
"Arben.you are so handsome you love"
"Don't Bun, pity father donk's son.later hit by Arben, he was very active" David kept Arben from the hands of Indira who was anxious to hold him.
"If that's why you can kiss Arben, can you?" Arben laughs with gaiety receiving a kiss from Indira. No ceaseless laughter typical of babies his age sounds cheerful getting a tubed kiss from Indira.
A few days later the ship will leave. David boarded the same ship as Rival.
"Dad left, Bun. Mother take care of health here" David's message.
Rival notices David's treatment of Indira.
Is it true that your heart is completely filled with the name of Indira bang? You should have loved her more after Indira had your flesh and blood.
Rival reaches Yara's hand for a farewell.
"6 weeks is not long, baby. Don't cry, yeah. Babe khan make up curtain anti storm his bleberan "
"That's a long time ago mas (averted eyes) I'm not crying kok mas." Yara started to melow with the current situation. Rival could only reply to Yara's behavior with a smile.
"What is this to say? cat snot??" rival's laughter wiped away Yara's dripping tears.
This pregnant woman is indeed difficult to separate from Rival when pregnant like this. Maybe a baby. Even sometimes Rival had to call him in the middle of the night to make sure his wife was asleep or not.
"Don't feel! If you feel missed one day can feel a week. Better do the others.play with Arben. Just be busy. Also many meetings in the Battalion could also distract you"
Saying is easy but in fact Rival was also difficult to suppress longing.
Rival kissed Yara's forehead, left right cheek and briefly took a soft bite of Yara then crouched down to kiss Yara's stomach.
"Don't be naughty on deck. Watch mama!!! Don't make mama difficult often! Dedek smart kid khan!"
Rival stood up again rubbing Yara's back. His eyes turned to David who was doing the same thing to Indira who also quickly wiped his tears.
"It's not good for pregnant women to cry constantly. Dad only went to the village surgery.30 days only" persuaded David to see his hand was still in the hands of Indira.
"Don't look at other women!"
"Dad can't promise Bun. Dad has eyes, there's no way you can't look. But father promises this heart I keep only for mother" David rubbed Indira's back hoping his wife could calm down as he left.
***
"Who's Indira with you at home?"
"Who else does he have but me"
"Don't hurt her heart bang! I've already let Yara down and it won't be repeated for a lifetime" Rival doesn't want to keep any more of the sense that would be a prejudice in her life.
"What do you mean Val" asked David carefully though he felt where Rival was going.
"Can you admit with manly all your brother's feelings? Please don't open your heart to Yara again. By Allah I am not sincere. Unless God removes me from this earth. Indira needs a brother. Need full brother's affection. Don't you remember Yara any more" Rival answered David calmly despite his rumbling heart.
David let out a long sigh of loosening everything that was raging within his chest.
"You do realize it's Val?"
"Yes bang, I realized that the eyes still hold a lot of taste" said convinced Rival.
"I'm sorry for that Val. I admit I was wrong"
"If only Indira knew, he would be very hurt bang" Rival asserted as clearly as possible.
"I love Indira. She's pregnant with my son Val" after all"
"May you realize that. But only Brother and God alone know the contents of Brother's heart" Rival left David on the side of the ship who saw the strait that looked wide.
O Allah. how I saved my wife from the sight of another man. There have been many sins because of my negligence.
***
David continued his journey again in the village which he was going to fix. While Rival still continued another hour in the direction of the last port towards the airport.
On the way David looked. He ensures his heart. He still believes his heart loves his wife Indira very much. David rubbed his head up to his face.
Sorry dear.I'm sorry my heart still sometimes slips its name in my heart. I promise I won't do this again.
***
"Honey.. Apple first! You get a quick break"
"Yes mas. Also fast rest"
Rival had already arrived at the educational venue and immediately reported his arrival after he returned. He contacted Yara so that she would not worry about him anymore.
***
The next day Rival and the other members held a Keswa test. One by one, the members carried out the test. At the end of the test, Rival's senior asked Rival something. The Major-ranked man saluted with every Rival answer.
"Lettu Rivaldi's.. If the country is turbulent and your family in this case wife, is in a bad condition as you are currently experiencing. Which one do you prefer?"
Rival took in every one of his senior questions. After taking a deep breath he replied firmly.
"Ijin answered. I will answer logically from the side of my humanity. If I were still next to my wife. I will put my wife first. I am a man, I am a man and a husband who is a lifeline for my wife. If I am in the field of operation, I will complete the task in accordance with the rules that apply because my oath applies since I wear this uniform that I wear. Both have responsibilities before God. Protecting my wife and looking after my country is not the right question to ask. It's instinct.it comes from the heart"
***
The gust of wind in the morning blind made his chest tremble again. Now he will again float himself from a height to train the students of the field.
The parachute was already perched back on his back.
"Dear Assalamu'alaikum. "congratulations Rival.
"Wa'alaikumsalam. You want to start, right?"
"Yes dear. It's 07:00. Is breakfast deck?"
"Before a while mas" Yara was indeed very lazy because her feelings never felt calm.
"Don't be too late, you won't eat but your son is hungry. Just pray and don't worry too much. Nothing will happen again that you fear"
***
In the plane at an altitude of 8000ft, Rival looked at the green expanse as well as the winding line. Today Rival jumped in with some of the military's out-of-combat fighters. A free-running jumper jumping, his body swayed udders in space, he was unconscious because accidentally hit the body of the plane.
Rival who jumped behind him with a student without a second thought immediately pulled the person's parachute to expand in the air.
Before long drifting, Rival descended perfectly. The person he had helped had also gone down but he was still silent on his position. Rival lifted his parachute and approached the man.
"Are you okay?" ask Rival.
The man took off his helmet and his face cover.
"Yes..how are you?" his question turned out to be a woman who was quite familiar Rival.
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