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"Next week Daniel's wedding anniversary, sure you don't want to come?"
Kai's words yesterday always ringing in Nolan's ears, it's impossible for him to come up with the same feelings for that woman, right? If he came it would be the same to cut the wound intentionally.
"Suck!" His hands clenched with hunting breath.
"Fuckin' love!!!"
For God's sake, Nolan no longer wanted his feelings for Sasa but his heart was always the opposite of his mind. Why is his heart too weak to chase away Sasa's tracks, his heart is too deep to make room for his best friend's wife. Stupid indeed!!!
"Sasa..I hate you!" He muttered with hunting breath.
This has entered a long time, he should have gotten a new person, right? His heart should have been filled with other women, right? Or maybe he should have been married and had children like other friends.
But until now the whole space of his heart is still completely owned by sasa.
"It's coffee mas" the soft-spoken voice broke Nolan with all his thoughts.
"Oh yeah, I made a cake too. Who knows, Nolan likes it" continued Cici also sat in the chair opposite Nolan.
"Hem"
"How's the training going?" Tanya Nolan tried to open the conversation.
"As Nolan said, math is easy when we like it. So thank God cici already quite understand with the new material" replied Cici showed the book about the problems that he had been working on.
If not for the new knowledge provided by Nolan, maybe Cici would not understand the material that easily.
"You're quite intelligent as well" Nolan said, though sounding less sincere.
"Yes mas" replied Cici soberly while repeating the new questions in Nolan's teacher book.
Sweet face, shady eyes with neat eyebrows it looks very loss if wasted. Especially if the mouth is thin with natural red lips that was babbling really Nolan was so amazed by Cici's face.
"You are beautiful, a glimpse similar to my past" Nolan chirped unintentionally making Cici look at him confused.
"Mas Nolan is okay??"
"Im fine!"
Cici stared fixedly at Nolan's eyeball which was clearly seen holding something back, the eyes looked like a tired person and many thoughts that either Cici did not know what.
"Mas Nolan if there's a problem, you're ready to be a sharing friend"
A fella? Oh, haven't they been friends since that warehouse?
"What if you're in my position? Trapped in the past? Loving a woman who already belongs to someone else?"
Cici was silent, Nolan's problem was quite difficult.
"Love is evil! Love is not as sweet as other people's stories. You know love is a fool" kekeh Nolan sipping coffee that Cici had served.
"Six years hasn't quite made my heart forget him, damn it!" Further.
"If I become Nolan mas, chances are I will fall like Nolan mas, even worse. But I will try to open a new page and try to accept new people who want to fill the heart and give new love" said Cici
"But if Cici were to be that new person, Cici wouldn't be able to fill that person's heart either" he said.
"Why??"
"He's not done with his past, so what is Cici doing? Couldn't it be if Cici had to sow salt in his own wound? Already know the person is still tied to others then why try to enter if he just does not want to let go and open his heart.love is simple but difficult to understand the continuation" It was clearly Cici who was involuntarily insinuating Nolan.
"Love is medicine if with the right person, if with the wrong person he is a wound"
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