Thorn In Bridal Bed

Evaporating the Heart Fill

Kinanti, the woman was crying in her room, when Demian and Liana had gone to KUA only to register so that the two men were registered as brides in these weeks. Considering it's not just them getting married in exactly one week.

"Mom, don't keep crying, Demian and Liana are getting married anyway. So, there is nothing that you need to fear and cry again" said Herdi who from earlier told the wife not to cry anymore. Because the man felt pity when he saw that Kinanti's eyes had been swollen because the woman had been crying for the past few hours. "Yes, Mom. Because everything's gonna be okay." Herdi did not scold Kinanti at all who was incompetent in taking care of Liana. So that the girl can get pregnant out of wedlock like this time.

"Our old story will repeat itself, and I don't want it until Tamara knows the truth" said Kinanti, who would not stop crying. "And if Tamara finds out, she'll hate me so much" Kinanti said.

"Mom, who is about to get married is Demian and Liana. But why do you even discuss or bring up our old love story?" Herdi shook his head. "Already Ma'am, bury our old dark story and never reveal it again. Because now Ara grew up to be a tough and airy woman that was all thanks to mother. So, papa asked not to associate this problem with our past," said Herdi who is now seen carrying the wife to enter his arms. Because the man hoped Kinanti would feel much calmer. "Please, please don't mention it, ma'am, because we're living happily now, far from the cheap gossip that can destroy our homes."

"Pa, I'm afraid," said Kinanti lirih. Even though the husband had said a long sentence from earlier.

"There's nothing to fear, because I'm sure everything will be fine" said Herdi, stroking his wife's back. "It's better now that I'm just resting, yeah, because papa wants to see Ara first just to make sure that Ara is okay too."

Kinanti. "Tamara is not doing well, because mother as a woman can feel what Tamara is currently feeling."

"Papa just make sure Mom, if you rest just like papa said earlier, because papa see the mother's eye bags are black." Herdi always said meekly to Kinanti want the man to be narah or not to speak the language is very polite. "Papa comes out first" said Herdi with a deep smile on his wife.

***

"Tamara" called Herdi when the man saw his daughter sitting pensively on the edge of the bed. "Princess Papa," he called again, for the woman whose mood was neither looking back nor merely answering the call of the father.

While Ara who was daydreaming in her room was spontaneously shocked because Herdi's hand suddenly touched the woman's shoulder.

"Ara, what are you daydreaming 'Son, so Papa's call didn't you hear?"

Tamara quickly wiped away the remaining melted tears, forcing her lips to smile. "Papa, I'm sorry I didn't hear Papa's call" said Tamara, who still forced her lips to keep smiling.

"It's okay, because it's natural that you daydream, because your husband will marry again." When Herdi said that Tamara's heart was beating faster than usual. "I'm sorry for your sister" Herdi said suddenly as he sat down next to his daughter. "Yes, in the name of Liana and your mother Kinanti, Papa wants you to forgive your sister and mother." So dear and sincere a Herdi on Kinanti. The man apologized on behalf of his stepson and his wife.

So that makes Ara immediately smile bitterly, because the woman feels that the father cares more about the mother and child than he who has the status of a biological child.

"Why does Papa always care more about Liana and mom? Can't Papa understand my heart right now? Papa should have comforted me, and comforted me instead of constantly asking me to forgive Liana," Tamara murmured in her mind. "I did allow Mas Demian to marry Liana, but that doesn't mean I have to forgive what Liana did to my household" Tamara said. Because apparently the woman already knew that this was all Liana's plan not on the basis of likes and likes as spoken by her stepbrother.

"Pa, I did all this for the sake of that innocent baby, if it wasn't for that little thing then I would never have willingly gone to honey," timpal Ara with tears that returned to test perfectly so that it moistened the two cheeks of the woman again. "Despite heaven's assurance," Tamara continued on the sidelines sobbing.

Herdi immediately brought his daughter into his arms. "Cry 'Son, if that's what makes your heart a little bit full. And this is Papa's shoulder where you lean." Herdi loved Tamara. However, who would have thought and guessed it turns out that the man loves Liana who is actually his stepson rather than Tamara. "Papa is very understanding and understands how your heart is at the moment, but there's only one that Papa asked for no intention in your heart or in your mind to hate your sister Liana even if you're just a stepbrother."

"Why is the universe so unfair to me, Pa? Why?" Tamara's voice was hoarse as the woman asked her father like that. "Mama left us with another man, and now I'm going to be in honey with my own half-sister. Is this cruel the universe to me Pa? And why does this have to happen to me, the woman who always gives up on this?" At that moment also the sound of crying Tamara became broken and increasingly so. Because of the tightness in the chest of the woman was not able to hold it anymore. "I always give in and always fail at everything!" Tamara screamed hysterically. "If to feel the bitterness alone in this world, then why should I be born? Answer me, Pa!"

Herdi could only stand by and let Tamara cry. Because honestly for a long time the man felt very sorry for his daughter. What is certain is that this moment feels so broken that it is destroyed. Because he knew how Tamara from a long time ago until now the woman loved Demian very much.

"There is nothing Papa can do 'Son, other than telling you to be sincere because if you are sincere then your heart will become much calmer" Herdi said opening his voice. "Because that's your half-brother's honey, and that means no one else will enter your household and Demian's."

"It turns out that it's useless for me to express my heart to Papa, if the words that Papa uttered were just a defense sentence to Liana." Tamara was impregnating while squeezing the tip of her clothes very tightly.

***

Right in the morning, Tamara was not yet able to close her eyes so that the girl decided to just go out to the balcony of her room. Because he thought with the wind of the night then his soul and brain will return to thinking clearly.

Until not long ago, the woman was seen standing on the balcony. While looking up and he could see that the moon tonight seemed to emit a very bright light.

"What month do you know? Right now my heart is not okay. Butwhy? You're shining so bright. Don't you want to be sad about what's happening to my current domestic relationship." Tamara even invited the moon which was emitting a light so bright it spoke. "Smow a little of your light, O moon of the night, so that I may feel that I have friends every night even though you are only a month that I will not be able to reach." It was as if the moon could speak, thus making Tamara into a smile of her own. "Indeed, I should have wished the Creator more than the creature" said the woman, who still speaks to herself.

The gentle night breeze did not make Tamara feel cold, although the woman was seen to be using only very thin pajamas as thin as the current Author's faith.

Not long after a burly hand hugged the woman's ping, Tamara almost shouted in shock. If only he did not straight away, because when he turned his head the woman did not even see anyone behind him. It makes the woman feel very strange.

"Who should have hugged my waist earlier?" Tamara wondered to herself. "Didn't my room be haunted, but only one month I didn't occupy," he said, now holding his neck because suddenly the fur on the woman's back stood up. And he now looks back at the moon, but again a burly hand hugs his pinganggang. Making the woman feel like this was her husband's act, she quickly said, "Mas Demian, I don't like to say–" Tamara's sentence was immediately interrupted because she just remembered that the door to her room was she was the key. And now the woman was in a hurry to get back into her room and she quickly closed the door leading to her balcony. "It's all there is that is not rice" muttered Tamara with a body that began to tremble because she felt fear. "It's so weird, what was that house dedemit?" When Tamara asked like that she just went up to the bed and pulled the blanket so that the blanket covered the woman's body.

"Dedemit in this house seems to know that I can't sleep, so he wants to try to scare me in this way" the woman muttered softly. With a body that was getting more and more intense trembling.