Tika For Dika

Wh why?

"MOTHER DON'T STAY IN TIKA MA'AM I BEG YOU TO WAKE UP BU WOKE UP HUHUHU... MOM WAKE UP.." shouted the girl while crying hysterically very heartbreaking, anyone who heard it will definitely feel sad. who is not sad when our loved ones leave us forever.

"patience to Tika, please let your mother pray that she will get the best place by her side" said a neighbor who sympathized with her.

"iyaa Aamiin ma'am thank you, hikss..." replied tika while holding back her sobs. Shortly after the preparation was completed, the body of his mother began to be in the bopong to the cemetery located not far from the village.

After the body of her mother was buried, slowly the other neighbors came home one by one except Tika and one sister who was very small about 5 years.

"mother.. whereas tika had promised the mother would be happyin mother, but why did the mother even leave the same tika dimas mom? why ma'am? God turns out to be more affectionate with the mother." said Tika lirih, now her tears have been very dry due to too often shed tears from earlier.

"sister.why is mother buried in the ground? how will mom not breathe? brother let's go out mom now, cassian big sister." said dimas who is still very innocent.

"honey gapapa, mom is happy there, we go home yak now." tika tika while wiping her cheek that there are still the remaining tears that dry up.

"don't want dimas want to be here with the big brother, why mom is in the ground, dimas want to go with the big sister, huhuhu.." said dimas began to cry.

"dimas darling.." Tika did not believe the same what her sister had said, she just shook her head while continuing to hug her sister did not feel now her tears flowed back..

she rubbed her tears again, trying not to cry anymore, however she had to look strong in front of her sister, she could not look weak.

"honey here with sister, dimas dear not the same brother?." asked tika soft but firm.

"sad hiks.. hiks.." answered as he pleased.

"dimas want to hear brother? if dimas do not want to be horrified sister, brother will be sad mother also would be sad if you see dimas not in accordance with the words of brother." tika give advice to dimas.

"would you be happy when you were with your sister?" asked the plain boy.

"of course. mother would be happy if the clay is massaged and be a good child, now dimas want to hear what you say?"

"em. yes dimas want sis."

"now we go home."

"yes." said dimas still with his sad face..

"mother we go home first yak, sometime we will look at the mother again" said tika still with a very sad feeling but he held it because there is his sister now nearby, said Tika, she did not want her sister to know that her brother was now very fragile.

arriving at home, tika cleaning her house also began to clean up her mother's belongings, her mother's belongings tika not too much only takes half an hour to clean it all.

after finishing with his activities, Magrib did not feel the time to arrive, Tika clean up first after that carry out his duties as a Muslim.

"o Allah, whatever the path of the servant, is sure that it is best for the servant, sorry for the servant who has not been able to make the family happy, O Allah, the mother.. forgive Tika because tika has not been able to keep the promise of tika to make happy mother hikss. forgive tika bu hiks.. o Allah forgive the sins of the mother of the servant forbid the torment of Your hellfire for the mother of the servant Rabb, Rabbana atina fiddunya hasanah wafil endoti hasanah waqina adzabannar, Aamiin." tika prayer was accompanied by her tears that soaked her cheeks for the umpteenth time.

the more mature.I am more aware that what happened, no need to ask "why" because it is so the way.inner tika

"forgive me, O Allah, in Shea Allah I will strive to be sincere, and live this life as well as possible." he murmured.

then after finishing the prayer and cleaning the prayer mat and mukena, Tika put on her hijab and went out of the room to the kitchen to prepare dinner for the two of them, not much tika cook only omelet and vegetable toge, enough for both of them, and more make tika grateful that her sister never complained even though their condition was very lacking.

food was finished tika cooking, then he rushed to the room of his sister who was sleeping soundly, when he saw his sister who was sleeping did not feel his tears fell back down his cheeks tika.

She was very grateful for having a very obedient sister as well as her kind heart.

"dadk. honey wake up son, let's eat yak first, brother already cooked tuh" he said very gently.

