
Marriage is not always sweet like fairy tales
Sometimes there is bitterness
Are you willing to live it
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Jonathan had to thicken his face to ask Airi for help, all this he did for Ayana.
Airi who was still shocked had yet to answer her senior's request.
"Wait for Bang Jo, what does that mean?" Ask later.
"You know Ayana's pregnant, right?"
Airi nodded, of course she knew. And everyone knows. They still remembered not with all the drama that the second-floor officials were spreading.
"Well, Ayana wants some cooking from you, so you have to cook for her."
Airi bengong, this is really what not. How thought.
"How's it?" Jonathan asked in his tone.
Airi was inward, Bang Jo was asking for help. Because the tone he used was as flat as Alvaro's Satan.
Not helping, certainly not. Ayana is the best person with him.
"Ready Bang Jo, that's easy. What exactly is it?" Ask Airi.
"Clearly, as long as not spicy and coconut food." The answer.
Jonathan did forbid Ayana to eat spicy and coconut milk dishes. Remember his wife had Magh's disease. Both foods can make you sick. It may even be exposed to GERD aka stomach acid.
" Okay, Bang Jo, take a break to Bang Jo's house, I'll cook you good food." His promise.
"Okay thank you Airi."
Jonathan was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief, when he came home later he did not need to find the look on his wife's face. Yahh though looks adorable yet he can't bear to hear his whining.
He may be told to sleep outside.
At least he could avoid all of that today.
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It was actually his night, Jonathan was actually sleeping outside.
He knocked on the door of the room, but there was no word in it. His wife was really angry with him.
"Ayana, I want to go in, you don't feel sorry for your husband sleeping outside." Slowly while continuing to knock on the door.
"Bad Nathan Evil, anyway Ayana won't open a door."
There was a scream from inside.
"Damn it, Ayana is really angry." Inner Jonathan.
All this because Airi who did not keep her promise, she disappeared during the afternoon break. Even until the hour he came home from work, he did not come. Jonathan tried to call his number, but couldn't. Where exactly is Airi.
"I'm sorry Dek, actually Airi can not be contacted, but this morning he responded to your request."
From behind the door Jonathan tried to explain slowly.
In marriage it is not always sweet, there are times when bitter. For example, when his wife snags like now.
There was no inside word, Jonathan thought his wife might be asleep. So he decided to sit on the door.
Though in fact, Ayana had just grunted while nagging at the teddy bear given her husband who she named Nathan.
"I'm in the same shower as Mas Nathan, Mas Nathan's a liar."
He beat the doll to the point of being tired himself.
"Just let him sleep outside, let him get cold." His lips are still pursed.
"But if later Mas Nathan gets sick how?" Ask panicked.
"Hiks hyks hyks." Without being able to prevent her tears from coming out.
She was sad to imagine her husband falling sick.
His cries grew until he sounded out.
Jonathan who sat down immediately immediately stood up to hear Ayana's cry.
He was worried and wrong. He wanted to go in there, but was afraid his wife was angry.
But when she heard his cries again, she ventured to go inside her room.
Chequek.
The door opened as soon as he opened the door. Yes she does know that Ayana did not lock her pin, but she did not want to make Ayana even more angry if she was determined to enter. But when he heard Ayana's cry, he rushed into this room.
In front of her, Ayana was seen crying while hugging her teddy bear.
"Mas Nathan, don't get sick, hikssss." Sluggishly.
Jonathan scratched his head that was not itching. Slowly he approached Ayana. Then sit next to him.
"Sttt, Ayana you're crying."
He brought Ayana's body into the arms huh.
"No Mau Mas sick, it must have been cold outside, huaaaa." His crying is getting worse.
"You don't get cold, you're healthy, you're not sick." He tries to calm.
Ayana looked up at her husband. His eyes are caused by tears on both cheeks.
"It doesn't really hurt, does it?" Ask slowly.
"Holding Mas' forehead, it's not hot, is it?"
Ayana touched her hand to her husband's forehead, and she could feel a normal body temperature.
"I'm sorry Ayana, just told Mas to sleep outside, then when imagining Mas will be sick from the cold, Ayana became sad."
The woman squeezed her hand timidly.
"Mas, not angry really, it's Mas who apologizes for not being able to obey your cravings, adek baby must be sad not to be able to eat the food ontinya."
His hand turned to hold the stomach of his wife who now looks a little protruding.
There is a child growing there.
"Hi Baby Boy, I'm sorry Dad, you don't make your mother miserable and sad yes, fine there. We are looking forward to your presence."
Jonathan uncovers Ayana's nightgown to kiss her belly.
"Aww." Rintih Ayana's.
"Why Ay, is anyone sick?" Jonathan asked worriedly.
"Let's know, I feel movement in my stomach."
Jonathan rubbed his hand on the surface of the belly. Miraculously, the pain in Ayana's stomach slowly disappeared.
"Is it better?" Ask.
"Yes Mas, it seems, adek baby likes to be near his father." Reply Ayana.
"So where exactly is Airi?" Suddenly asked.
"That's Ay, Mas don't know, he suddenly disappeared somewhere."
The answer.
Ayana let go of her embrace and then took the phone on the nightstand.
"I can't call him either, I'm worried about him."
"Airi must be fine Ay, it's better we sleep than you think."
"Can't Mas, keep working who's handling?" Ask later.
In that division there is only one staff that is Airi, if he is not there automatically no one works.
