
seriap Randa spoke, always laughing laughs indistinctly and screams
"who are you?" randa said again with a laugh back unclear
and for a moment the mind cries..
this is where the beginning of the story of the struggle of a Cita..
where Randa lost his mind, depression experienced randa quite heavy make it directly mental disorders..
"you cry...why, what's wrong, iam happy why even cry?" randa..
randa plays her phone as if someone called.
"i haven't told you if I'm pregnant, why are you being a gini baby, I'm going to get pregnant, pregnant with our child, three months" she explained slowly but randa busy with her phone.
the next day, when the mind wakes up from its sleep, it has seen the appearance of disfiguring some clothes from their closet..
"randa... What are you doing?" quiz
"i play this, I'm in this house why there are no toys, I want toys, buy toys" Randa said
yaa.. Randa lost her mind..
he became crazy because he could not stand the many problems in his head and he often saw sightings
and increasingly looks enlarged stomach Cita makes yiansan aware that Cita is pregnant her grandson
"are you pregnant?" ask Yiansan, Randa's mother
"yes ma, Cita's pregnant"
ask Cita to be more careful doing its activities..
"just take care of your stomach, not much activity, I will take care of your husband" said Yiansan
once, Cita thought of contacting her mother in Indonesia and asked her mother to accept her to live with Randa for a long time
"hello ma, maa I'm the same Randa lived there again just as mama could, because as you heard, because as you heard, I was the same Randa lived there again, Randa is sick so I will be calmer if Randa is with my family and I can work to earn a living for our lives" Cita said on the phone
"no, you just stay there, make me ashamed if you know you have a mentally ill daughter-in-law" said Lilik, Cita's mother...
"isn't it the mama who likes to boast of Randa ma?" ask Cita
"that was before your husband went crazy" Cita's mother snapped rejecting Cita back
mother Cita closed her phone and before long, Yian, Randa's mother pulled Cita's phone
"you don't take my son to Indonesia under these circumstances, if you can just stay here you take care of Randa" Yian explained
"but ma, if it is Indonesian, Cita can be while working" Cita explained
"can't you?"
"yes we can"
"yes already why should go to Indonesia, no need to worry, mama who will take care of Randa"
"gener's ma?"
"yes, however, Randa is also a mother's child"
Cita works to replace Randa takes care of the restaurant business that becomes a poet
home work replacing Yian take care of Randa, bathing, preparing food, Cita double job, being a worker outside the house and housewife in the house who takes care of the husband..
"had Cita, you slept there, mama said also what, do not often take care of your husband, I mama, I know more" said Yian
yes, Yian, Randa's mother is indeed a person who looks very rude and fierce but Yian is actually a person who cares a lot about Cita
time skip..
the time when Cita gave birth to her first child with Randa and with Randa's apprehensive condition..
after the birth, she finished labor and stayed a few days after giving birth and was allowed to go home..
the name Athan Aryana has been prepared for his first child, Athan requests the name of yiansan and aryana to be the same as his father's last name..
"Cita" call Yian
"yes ma?"
Yian makes a big decision asking Cita to choose between a child or husband..
"well... because everything has returned.. Now mom wants to ask you Cita, which do you choose? you give me your son and take care of my son or you give me back my son and take care of your son" Yian said
"yes you choose.."
"choose?"
"yes. gini. if you choose Randa, I will bring this baby, but if you choose this child, I will take care of Randa, the rest of you" explained Yian.
The mind drained his brain..
"if I choose to be with my son, Mama will take Randa, the sign is me and Randa divorced, but if I choose Randa, I take care of Randa, we're still together but I'm separated from my son" grunts in the heart
"citaa" call Yian again
"iya ma"
"how did you answer?"
"mama want to separate me from my son?"
"who wants to split up Cit? gini yes, yes if you choose Randa, mama who will take care of this child, starting from naming, eating, school, the needs of all the rules of mama, but you are calm, just, mama is not as bad as your mind keeps you away as her mother with your child" said Yian
"oh kirain. like that ma. yes then Cita is relieved, yes mind just take care of Randa" replied Cita.
yes, mind choose Randa..
he accepted the offer because he preferred his household, knowing that if he chose his son, his in-laws would choose to expel him..
"Randa, eat here first" asked Cita
Cita always invites her husband to chat, hoping that God will arrive to help her heal Randa
"you Cita? that's you, right? whose mind is it?" ask Randa
"that's me, your friend, I'll accompany you forever, as long as you want"
"that's right, ah you're very kind, thank you" said Randa
sit down with Randa..
with his love, mind giving a lot of attention, he also took Randa away every time she went out of the house, he always took Randa anywhere
"do you remember who God is?" ask Cita
"who?"
"do you remember anything at all?"
"no? are you religious?" ask her
"our religion is the same, Islam, our god is god"
with patience and a big heart, Cita sucked in little by little about life on Randa
there is no other intention of his. It's just that he really wants Randa healed.
he did not want Randa to feel solitude..
his attention is big, his love is big, his care is big
this is the reason Randa's mother began to open her heart to the mind..
often once a month Randa's mother invites Athan (son of Randa and Cita) to meet Cita so as not to forget who is also her mother and father
at night, while sleeping..
We thought Randa was asleep, she came down to get a drink but Randa clasped her hand..
"snakes?" cita was shocked
"don't go"
"i'm just grabbing a drink"
Randa still continues to hold Cita's arm, Cita also relented and remained there
a few days passed..
when Cita invites Randa to her pujasera
The intention of leaving Randa to immanuel and Yayuk, but Randa refused, she did not want to be entrusted, she wanted to be with Cita
when it arrived on the day that Cita continued to do her activities taking care of her husband