Tired Move On

Hotel Room

*I'm really sorry Pril, I didn't know there was Fairuz and Dinda.* Mas Agus was a bit breathless explaining.

*Yes, we've just been to my room.* I try to calm down and relax.

Once in my room I lay first on the mattress and my groceries I put on the table. Mas Agus started looking for his belongings and handed me a note.

*Nih note you pay only after yes, your total is only 50 thousand.* Mas Agus started talking to break the silence.

I swiftly took out my wallet, I guess my groceries paid for were not wkwkwk...

*I didn't think that Pril turned out to be Fairuz.* Timpal Mas Agus again

*yes.* My answer is short, because I'm afraid the cover is exposed

*You said Fairuz cheated on you and broke up?* I think Mas Agus wants to dabble..

*yes.* I answered short while opening the tempe chips I had bought.

*Till it?* Timpal Mas Agus again

I didn't answer but somehow my tears melted and I wiped them with the hotel room tissue.

Mas Agus began to sit by the bed, this is a type of twin so we do not talk in bed. She just this I can just wipe my tears and nod. And I'm looking for stationery I said that if I cry I can't make any sound including the letter A. I gave him a piece of paper and showed it to Mas Agus and he nodded beginning to understand.

Suddenly the door opened in the room where Dinda entered and Fairuz followed, my hatred with these two people rather peaked so I turned on the television as well as mosquito tempe chips.

*Eh, you didn't say anything to my room?* with Dinda's gentle tone saying that.

I was silent and only Mas Agus answered I also did not want to glance at Fairuz.

*We also entered the wrong Bang?* Centil Dinda to Fairuz *I moved rooms only!* Typal Dinda

I can't speak because my tears have melted away.

*Only when I was with April!* Reveal Mas Agus

*Heleh but you want to, right?* Dinda answered quickly.

*Pril may I sleep here!* Ask Mas Agus.

I want to answer how not to answer also how, just nod. Finally the three of them went to Mas Agus' room, before Fairuz just glanced at me.

After Mas Agus brought his stuff he collapsed and said this, I did not answer just nod and shake my head.

I took my nightgown and went into the bathroom and kept changing my face wash and went back to bed.

*Mas Agus, may I ask you a favor?* My request in a soft voice.

*what?* Quick answer from Mas Agus.

*Don't touch me while sleeping, if you want to wake up on WhatsApp phone only!* My request is like that.

And it's true that at 2 am I just started sleeping, after chatting to Mas Agus, like Mas Agus is also one of the crocodiles I thought.

The dawn alarm at HP woke me up.. I checked my blanket and my hijab was still intact, then I sneaked off to the bathroom to fetch ablution. After the morning prayer I woke up Mas Agus and somehow he smiled sweetly at me, I continued to squirm with his dead body and sat down.

*Any fear about me, Pril?* Ask Mas Agus to sit in bed.

*Eh yes mas, I also think about semalem.* I'm honest.

*Pril just calm down, I will not say anything about you anyway, still we sleep room again!* Said Mas Agus.

My heart is frozen... Oh yes still late again we are in the hotel had my mind even everywhere. Semalem can sleep but I don't know what the next night should be, as I fold my face to turn on the laptop and make tea. I asked Mas Agus..

*What do you want to drink?* I said as I poured water into the electric kettle. Mas Agus long answer when only answer what tea is available.

*Still Pril, coffee with brown sugar!* replied Mas Agus

Then I gave a glass to Mas Agus, he accepted and still looked at me.

*Why is something wrong?* You are astonished.

*In the shadow that you're my wife every morning I'm offered to drink like this, my heart breaks!* Mas Agus replied in a soft tone.

*Heleh, it's a regular time mas, just coffee it's so baper.* Then I looked away, somewhat embarrassed by his deathly appeal.

At 07.00 am we are both ready to go down to the restaurant, and we both eat together beside us there are colleagues who surely Mas Agus knows first because he is one of the interview team. Chatting somewhere, and I saw Dinda with Fairuz both entrances when it was 08:00 and 08:30 the event was about to start. Buset is both my mind.

Next Night Day

At 01.00 just finished the briefing with Mr. Burhan, Bu Eni and Mr. Herman, there is also Dinda and Fairuz and 3 people we already know during the survey the three of them are the mainstay of Mr. Herman. The briefing is on the edge of the pool because it is rather relaxing. One by one, the four of us died at our living tables.

After I beberes. Dinda kissed Fairuz in front of me with Mas Agus. I just looked away and hurried away.

*Hoi in the room why?* Bentak Mas Agus

*Cie pie huh?* Typal Dinda

What I saw was that Fairuz didn't budge at all. Finally I went to Mas Agus's room without saying anything until I got to the bed.

*Pril, were you hot?* Ask Mas Agus

*yes.* That's my answer

*Pril I want to talk to you for a minute?* Pinta Mas Agus.

*How about, what about, by the way?* My answer

*Anything about your relationship with Fairuz?* Timpal Mas Agus.

*Had sorry if about that I want to close the book mas, just ask your friend it's sure he will tell a lot?* My request is a little bit off

*Sorry Pril, I'm just trying to understand how you feel!* Said Mas Agus who touched me.