There's Love for Women

CHAPTER VIII

"Yes, but are you a girl if you walk why-why how?"Felix said with a face of his attention like a father.

I put on my jacket and rushed to leave,

"slow sir, kok.I motion first yes sir".

Mr. Felix took his wallet and gave me a wad of money.I feel awkward at once want to take but prestige and fear but if not taken too bad I need to add to the mother's treatment the same cost of school.

"Today is free sir, so don't pay!".Reply quickly..I'd better just turn it down this time out of fear just in case it really gets framed.

Felix stood up and walked towards me,

"This is yes.I've taken your time".

Mr. Felix put a wad of money into my bag and passed away.Kupandangi himself from behind pity even though from the face of the body and life he champion but from love less.

I walked towards the room where my mother was because now it was a payday date and only I had no atm when I got there I saw an old man filled with necklaces,the ring did not forget to wear his sunglasses.

"Nice stuff!"said towards me.

I wanted to let go of his old face, but I held back because if I did, my mom would go berserk.I just stared at him cynically until he passed.

"Oh, you don't remember age!!".

I opened the door where Mommy was, though,

"Hi mi!".

Mami put on her sour face and immediately gave me an envelope without a word.I took it but I did not count because I believe mami never wrong to give a salary even sometimes more arguably it was a bonus.

I tried to dare to ask my mother, though,

"Thank you, but by the way mommy's got a problem? how come mommy's pretty face is tangled?".

Mami shed her tears that might have been detained because there was me in front of her.Sometah wind from where so brave I immediately embraced mami because anyone who works with her knows that mami type people who are hard but still good.

"News, what's up?".

"She was my ex-husband just came here to say that she was going to marry someone I trusted so much, whom I knew a long time ago! and now they're getting married!" Mami's whimpering with her strong cry.

"Patience yes mi,oni know this must be very painful but if possible talk mami should be grateful to be kept away from him who is not loyal and who does not defend mami!".

Mami was silent for a while and thought it seemed very serious,

"He left mommy and cheated because mommy was barren! the wrong mom is that useless mami becomes a girl!".

Hearing this, I could not figure out why my mom even blamed herself! it is clear all this is the fault of her husband who does not accept the lack of mother.

"Mi, it's not mom's fault. Maybe it's not time God loves that trust to mommy.!".Entertain me to mami.

"Don't try saying it's an oni because I know it's just to cheer me up!you don't feel what I think! which men would be with a woman who was sentenced to be barren!".

I was stunned by the sentence that was just thrown mami.When I was about to give her spirit again suddenly mami opened the door as if telling me to come out.

"You're still a kid and you can't understand what's going on!mommy wants to be alone! you can go home now and that was your salary this month!".

I just nodded and walked out of the room but right in front of the exit I said the sentence I wanted to say earlier,

"mi, do not be weak when our hearts are hurt destroyed, just believe God's plan will be amazing behind the pain we are experiencing! oni pamit mi!".

I immediately turned around regardless of how my mother's face looked when I said my words earlier.

All the way I imagined how strange it would be today two cases that I thought were similar.

This is what makes me kekeh not to get married because everything in front of me is with the household including myself.

"Well, I think I'd better be a happy spinster! I said myself on the bike.

"i'm not a virgin either!"I continue full of regrets.

At 01:00 I got home and saw that jerk was watching television, I just walked past him without noticing,

"Building there was me in the room!"He screamed while holding his pants down.

"I can't! I'm having my period!"I answered straight into the room.I heard no reply to his answer again only a grumbling voice sounded.

I lay myself in bed and closed my eyes,

"I'm still strong God.I'm not going to give up.I have to have enough money for my mother's treatment! "Whisper me and after that I fell asleep.

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The next morning as usual with my routine at home and immediately to school.Keungan dera who has been waiting for me at the gate of school.Kupandangi herself who feels a little different with her pink sweater and pink bando, her,

"Tumben waw very much today!Today is not your birthday!"My hardik to the dera while pulling his hand walked towards the classroom.

Dera smiled faintly,

"Yes pu, make felix sir!".

"That's crazy! he is old der! I have another child!"I was surprised by the reason.

"Slow, I'm not an actor! just pack felix tuh complete package so want to be careful that way!".

"She's the perfect fit to be your dad!"I said with a laugh".

Dera who was furious heard my sentence immediately pinched my stomach,

"Aw aw.sick tau der!uh! I was kidding you!".

"Yes, anyways make jokes like that!eeh wait, your eyes really panda anyway?you're staying up again, huh, pu?"Ask Dera who immediately looked near my death.

"Eh, Felix sir, come in, there'll be a quiz today!"I pulled out a quick wedge of his hand to forget his question to me about my eyes.

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Classed

Mr. Felix entered the class with a blue shirt suit seems a little tight size but very suitable with it.Coupon against the girls in my class whose eyes are all fixed on him.Only I'm the only one who is not at all interested in what might be because of us I've talked twice so it's not too bad for me.

"For the children.How are you today?"Felix asked smiling.

All the children answered ,

"Good sir.

"Good, we have a quiz today!".

Dera raised her hand, "Sir, there's no reward?".

Mr. felix replied, "There is a dong.This quiz has a gift. Hm..Ma'am please attach the screen cable!".

"Well, Felix why am I being told anyway! what are your friends saying here! it must be something like me!".I said in my heart while glancing towards the dera.