
Dark, very dark, feet on the floor feel cold, smell of damp, what is this place?
"Hi! Eject me... Eject me! Help u! Who's there! Eject me!" scream Randy.
The hand wanted to reach the window bars on the high wall, with its tiptoed legs, trying to jump small, but this white wall was impossible to reach.
Stunnedly hitting the head blaming yourself. Bad memories always came up, occasionally sitting on his knees facing the wall, occasionally he stood up and walked around the room.
"I'm sorry Nadia, I'm sorry" Randy's sobbing voice sniffled.
Sometimes he let out a little laugh, and occasionally he cried. Playing and wiggling both hands was like cradling something but invisible.
"Ti. durlah, dear father, ti. durlah, father here."
There was a lullaby sung in a raucous voice as it held back the cries. The song came up a lot and he wanted to sing it all the time, but for whom? But who is in his memory? Whose baby is that?.
Two strangers, who he didn't know, entered the damp room holding hands and folding them back, the expressionless flat faces and the sense of empathy he saw from the two men, even though she cried out in compassion like asking for mercy and forgiveness, they did not care about it.
The two men brought a pointed object that was injected into his arm, limp body drooped, eyes could not resist to be closed, ears like tightly closed did not sound anything, he said, the brain feels weak not to stop who he is? Why here? What the hell's been going on? Things that make him remember nothing.
Better like this, he felt peace without desire.
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"An, relax. I'm waiting for you" whispered the Eagle in Anna's ear softly and stroked her cheek which still looked pale.
Holding and rubbing her fragile fingers one by one trying to feel what Anna had experienced. He pecked at the back of his palm which felt cold. The eagle does not want to be far from the woman he loves at this time.
The sound of the door opening.
"Anna.. Anna, mama here son," call the barrel bu with a small run and surprise the eagle who was beside Anna.
Laras knew that the one beside Anna was the Eagle, the son of Vijaya and the goddess.
"Sorry aunt surprised you," said ma'am Baras.
"It's okay, sit down. I'm here to see Anna's situation, her name is a mother must be worried about her child" continued the saying.
The eagle understood what Baras said to him, and with such words Baras's mother accepted the eagle to be a part of Anna.
Step back the eagle in the step forward bu Laras who wants to get closer with Anna and hold her daughter's fingers like a baby she once held.
"Anna, it's mama. Mama's here to hug you, sober up son, don't be like this" whispered the barrel bu in Anna's ear whose breath was attached to an oxygen aid.
The sound of sobs rang out in Anna's ears. But he could not move his fingers or other limbs. Anna's subconscious world wants to rebel and move but all she experiences is paralysis.
Before the bright light that shone upon him from above as he sat motionless, it suddenly dimmed, and darkened. Unable to move even a little bit of this body, stiff bones like wood and joints felt like almost broken twigs.
Anna's sense of hearing already felt a voice calling, lips unable to move but the heart and mind wanted it to call back.
"Mama... I heard Anna, Anna is fine. Don't be sad, where is your mom? Anna misses mom."
There was once again the voice of a man after his mother's voice left. But, who is that guy? Did Randy? No, like not his voice? Who's the guy?
In a dark place like this no one answered Anna's words, trying to move her legs, let's not just stay still, move. But I can't move a bit. Seen from afar a blinding lamp that makes his eyes hurt and closed instantly.
Suddenly a monitor sounded to find his heart condition showing a decline, the Eagle who saw immediately called the doctor and nurse, to see Anna's condition.
The doctor quickly gave Anna a heart shock, but the up and down chart seen on the monitor was alarming. The doctor and nurse took Anna to the treatment room.
"The patient is in a coma, his body and brain are not running in harmony, we are trying to give the best handlers" the doctor explained to the eagle.
In front of the operating room, Laras looked at the Eagle sitting with his worried expression, but his eyes were cold, like something was in his heart and mind.
The eagle lowered his head by clenching his two fingers "An, don't leave me. Hang in." One hour, two hours, the door of the room had not opened yet, Anna was still in a critical state.
Mela and Hanif hear this rushing over to Baras's mom who is worried about something bad happening to Anna.
"Ma, mela and brother hanif are already here. Mama rest first. Mama hasn't eaten yet, right" said Mela who worried about the state of the barrel bu.
Mela delivered Bu Laras to a seat that was a bit far from the Eagle and hanif who were chatting.
"Mel, how is the development of hanif now, does he have a desire to heal," asked Bu Laras.
"Yes ma, thank God everything is fine, soon brother Hanif is not using a wheelchair, his legs gradually began to support strongly," mela answered by holding the palm of the biological mother of the man she loved.
Indeed love does not look at anything that happens, does not look at flaws or advantages, because what the heart feels cannot lie. The more we move away and reject our hearts with logic, the more the longing to meet that is veiled in the heart cannot be resisted.
What Mela and hanif feel, ma'am Laras can feel it, they both fit and will match, a mother's heart can not be denied.
In contrast to her feelings as Anna's birth mother, Miss Laras felt like, if her child would meet the twists and turns of feeling in her heart. Seeing the Eagle with Anna, they did love each other, but were they in a match? A mother's intuition is stronger than anything else.
It has been four hours waiting for good news from the doctor but there has been no notification.
Every second that is felt Laras makes you worry about things that feel long.
The doctor finally came out of the room to explain.
"There was a violent impact on his head so that his body and brain were out of tune and it took him a long time to act on his nerves. May the patient have a strong soul."
Ms. Laras heard that blood was coming down, how do I save her child? The doctor gave up.
"I'll take Anna to Singapore, I've called the hospital for Anna there. Thirty minutes we're leaving."
The belief of a young man in the presence of Bu Laras now is the belief in the love of this young man, it is impossible for Bu Laras to refuse to earnest the heart of this young man.
Thirty minutes later, Anna was rushed to a Singapore hospital for maximum treatment. There is a sense of gratitude, relief and confidence in the taste of Baras ma'am, may Anna get the best handler there.
"Tante will go there, please take care of Anna, aunt trust you," said Miss Laras to Elang.
The trust the Eagle received brought confidence in him to always be by Anna's side no matter what, because Anna was already a part of her soul.
A medical helicopter takes Anna and Elang to Singapore in the hope that Anna's condition will improve.