when she grabbed the glass, the glass broke into Miera's hand until it bled.

"Dec, I'm sorry." Alca was worried about treating Miera's hand so that the blood would stop.

"May I have the same paper ballpoint." Ask Miera, Alca immediately took it to give it to Miera.

Miera wrote something on the paper, two papers she wrote and put in different envelopes.

"Sister, please let's keep these two envelopes simple, you can open the envelope later at the time of the place, I won't ask you to open it, you can open it, but later your own instinct will know when the envelope will be opened."

"Yes." Yeah." Alca received the envelope confused, what does that mean?

"Gue go home first, thanks." Miera left Alca's apartment. While Alca was still in a state of confusion she wanted to open the envelope but she remembered Miera's words not to open it now.

"Hopefully nothing happens." Alca kept the envelope in a drawer in her room.