"Today there wasn't much work, and somehow Mr. Refian didn't look angry when he found Airi not in his seat."
"It looks like he'll be adding staff to our division."
"Good Mas, hopefully Airi's job can be helped, I know how much work."
Ayana looked up to the time when she was a staff auditor. The work he does is very much. Moreover, the increasing number of clients makes it even more overwhelmed when it comes to preparing documents requested by the auditor.
" Hit's good to keep your face jutek." Jonathan Ledek.
"Where there is Mas, I'm only the same as Mas Nathan and..."
Ayana did not continue her words. She was lazy to mention that person's name especially in front of her husband. Jonathan seemed to know who he was referring to just let out a small sigh. He knew who it was, but he didn't want to talk about it.
The man was transferred to a branch and demoted. The punishment Jonathan said was not yet in proportion to what he had done.
"Oh, now we're sleeping."
Jonathan takes Ayana into his arms until they fall asleep withering buana into dreamland.
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Meanwhile, on the other hand, a woman who was crying mourned her fate. Her husband did not consider her at all even though he had already given up his precious treasure.
She's a woman who just needs to be loved, unfortunately all of that is very difficult for her to get.
Chequelek
The sound of the door rang out, someone entered without greeting himself.
The woman got up to greet him.
"Have you gone home yet?"
The man did not bully, he snorted bitterly.
"I'll get some warm water, take a shower first."
The black netra flashed furiously, he was extremely dislikeful of what he was doing.
"Stop Raina, stop caring so much about me. It's all your fault, if you hadn't screwed up I would've been happy with her."
Her hand pushed Raina away from her face until she fell down.
But he did not care and continued to step while cursing.
" Having a wife is hard."
Raina was sitting limp, her eyes glazed over. Until when will Ali behave like that to him. The man never looked at him and always blamed him for everything that happened.
If you can choose, of course, he does not want to be stuck with people who do not love him at all. But what power, this matchmaking he could not avoid because of their parents' agreement.
At first he thought he would be happy if he married Ali, especially his mother-in-law who seemed to love him. But all of that is just a shadow. Ali never forgot her love for Ayana. And her mother-in-law didn't like her a little because she wasn't pregnant.
"Oh Allah, if time can be turned, of course I do not want to be shackled in this situation. But what I can do, everything has happened, and inevitably I have to live it."
Raina tried to be patient even though her heart was sliced apart. This is also his fault, he should realize that Ali's love was never there for him, especially, the man was already planning to marry Ayana. But somehow she changed her mind to marry him.
Ali, who had been in the room earlier, still looked annoyed and angry. She really hates Raina. For him the woman is the destroyer of his future.
If only, the woman had not shown up. She could be with Ayana. The woman he loved.
The first time he met Ayana, he was instantly fascinated by her. Ayana is an independent and friendly woman. He is kind to anyone, he can be invited to discuss anything with him. At first it was very difficult to get close to him. Because behind his friendly attitude he was also cold to the man who tried to get close to him. But that did not break his spirit at all.
Every day he went up to the third floor just to be able to talk to Ayana, and managed to gradually accept her. The cafe where she with her teganya decided Ayana, was their favorite Cafe.
If time could be spun he would not obey his mother, and chuckle with his choices. At first she thought Raina would give up on this marriage, but she didn't. No matter how much he hurt the woman, he persisted. And that further stirs his emotions.
She should have just given up and asked for a divorce, so she could be united with Ayana.
But the news of Ayana's marriage to the new auditor made her very angry, especially with the desus Ayana who was pregnant out of wedlock made her blind and did the deed.
Once again he hurt Ayana, but he knew very well that she could not do the deed. Unfortunately jealousy, anger and frustration made him take the wrong steps.
Ayana couldn't possibly forgive him, she must have hated him so much. But Ali did not give up, he was sure that sooner or later Ayana would come back to him. It does not matter that the woman is pregnant.
Damn, Jonathan
He took me away from Ayana. Angry at.
Plus he was moved to an automated branch office further and further away from the woman.
"Mas, you want to take a shower? I've prepared the warm water."
The voice further irritated Ali, could Raina not interfere in his affairs.
"Mass, the water's already..."
"Silence Raina, your words make me sick, I've repeatedly said don't be pretentious to care, you must be happy with what I'm going through, you must be happy on top of my suffering."
Raina squeezed both her hands.
"It's not so, I'm just doing my duty."
Again, it was always the word that Raina said, when she scolded him.
Ali was so fed up with everything.
"Raina, don't you think the events of that night will change everything, that night was a mistake that won't change anything."
Deg, Raina's heart feels like it's squeezed hard. Her husband's words hurt her heart. Her tears started to pour.
"That's not it, I just...
Said faltering.
" Just what, just care? You meddle too much in my affairs, and never go into this room without your permission, I really don't need that. Your presence is making me sick."
Angry expressions.
Raina couldn't listen anymore, she ran out to her room. Ever since they got married, they've never been in a room except that night. The morning when he woke up, Ali with no feeling immediately expelled ya no matter the feet that hurt when walking.
His inner and physical wounds are growing every day. Whether he should care about Ali who clearly hates him.
But Raina could not, deep down in her heart. She already loved her husband, so she couldn't possibly leave him. Foolish indeed, but only being with Ali can make her happy, even if it has to tear up.
Raina still has hope, if one day Ali will see it. I don't know when he'll survive, though,
If he can't survive anymore, maybe he'll leave the man's life.
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