
After arriving at Lisa's house they went straight to the top cleaning the body and preparing for sleep .
Rey who had just climbed into the room also did the same .
As Vina , Rara and Lisa prepare to watch Drakor, Rara's phone vibrates with a sign of an incoming message
Rey's sister
Meet me now . I wait on the balcony above .
Rara
Well-rounded
After getting a message Rara said goodbye to Lisa and Vina to meet Rey who is on the third floor balcony .
The time that was still showing at 11 pm frightened Rara and finally returned to the room .
" Why go back to Raa ? not be ? " Task Vina
" My anterin, I'm afraid "Rara said to Lisa and Vina
" Hahahhaa, tumben loe has a fear of "Said Lisa who immediately stood up to take Rara
After until Lisa and Vina return to the room . There Rara sees Rey sitting on the balcony with a canned drink at her desk .
Rara stepped in doubt, either because it had been a long time of silence with Rey making her awkward . They used to be that close .
Rara sat down beside Rey who was staring towards the front
" Hi "help Rey
" Hm . Hi "ansaid Rara
" You how are you ? " ask Rey
" Good "answer Rara trying to calm down .
" Hmm, sorry to bother you at night" Rey said
" It's Okay, what's up ? " ask Rara to the point . Both with Rey like this make it awkward .
" I'd like to apologize for my late attitude" Rey said
" It doesn't matter, I've forgotten it "Rara replied
" I'm sorry I dodged you" Rey stared at Rara
" May I know what my mistake was ? " Answer Rara flatly
" It's not you who's wrong, but I'm "Reported Rey
Rara who heard that only frowned .
" Meaning ? " Task Rara
" I want to be honest about something with you, I don't know what response you will receive " said Rey . Rara didn't answer just chortling slowly
" If I may be honest, I have long harbored feelings for you Raa . I am silent to love you, to admire your personal figure, and I hope that one day you will understand .
But my love trumps my fear, I fear that once you know everything, you will change and move away from me .
From before you with Al, until now my feelings remain the same . Because of my fear I have to lose before I fight .
After our closeness, I thought you could feel but it turned out I was wrong, you were more comfortable with Daniel and again I lost before fighting .
I was so disappointed in myself that I chose to avoid you, hoping that after I got away I could forget about you I was wrong .
I'm sorry Raa, give me time to clear everything . I love you with Daniel, I hope Daniel can make you happy " Rey said at length
Deg . Rara who heard that suddenly her tongue was a joke .
" Why ? " Task Rara
" what is Raa ? " Tany Rey is back
" Why are you doing this to me ? " Task Rara
" I'm sorry Raaa" Rey replied
" Huh . Just so you know, I'm not a kid who can't feel all your little attention and affection all this time . I know you're harboring feelings for me, I know silence you're paying attention to me more than attention to a sister .
Once after parting ways with Kak Al , I was comfortable and along with us I started to like you .
I'm waiting for Brother, Lama .
I'm waiting for you to reveal everything to me .
Even a few times I rejected other men for your sake ,
You seem to create our status as just friends .
When I'm happy with all your attention,
But a moment later I had to swallow the disappointment when accidentally several times I saw you laughing with other women out there .
I even saw your pictures so friendly on his social media .
Then what was the point of your attention all this time brother ?
From that moment on I began to become self-conscious,
Looks like you only love me as a little sister like Vina and Lisa .
And I decided to reopen my heart, until finally Brother Daniel came to remove all my pain .
Even he often lent me his shoulder to lean on, she said,
and his hand that always wipes my tears .
If you want to know how fragile I was then, you can ask Brother Daniel .
He knows everything, even he took me away the last time I saw you hugging someone else .
But why is it that after I'm with Brother Daniel, you seem to be the most hurt man ?
You avoided me without me knowing my mistake !!
Even for months you ignored me ?
What's my fault, brother ?
Why else would I have to cry because of you .
I want to be happy like you "
Rara's cry broke out as she exposed all her pain over Rey all this time .
Behind the wall Vina and Lisa hear all , as they are curious about Rey and Rara's chatter and choose to go back to eavesdropping silently in silence .
" Pity the Rara" said Vina
" Yes vin , all this time I think Rey's brother who was hurt the most here turns out Rara who always harbored her own pain" Lisa replied with her tears
" Even he never told us "Vina hugged Lisa
While Rey who heard that her heart was choked, she did not expect that Rara was in pain because of her .
Rey doesn't think that Rara ever loved her that deeply .
Rey stands up and takes Rara into her arms, Rara's body shaking violently in Rey's arms .
Rey feels stupid as a man, he's been hurt without seeing how devastated Rara is when she sees him laughing with other women out there .
" I'm sorry Raa, I'm sorry for all my stupidity" Rey said with all her regrets
Rara could not answer , even her cries increasingly became to remember it all .
After feeling calm, Rara took off her embrace and chose to sit back ignoring Rey who was still standing in front of her .
" What do you want now, brother ? " Task Rara
Rey crouched down in front of Rara who was sitting , she cried over Rara's thigh .
Rara's hand stroked Rey's hair which was now on her feet .
Rara saw clearly the regret in Rey's eyes at this moment .
" Wake up" said Rara
" I'm sorry Raa, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Raa " said Rey with reddened eyes from crying
" It's all happening Brother " said Rara
" I hope after this you can be happy with Daniel, hopefully Daniel will not hurt you like I "Rey said holding Rara's hand which began to feel cold
" Alas she has hurt me, she is just like Kak Al" Rara said with her lyrical laughter
" Why ? He hurt you ? " Tanya Rey fished Rara
" Yes, he ignored my existence for a month without news . He made me wait, while out there he was busy with other women . Miris is it, brother ? I don't believe in love anymore . Bulshit !! " Say Rara stared flat ahead
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