Three Love in My Life

* Unable to hate

The night has come, and,

Arkana and Fhatan are enjoying their dinner and Abhimanyu is seen at the table. Tonight he decided to join the meal with his two brothers, as his condition has now begun to improve, the cast that was coiled on his arm was already loose.

while Fira had just come down and immediately took a seat next to Fhatan as usual, Arkana who saw Fira, immediately put her spoon and fork on the plate a little hard, moved from her chair without a word

Fira lowered her face, aware of her dislike for Arkana. Fhatan who saw that was unable to say anything but give spirit through his gentle sweep on Fira's back

" Loe didn't talk??? " ask Abhimanyu

Fira raised her face, as much as possible giving a genuine smile, while shaking her head "I'm not papa kok.. "

Fhatan saw Abhimanyu's sudden reaction as good to Fira, giving a probing look to Abhimanyu.

" bang!! loe and Fira " while pointing towards Abhimanyu and Fira "is it better? "

" are we fighting?? " answer Abhimanyu relax

" i mean____"

" no need to discuss, what you see that happens "

Fhatan flew to Abhimanyu and hugged him tightly "loe emang the best "

" uhuk.. uhuk.. brash sister, slow napa.. all along I, loe hug her tightness, not "Abimanyu claps Fhatan's hand that hugs perfectly in his body.

" sory. sory. abisnya I really like so unconscious hehe "

Fira could only chuckle at the behavior of the two foster brothers but a split second back with a sad face recalling about Arkana

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Fira was resting his body on the bed. His eyes since last he could not close, tonight it was very difficult for him to reach his dream realm.

all the shadows about Arkana's hatred for her filled the long brown haired girl's mind, until the tear on her cheek escaped

Flasbacks On.......

Fira is in the kitchen to help Minah make breakfast, suddenly Arkana appears next to Fira reaching for a cup of Coffee,

" sister wants to make coffee, let Fira help "he presumptuously intends to take a cup in Arkana's hands but directly on the rough edge by the man "do not be pretentious, either, My uncle is the same loe "switched away from Fira just like that.

one night too, when Arkana came home late intoxicated.

the bell of the house continued to ring, while everyone had fallen asleep, there was only Fira who was in the kitchen intending to fetch drinking water

" who is it. The gini nights were met " muttered Fira while walking to the door. There was a little bit of greed in Fira to Open the door, glimpsed by a large wall clock that was not far from him,

" twelve o'clock past, who's meeting at this hour, what not-don't.......... " the fears that followed Fira's mind made him not dare to open the door that continued to ring by the bell from earlier.

Fira chose to walk into a large glass window covered by gold-brown curtains

carefully Fira opened the curtain slightly, intending to peek at who was in front of the door, until her eyes caught the figure of Arkana leaning against the door half-consciously " oh my goodness Arkana "

without thinking long Fira immediately rushed to open the door "sister Arkana, kaka drunk?? "

" it's none of your business!!! Move aside.." snapped Arkana

he saw that Arkana was very drunk and unable to walk properly

" bi.let me help sister "Try to reach for Arkana's arm but on the man's side

" don't touch me.. "

" but I just want to help sister" tried to grab Arkana's arm again and pushed her back.

" shit!!. loe has no ears, I don't need your help" Arkana said, pushing Fira hard

Arkana grabs both of Fira's arms pressing on her hard to make the girl grimace in "sister pain "

His jaw tightened. it was very clear Arkana anger that night. "don't call me brother, because whenever you are not my sister and will never be my sister, note it is good Parasite!!!! "

Off Flashback.....

the shadow of Arkana's hatred for him, no longer able to muffle the tears that continue to flow more and more without permission on his cheek

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Restorants...

" Woii. daydreaming bae' loe "Nana pats Fira's shoulder

" jeez Na'. You like me a lot. "

" anyways this is working hours but I noticed from earlier you dreamy mulu', not focused "

" Eh?? I looked at it well "asked Fira with her innocent look

Nana patted her forehead "yaelahhh. had one friend only but not quite right. Noh loa noh. " while pointing "Loe nyusun it is not benner, masa' loe taro plate in the glass, in the saw pack dani mampus loe "

" jeez Na' kok you did not say the same I was "Fira immediately walked to the shelf tidying up where the plate back

" wah.gesrek nih son, emang now I again what if not tell you loe "

" already ahh. You bring, help me dong before dani sir comes "

" rich gini just asked for help to me. " said Nana, although his hands are busy also helping Fira.

" you are not sincere "

Nana forced her smile "sincerely fir. sincerely even, but there is a condition" said nana by raising her eyebrows.

" well, just as not sincere if you ask for the condition "Fira with his face paled

" i sincerely. benner deh samber geledek.. ehh.. . not so deh samber guy handsome aja kanya yummy tuh. hehe "

" you're Na' there-there's.. " Fira shook her head

" i'm serious about this.."

" yes. yes..What are the conditions?? "

" the condition is that you should tell me the same story, today why?? "

Fira sighed, thinking for a moment because he really needed someone to let out his complaints and Nana was not a bad person to be a place to share

" yahhh.. daydream again, really loose, how do you want a story?? "

" yes, I'll tell you, if we have lunch "

" that's dong." said Nana with a little laugh followed satisfied

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Fira and Nana were sitting together in one of the rooms used to rest by the employees at the restaurant while enjoying their lunch.

after finishing Fira take care of the dishes and intend to lift the dirty dishes, but Nana intercepted him

" already..that's loose first, now's the time to loe the same story me, loe actually why?? think of what was it from before "

Fira sighed and began to tell about her heartbreak given all Arkana's treatment of her, about her feeling strange for not being able to accept with all of Arkana's hatred, she said,even though so far there have been many people who have insulted and hated him, with his status as an orphanage child who had nothing, he said,

but everything was considered the wind by Fira, but when Arkana who blatantly hated him all this time even more made him feel a strange thing in his heart. what a feeling but really at the moment Fira can not understand it.

" jeez Fir... " Nana grabs Fira's shoulder and embraces her as a friend "so cute really live loe, you must be confused right now what should be? I understand Fir, as a fellow girl I understand very much the same feeling of loe" while continuing to gently rub Fira's back

" hiks. hiks... hiks.. I must how Na', do I have to get out of that house, I really can not continue to feel the hatred Arkana, brother Arkana, my heart hurts, I should hate him but strangely I can't hate him the same way "

" loe don't think of the first Fir, you must remember also the adoptive parents who are very fond of loe, to two kaka lift loe, to two kaka lift loe, how would they feel if you left them "

Fira took off Nana's embrace, looked at her best friend with a glare while wiping her water "so I have to do dong Na'..."

" already...now that you have to practice, the path of destiny that God has arranged for Loe Fir. I am sure God has prepared something that is best for you, I believe God already knows something that is best for you, loe meant "

Fira nods her head, and returns to her best friend Nana's embrace.

Maybe you are right Na' .I have no choice but to accept everything, I just hope God gives me strength, Fira said in her heart