Time Machine
Past times
This rustling of hearts saw that smile on her red lips. I want to kiss and I look forward to longing after we have been separated for so long.
I don't know what else to say, want to be angry at a cruel destiny want to be angry at God why all I have to go through all this pain.
Even though she belongs to someone else now, may I wish that someday I could have her again God? Is my prayer so selfish and outrageous? wanting him at this moment for me to have again, I want to be the inmate of his heart again God.
But I also don't want to take it and separate it from Rayhan and his son. Is this heart wrong so desiring her to be this companion of life ? Will being with her with me again make her happy?
Maybe I'm happy but does he feel the same? Wouldn't love bring happiness together?
I opened the music app on my phone, I overheard a song that was so mentally disturbed in my heart..
Time Machine
Songs by Doremi
If I have to remember you again
I won't be able to do what happened to us
If you forget something easy
It won't be heavy, won't make my heart tired
Lose, I admit I lost
Love is bitter and must not have
If I can, I'll come back
I will change the destiny of the love I choose
Although it's impossible, even if I want to
Take you through a time machine
If you forget something easy
It won't be heavy, won't make my heart tired
Long journey I had to go through
Relinquished
If I can, I'll come back
I will change the destiny of the love I choose
Although it's impossible, even if I want to
Wo-uh-oh
If I can, I'll come back
I will change the destiny of the love I choose
Although it's impossible, even if I want to
Bring you, oh-oh
If I can, I'll come back
I will change the destiny of the love I choose
Although it's impossible, even if I want to
Take you through a time machine
What I really need right now is a time machine like the curly-haired singer said.
If only there was a time machine, I would turn back my relationship with Adinda. The love that we knit for so long I will celebrate again as before while still blooming in his heart.
Now don't go back to sowing, just seeing me he won't and it's already slapping my feelings. If I say I'm crazy and obsessed with Adinda it's true. Many girls whose beauty exceeds that of Adinda who came near me even clearly offered to be with me first while in Canada but somehow not a single love can replace the position my love for Adinda.
Somehow Adinda hates me so much that she even thinks I don't exist, she should be happy to see me after so long without seeing me. Is it because he hates me so much that all the memories of our togetherness are no longer in his memory.
Tett.....
Tetttt....
I was shocked to hear the bell in my apartment. I immediately turned off my phone and I went to the door, who are these nights bothering my loneliness?
I looked through the keyhole of the door, and I saw Mami coming with my sister.
The two people closest to me were also the ones who had destroyed my relationship with Adinda. Because they are also we are separated I hate their actions so much but I cannot hate the person who has given birth to me and the person who is blood with me.
I'd love to ignore the two of them but I don't want to be stamped on the bad guy and the jerk brother either. Still, brands are part of my life and that's my worst reality.
Love does make people can love to death and love can also hate to death. Love and hate are different. I wanted to pretend I wasn't in the apartment but I still had a conscience that forbade me from doing that to the woman who gave birth to me.
