Three Hearts to Carla

episode 13

After school I took Amanda's room first to meet her and handed the parcel Rahman had left to me.

"Have you finished the exam?" My toot.

"Yes Alhamdulillah already, what about your test? smoothly right?"

"Currently, I've learned." I like it with confidence.

"That's dong, good for that." Amanda chimed.

"Yes, who was it? shy dong temen an Amanda the smartest child in this school really can not finish the exam easily." Haha I said while laughing.

"Idih very arrogant, Halah I also do not pinter-pinter very. Oh yes so want to nerusin curhatan that was this morning? But I won't go home with a bike?

"Keep you go home on what?" My toot.

"Bike the bike with Ra's father. Father at this hour has also come home. It was already coming." The answer.

" Oh, yeah, I don't want to talk either. So gini Hes, I just happened to meet a student I don't know, I don't know what class and whose name he is, but he's nitipin's the same as me, he said to you." While handing the parcel to Amanda.

"Is this Ra?" Ask Amanda.

"I don't know, I'm just being signed."

"Aren't you asking me whose name is La?"

"I asked, but he pesen he said just say this from your secret admirer. It's doang."

Amanda smiled shyly and was curious when she heard the word secret admirer.

"Do you remember the character of the person?"

"Ehm. That's just it. He's like my senior, too, where I know Manda". My answer is long

Then Amanda just shut up and maybe while thinking about who her secret admirer is.

I can only smile too. "I'm sorry Man, I don't want to tell you, but Rahman won't let me tell you that the parcel is from Rahman's sister." I said in my heart.

"Yes already La, yuk ahead together, you also want to go to the bike parking, right?" Take Amanda.

"Yes, I want to go straight home, I don't think I'm feeling well anymore."

"Of course you're tired, you've had a lot of activities lately."

"It seems so, like a lack of rest as well." My answer.

I saw in front of the OSIS room there was Rahman with Randi sitting together and looking at the two of us who were walking towards the parking lot.

Then I rolled my left eye and I gave a thumb sign indicating that the message Rahman asked me to convey.

Rahman smiled back and gave me a thumbs up.

It seems like Randi is confused, because he sees me and Rahman's sister in turn. I want to ask maybe also.

In the bike parking lot, I saw Rasya sitting next to my bike. She stood up as she watched me walk with Amanda.

"La I'm ahead first huh, I'm afraid you've been waiting for me." Amanda told me.

"Yes, my heart is Manda."

"Sipp, thanks. Oh, well, solve your problems right away." Whisper Amanda in my ear.

"Yes Manda is beautiful, relax." Saying again.

"Yes, I'm first..."

"Eh Rasya, I've been waiting for you first." Amanda also said goodbye to Rasya.

" Okay, I'll tell you later."

I walked up to my bike, and opened the padlock. After I finished storing the keys and rushed off, Rasya immediately held my bike in front of me.

"Carla, may I have some time to talk to you for a minute?" Ask slowly.

"What are you talking about?" My answer.

"La, what about my question yesterday? You haven't answered, have you?"

"Which question?" I purported to forget.

"Ehmm in front of your class, when I asked if you wanted to be my girlfriend?" Ask me carefully.

"Oh that." Answer's short. It looks relaxed but in fact my heart is not careless. It's just that I'm trying not to see that I'm not okay.

"Kok just "oh "just the answer?" Ask again.

"Keep me what to answer?" My misery.

"Will you answer accepted or not?" A little bit maksa.

"Sorry, Rasya, it's not that I refuse your request. But right now I just want to focus on my school and my organization. So I don't want my mind split just because of dating." Reply firmly.

Although there is pity for Rasya, but this heart cannot be forced to accept someone I do not love.

"But I love you Carla, I'm serious about you. From the beginning I met you, I really liked you. All this time, there were a lot of girls who caught me. But I'm not interested at all. But the first time I met you, there was a different feeling I had never felt before." It was clear to me with excitement.

"Yes but honey it's not necessary to have, right sister? We could be temen. Brother is also Amanda, sister can also be friends with me." Reply relax.

" But La, I want you to be mine" he said again as if not satisfied with my answer.

" Sister, sorry Carla. It's not that I don't appreciate your brother's struggle to get me. But right now my heart can't be open to men, you are my brother. So please respect Carla's decision..." My grumbling.

Luckily the parking lot was quiet so no one would see and hear.

"Is there anyone who fills your heart?"

I kept quiet, not answering Rasya's accusations to me. It's true what Ra said. There is someone who has filled my heart.

"Jawab La, why are you quiet? Oh don't don't be right on my hunch. If there is someone who fills your heart. And that person is my classmate Randi. Is it La? Rasya said with a slightly loud tone.

" Why is it that if someone fills my heart, what has this to do with you? Want Randi cake, who wants a cake, it's up to me, right? I have a heart and I decide where I want to heal this heart. Most importantly I'm comfortable and happy." I replied annoyed and did not want to lose his voice.

"So you're not comfortable and happy if I'm La?"

His voice was slow, as though he was desperate.

"Sister, I've been very good with brother.

For now, I don't want to date. Please respect my decision." Reply firmly.

Rasya was silent, maybe he was confused to say let alone to convince me.

"Well, if there's nothing to talk about anymore, I want to go home."

"I won't let you go home, your face is pale. I'm afraid there's nothing with you on the street."

"Thank you for the offer. I don't need to be delivered. I can still go home by myself. Oh yes one more, I'm sure big brother can find a better girl than me." Say it again as I lead my bike out of the parking lot.

"But La...?" He didn't finish talking but I cut him off first.

"Thank you for the offer, brother, I'll go home first. Brother go home careful." Message me while out pedaling my bike walking to go home.

I saw Rasya still standing at our place. I'm sure he's saddened by my rejection. But how else, the name of the heart can not be forced. I just don't want to one day feel hurt because of my attitude towards her.