To you, I heal my Heart

To you, I heal my Heart
Part 8's. Rendy's Statement



The curtain in Nayla's room as the sun entered Nay's room he covered his face with both hands, his eyes too glare to see.


“ I'm sorry Nay, but you have to wake up at ten in the morning, you haven't had breakfast, you will get sick “ said Vica


“ I don't want to wake up, I want to come with father “ Nayla cries back, her eyes are red and swollen because she always cries.


“Nay..., your father will definitely be sad to see you like this, Om Rudi has already given a guard to you,


Poor Rendy later he feels guilty if he can not keep you Nay” persuaded Aan. Aan who entered the room because he heard Nayla did not want to come out also he sat next to Nayla who was sleeping covered his entire body with a blanket.


“ Nay, come on we are all sad to see you like this, especially if you get sick “ said Vica


    Almost thirty minutes Aan and Vica persuaded Nayla, finally Nayla would obey her friend. After a quick shower and breakfast, Nayla sits in the living room. He just kept quiet he looked at all the places in his house recalling all the memories with his father and mbok. Her tears were already dry her eyes were already swollen she was already unable to cry anymore.


“ Nay, you have to be strong well.” said Vica who broke Nayla's daydream


“ Yes Nay, God will not test his people beyond his ability” Aan chimed in


“ Nay you must be strong through this test, after the rain there must be a rainbow “ said Vica while hugging Nayla and also followed Aan. Aan and Vica are well aware of Nayla's grief, Nayla trying to accept


mbok Darmi's departure but he has not fully accepted now he has to accept his father's departure as well.


“ Nay, we have prepared all your needs, your files too, sorry we can not take you to the house of Rendi “ said Vica


“ We will leave later in the afternoon to Jakarta, tomorrow we have to transfer files and prepare for the college entrance test, Sorry yes Nay “ Vica did not have the heart to convey that to Nayla because it was like their dreams wanted


college together, but circumstances force them to leave Nay.


    Nayla knew her two best friends felt bad about leaving her like this.


“ yes no papa, I understand, we should go three, I will also be sadder if you guys do not go just because of me.”.


“ later already better, you followed also yes, Om sugeng and aunt Mila allow you to lecture if you want “ said Aan


“ yes Nay, Rendy also studied in Jakarta as well, We can stay close, you are with Rendy my neighbor I same Aan “ said Vica who made the three smile.


Nayla just nodded, her face blushing red at Vica's tease.


“ Nay is all ready, we wait for Rendy to pick you up yes “ said Vica while removing a large suitcase owned by Nayla which was given by om Sugeng to bring Nay's needs.


Outside, a car stopped in front of Nayla's house


“ Assalammu’alaikum.”


“ Wa’alaikum salam “ replied the three of them


“ Ren, you already nyampe, Nayla “ said Aan while giving Suitcase to Rendy


Rendy who her father told her to pick up Nayla today, she was told to bring Nayla home .


“ already all..?, let's go “ Rendy invites Nayla


“ Already Ren, Titip Nay Yes, Please take care of him “ Aan said.


    The three of them hugged, the three of them smiled and held back the tagis, long enough for them to hug until Rendy reminded.


“ heemm, not yet, when to leave “ Rendy tried to remind


                They take off the hug. Nayla steps into Rendy's car and sits down


back, it made Rendy protest


“ Hey, I'm not a driver, sit next to me “


“ Be Careful on the road, keep him Ren...” Vica yelled, Rendy and Nayla could still hear Vica scream


After Rendy and Nayla live Aan and Vica. Vica was crying


“ I'm so sad An, parted with Nay, as if we can't be with him anymore “


“ I'm also sad Vic, but we should also obey our parents. We also want to make them sad because we postpone college “


Vica nodded.


“ later if there is free time we play to nayla ““ayok we go home, and prepare later in the afternoon we want to leave “ said Aan.


They went up, closed and locked the fence of Nayla's house, they looked at the house, so many stories of the three of them in the house.


                While in the car Rendy and Nayla just shut up. Until finally with Rendi pulled over his car and he took a deep breath, then opened his voice


“ Nay, I'm sorry before , actually I'm still hard accepting our marriage, I feel this mandate is too heavy for me to bear, I'm not ready to be a husband, I'm not ready to be, I still want to pursue my ideals, there is still a lot I want to do, think my status as a husband at this age makes me a little depressed Nay, so I do not know how to…? “


    Hearing Rendy's explanation, Nayla feels pain in her heart, she knows that her marriage is forced, but she does not think that Rendy will really be depressed to accept it, she said, just to fulfill his father's wish felt as if Om Sugeng had to return the favor for saving his life. Nayla was busy with her own thoughts.


“ Nay...Nay... You're okay..” Rendy wags her hand in front of Nayla's dreamy face.


Nayla was surprised and turned to Rendy


“ forgive me Nay, have to say, you are my friend too so I know your sorrow, but I am also not ready to receive “


“ I'm sorry Ren, because I you have to go through this, I also don't know how to.?”.


They were silent and busy with their own thoughts. Until Rendy's phone ring resuscitated them. Rendy put up a phone call and looked at the name that My Moms said.


“ Hello, assalammu’alaikum ma “


“ Wa’alaikumsalam, Rend you where dear.. have nyampe home yet.”.


“ Rendy on her way home with Nayla ma “


“ yes have been carefully walked dear, later mama returned home afternoon ya “


“ yes, ma , asslammu’alaikum ma “, after hearing a greeting answer from his mother Rendy turned off the phone.


                The distance between Rendy and Nayla houses is not far fifteen minutes by vehicle, their area of residence is not a jammed area, but if the new holiday road they go through a crowded rame can even be jammed because many people want a vacation to, and Rendy's residence is also close to Argo Park tourist.


                Arrived at Rendy's house, which was quite large compared to the house of the three of them, and there were three ART people in his house. Nayla was once invited by her father there when the new house was built first, when Nayla was a child.


“ good afternoon Non,” an ART welcome Nayla and Rendy


“ Bik, between Nayla and the room that has been seized by mama “, Rendy said on ARTnya


Nayla was escorted to her room and Rendy brought her suitcase


“ Nay this is your room, if you need any pangil Bibik only, they behind “ Rendy pointed towards the kitchen and maid room. They're on the second floor, yes Nayla's room is on the second floor.


“ I want to go to the room first “


    Nayla nodded and saw Rendy enter her room and Nayla entered her room. He looked around the neat room and was bigger than Nayla's room in his house first. Although neat and spacious but Nayla is not used to it. Nayla pulls her suitcase near the closet. He was still lazy to compile his things. Placed his suitcase and Nayla towards the soft mattress in front of him and began to lie down, he closed his eyes, but Rendy's words in the car while on their way were still ringed by nayla


“ what I do, for you Ren.” Inner Nayla


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