
Parisian...
Now, after a long time Rachel finally returned to the city, where she had been raised all this time. The city where he was first made to fall in love with a male tourist, who was none other than his own little friend, Arsen Lim.
Rachel walked slowly into her room which she had left so long ago, with her silent gaze, she continued to look all over the corner of the room which she also so longed for. In fact, the layout of each object in his room, still arranged exactly as he left first.
"Semuanya masih sama." Gumam Rachel dalam hati sembari tersenyum lirih saat memandangi susunan benda-benda di kamarnya.
Before long, Shea came to approach Rachel, once she arrived at the door that was wide open, Shea could immediately find Rachel who was daydreaming looking at one corner of her room.
"Mommy did deliberately tell the waiter not to move any objects in your room, mommy just ordered them to clean, but not to move anything." Shea suddenly.
Hearing this made Rachel immediately turn around and find her mother who was already standing casually at the door.
"Geez, since when is mommy here?? Emm just surprised." Rachel who looked a little surprised.
"You're shocked because you're daydreaming too much, baby." Shea replied calmly as she began to step into her daughter's room.
Rachel was made silent for a moment, because the mother's words, it was true.
"Oh yeah, but why didn't mommy let the waiter move anything in this room?" Rachel asked who was trying to switch the conversation.
"Eemmm why??" Shea looked like she was thinking as she began to sit on the edge of her daughter's bed.
"Mommy also does not know for sure why mommy so do not want any of your belongings removed from the place, but obviously mommy thinks when you go back into this room, but you think when you go back to this room, you will not feel foreign if the order or arrangement is still the same as when you left first." Shea clearly smiled again.
Rachel finally smiled, too,
"Totally so." Answer slowly.
Rachel looked back at Shea's face, which, despite being quite old, still clearly looked beautiful.
"What's wrong? Why look at mommy like that?"
Rachel widened her smile even more, then immediately she sat beside Shea and immediately hugged Shea's body tightly.
"Thank you so much mom, thank you so much for being so loving to date, thank you so much for doing what's best for me." Rachel also shed her tears.
"Hey, why are you crying again baby, please stop! This isn't what mommy expected of you when you got back here." Shea answered so gently, while continuing to rub the back of her daughter who was being crushed.
"Either my decision to go was right or not, but obviously, my heart hurts so much right now mommy, I really like losing a part of my life, I kind of lost my purpose and lost my way. I'm confused now I have to hold on to who except mommy." Reveal Rachel who continued to cry even more she cried sobbing.
"Right or wrong, obviously you've decided it and now you're here. So no longer need to think about whether this is right or wrong, all you need to do is, calm yourself and your mind dear. Do not forget also introspection, so that in the future there will be no more the same mistake."
Rachel nodded as she tightened her embrace.
"Itu memang benar hehehe." Shea pun kembali tersenyum.
Rachel came back smiling. Shea rubbed her daughter's tears which had already made her smooth cheeks become so wet.
"Mommy please, don't cry constantly, this is no longer the time to cry over destiny dear, this is the way of life that has been outlined, so inevitably, we must continue to live it, he said, so right now you just need to be a strong and strong woman. And you have to remember this one thing," Shea re-enforced her daughter's body, which made Rachel look back at her.
"What's mommy?" Rachel asked as she continued to wipe away her tears.
"It hurts or whatever happy you are right now, just remember, and this will pass. So just go for it, enjoy each process but also do not overdo it. So if you are currently feeling heartache and feeling down, remember! And this too shall pass, only a matter of time."
Rachel also fell silent again while continuing to digest all the words and advice from Shea who had indeed tasted more bitter pills of life.
"Yes, mommy's right, this too will pass, it's just a matter of time." Rachel replied so slowly.
Shea nodded and rubbed Rachel's hair.
"Yes, now you better take a bath with warm water to be more relaxed, after that you can rest."
"Iya mommy, aku juga memikirkan hal yang sama."
"Well then, mommy comes out first yes, mommy also needs to clean up."
Rachel nodded, and Shea left Rachel alone in her room. Before bathing, Rachel decided to open her suitcase, she intended to remove all her belongings and clothes first from the suitcase for her to arrange into her closet and dresser.
But his soul returned as if he got a great shock when he again grabbed a picture frame of himself and also Arsen who was wrapped in wedding clothes. Rachel's heart again felt sad, sliced, sliced, and even he felt his chest start to claustrophobic when he realized that this time between him and Arsen was already completely separated by the distance maybe even in a moment not just the distance that separates, but the distance that separates, their status will also be separate.
But Rachel again remembered by Shea's words that were still ringing in her ears.
"Calm down Rachel, calm down, yes yes yes, as much as it hurts, but this will pass, it's just a matter of time. And after that, everything is gonna be fine." He murmured inwardly as he then began to take a deep breath.
Rachel finally put the picture frame neatly on the nightstand on the side of her bed.
Finished berberes, he finally began to rise to go to the bathroom, flushing the body with warm water is indeed the best choice to make the body and mind a little calmer than before.
The other side of the apartment...
The atmosphere of the apartment that initially seemed so neatly arranged, so peaceful and beautiful, now suddenly turned so gloomy. There were many bottles of wine scattered on the bar table even on the table located in the living room, there were also many items scattered on the floor, and there were many things, especially the items that he had deliberately damaged while venting his heart's irritation.
Arsen, at this time really looks so chaotic, the appearance of his chaos is even many times worse when compared to his chaos when betrayed by Laura first.
Similarly, his bedroom that always looks dark and messy, even all the windows in his room, did not intend to open at all, he said, it was completely dark as if there were no signs of life like before.
...Seriate......