"ughhh brother, was adek dreamin mother brother, mother said equally adek if you have to be a strong child in order to take care of brother, mother, mom also said the same if mom is happy there mom said again that sister do not worry about mother." he said at length.

hearing what her sister said, tika could no longer hold back her tears as well as crying in front of her sister, she could not lie to her that she was indeed very sad.

"sister.. sister why? adek naughty yak? bad brother yak same brother? hikss. forgive adek kak huhuhu.." dimas also cry when he saw the brother suddenly cry just like that.

"don't love bad. dimas good boy dimas not bad, sorry sister hiks.. forgive brother dimas." they cried while hugging..

after a few minutes, they calmed down..

"sister.."

"yes? why dimas?." asked Tika wonder to his sister.

"dimas want to be bribed with sister can?" ask dimas carefully.

"by dong darling, why singgungkan like sister."

"here and here dimas sat next to brother."

they also eat in one plate together, so happy and grateful they even just eat with a very potluck side dish.

the night was very quiet for a small house that looked old, but quite still remained sturdy.a few moments after performing the prayer isya, tika just looked out the window while looking at the clear sky that night.

he pondered, hoping that what happened today was a dream, but unfortunately his logic was dismissed, because indeed it was not a dream.

Shortly after that someone knocked on the door of his room, tika also walked towards the door and opened the door to see who was knocking on the door of his room.

"what is dimas?." asked tika while squatting to align her height with dimas.

"dimas want to sleep with sister tonight, may?" asked dimas still look very hesitant to her, tika's heart looks very sick when her sister is still very hesitant about her, she feels guilty. Cause why? because in the past there was rarely time for mass because tika was busy working.

"excuse me dear brother, dimas can ask for anything as long as brother is able to fulfill it." replied the brother while hugging his sister.

"yuk yuk now we sleep, already malem dimas can not sleep too malem" said tika.

"yes, sister." she replied with a smile.

adzan dawn also reverberated incense sound in the ears of the beautiful girl who was sleeping, before long he woke up to take a bath and carry out his duties. When finished, then tika put on her hijab, then after that go to the kitchen to see if there is food or not there.

tika's face now looks sad because there is no food ingredients left, forced she had to go to the stall to buy eggs for them breakfast.

after returning from the stall, tika only bought 2 eggs and 2 instant noodles for them to eat. Tika can only buy it for now, because tika money is currently up for medical expenses as well as the mother's funeral yesterday.

it was the clock that showed at 6 am, a man was still very sound in his sleep, he was reluctant to get up, he said, but the sound from behind the door of his room was very disturbing his ears made him forced to step his feet towards the source of the sound.

"what's the mah.. Dika is still sleepy." grumbled.

"how are you, mamah yells from just now you open the door? have you yak dik, huh." said his mama dika kesel.

"dika also did not tell mamah to shout in front of the room in the room, it's not your own mama's fault." answered he did not want to budge.

"you are yak, fighting continuously from earlier." said mamah dika kesel directly menewer ears of his son.

"akhh mamah. mamah is sick, yes.yeah dika wrong mah do not jewel again sick tau."

"who told you to fight back from earlier."

"huft.yeah, there continues to be what mamah early in the morning already gedor-gedor the door of the room in the room." asked dika while continuing to stroke his own ears because it still feels pain due to the matahnya jewel.

"ck... later on, mending you clean yourself first there." then mamah dika also passed away leaving dika silent sculpting.

while on the other hand, tika is still cool with her activities of feeding her sister, yak now tika routine in addition to work is to feed her sister occasionally.

after finishing breakfast, Tika was confused thinking about how she could work while her sister was at home alone now.

"did I take it to work? can I take a child to work? but in the back of the restaurant there is a place to play children there, maybe gapapa if I bring it there, all of you later I will also ask permission the boss hopefully get it, Aamiin" mummy tika.

Tika invites dimas to come with her to work and dimas also want, then tika also turn on her motorcycle relics of her late mother's. It only took 15 minutes Tika and dimas also arrived at the restaurant, more precisely the workplace tika, after advising dimas and leaving dimas behind the restaurant that there is a place to play his children, tika, tika returned to work at the restaurant as waiters.

Seriate..