
Actually now the heart of Zoya is very uncontrollable but he ventured to say it, because in his heart there is still a sense of disappointment that can not be interpreted. He stepped foot to his desk to take his bag, now the employees one by one have left the office because it was time to go home and Zoya decided to go home to relax herself and forget what happened today.
Now Zoya walks down the road with her head down, occasionally she raises her face looking around her and then looks back down at the end of her shoes while walking. He decided to walk to his residence which was not too far from the office he worked but also spent energy, he said, not without money for the cost but he really wanted to make himself more tired so that when he got home he could really fall asleep.
The two men are reunited at a red light who else if not zoya and the man is very similar to the commander of the fynanda. Zoya who was about to move her legs across because the lights were red but her gaze was diverted with a figure who was sitting together with a woman, yes he was the fynanda sir their client who was in the office earlier.
“almost I believe that it was the inner fynanda” commander Zoya then stepped his foot through the crossing path a moment later he stopped and turned his body and looked back at the figure he saw before leaving the two back to meet each other
“or maybe, he is really the commander of fynanda but since he already has a new woman so he decided to forget the past?” back Zoya spoke in her heart until she was not aware that she was still in the middle of the crossing path
“woi, you want to die huh?” shouted one of the car users to make Zoya aware of his mind that made some people around him look at Zoya
Zoya, who was shocked, immediately continued her footsteps and looked down apologetically for it. For some reason since the meeting as if he lost his mind and was unconscious, now Zoya really hastened his steps towards his home and wants something like that to happen again, what a shame, really, because it does not focus until yelled at by someone on the street who is quite crowded.
Zoya has now laid her body on her bed after having finished dealing with cleaning herself up. Staring at the ceiling of his house and still remaining the same his mind that could not stop wondering about what had happened since last afternoon.
*flasback
Already a few hours after the commander of the fynanda left, Zoya still faithfully held his mobile phone which he is now sitting in a tama close to the campus. Maybe soon or tomorrow will be told by the commander of fynanda that is the mind of zoya, still with his blank gaze now in the mind of zoya a lot of opinions that clash with each other
“what if the commander of fynanda does not renew him?”
“what if commander fynanda will forget him”
“no,,, no, how could he be left the commander of fynanda already promised to go home I just enough waiting for him right?”
That's how Zoya's thoughts are against each other, though, until he was surprised by the touch of someone on his shoulder suddenly made Zoya turn around to paralyze the person but stopped when he saw that behind him was the brother of his force that he was very familiar, he said, he rendi who quite often communicates with Zoya even though little response occurs.
“ada what?” asked rendi who was evident since earlier watching Zoya throw her breath out violently
“nothing” reply zoya with rendi questions
“ada who can be helped?” tanya rendi broke the silence between them
“wait a minute” suddenly rendi held zoya's hand until it stopped zoya's footsteps and turned around
Zoya looked at her wrist which was now being held by her brother, then quickly Zoya pulled her hand as if telling her brother to let go of her hand quickly and rendi also immediately responded and released it.
“ada apa” ask zoya without bus abasi
“do you have time tonight? There are some seniors from our department will hold a group to help with the work of the task of adding leting, if not busy come maybe a little help” explained rendi to zoya
“you do not have to answer, if it is busy it is okay” continued rendi explained after some time did not get an answer from his previous question. While Zoya just nodded her head and left the joint on the park chair
Zoya continues to step foot into the apartment, it feels like her mind does not want to go back to the apartment but how is it possible, now she has no place to live other than that. Now he was in front of the apartment door of the commander of fyanda before pressing the door pin code of the house he took a deep breath to feel a little calm. Open the door, take off your shoes, and stop for a moment to look around the room.
“well I will wait” muttered zoya to herself then walked into her bedroom to immediately rest her body which was not too tired but her heart and mind which made her look tired
Zoya spent the night lying down, though she fell asleep a few hours later when she woke up again, occasionally waiting for news from the fynanda commander but still the results were nil
The night changed in the morning, Zoya went through her usual activities, this morning before she set off her eyes were distracted by a piece of paper on the table, she threw her body on the sofa to read the contents of the letter, and she was about to read it, but an ATM card fell after picking up the paper, as in a slip in the middle of a fold of paper.
“ini for your needs as long as I go, do not refuse and do not work anymore, just focus with your lecture just use as you like, wait for me, little boyl 😊” do not forget an emoticon written at the end of the message, the message said, the letter the fynanda commander wrote after delivering the Zoya to his campus
A smile on Zoya's face now appears after reading the letter plus the call of a child he had not heard for a long time,
A few days later there was no word from the commander of the fynanda, eager to contact him first, there was a sense of worry in Zoya's heart but Zoya said she was still loyal by waiting for the fynanda commander to contact her first
A week has passed finally Zoya decided to contact the commander of fynanda but for which he got his phone number inactive, several times zoya made a call but there was no result,
A week, a month, two months had passed with no answer at all, Zoya's thoughts began to clash between worry and disappointment all mixed together. This time Zoya steadied her heart to leave the apartment, since the departure of the commander of fynanda zoya was indeed uncomfortable living in the apartment alone without the owner, there is no owner, not to forget Zoya also wrote a letter the same as the commander of the fynanda did and he put it on the table in front of the tv.
*flasback off