THE WRONG HEART TO CHOOSE

Heartbreaker

"Miss what are you doing?" Said a man who surprised me.

"I don't know what made you do it. But don't you think about the people you're leaving behind?" continued again.

He lit a cigarette while sitting on the bridge barrier where I was standing. Occasionally smoking a cigarette that makes me a little crowded.

"If you can tell me what your problem is?" continued again.

I began to doubt what I was doing. But this heart hurts too much to forget what happened.

"Come, miss, must your parents have been waiting for you?" Persuade again.

Deg, my mama's face flashed in my eyes. How sad he will be when he sees his daughter die silly because of love.

I lowered my leg. Unceasingly lamenting my stupidity. Sitting there crying.

"Don't you cry, miss? get in my car first, I'll take you home" open the door and close it. At first glance I see him calling, Less than 5 minutes later he got into the car turned on the engine and started driving.

A silent atmosphere filled the speeding car was "Miss where is your address?"

I said where my address is, about 15 minutes until it's in front of a simple two-story house with a front yard full of beautiful plants.

"Thank you" only that word can come out of my mouth.

A smile decorated the middle-aged man's face. A shady face full of charisma.

He nodded then drove his black car away at the end of the night.

Opening the door, I saw the face of the woman who had given birth to me. I cried hugging him. Just a gentle Elishan on my back with nothing to say.

"Bring first, mama will prepare dinner"

I'm heading to my room. This pain came back to my heart. I clapped my chest hard while bowing my mouth so that the sound of crying did not come out.

My loyalty for 5 years has been a betrayal. Alvin, so glad I read her a message. After two weeks of not meeting finally this longing will be treated.

I saw the car in front of my office. So happy is my heart. The guy I love all the way out of town just wants to see me.

I hugged him tightly, but there was no reply as usual.

"Rachel?" Alvin was holding both my shoulders. "I'm sorry, we have to outsmart our relationship?"

Deg

"What do you mean, vin? no kidding?" I said with a trembling voice.

"Bella's pregnant" she turned her face away from me.

"Why is Bella pregnant? what does this have to do with me?" I still can't believe it.

"She's pregnant with my son" she replied.

"I'm sorry?? Not that I meant hurting you, I'm sorry" he's down. But what you want to say rice has become porridge. I was crying so much. I just realized my stupidity. Alvin just used me. All his stuff is my gift. Even the car he drives is the result of my hard work for 3 years. A 5-year love story takes only 5 minutes to end.

I want to swear at him, but what? Only crying can come out of my mouth.

Gave me the car keys. He left me alone. I was confused what to do. The thoughts of shock, shock and destruction that I felt.

"hel" a call awakened me. I erased the rest of my tears.

"Are you all right" said my best friend Joice.

"Yeah, I want to go myself, can you take this car?"

He nodded."I'm not gonna ask.if you need a friend to confide in, I'm always there for you.

"Where are you going?" jojo received the key.

"okay!! I know you have a problem with your boyfriend.But remember don't be like that" Threatened joice.

"I just need a fresh breeze jo, Go". I saw jojo calling joice driving the white car left me.

I walk. Don't think I'm walking anywhere. This heartache is back. Tears down in a voice. The look of the person I was going through didn't bother me. Arriving in the middle of the bridge. The night was getting late and the road was getting quieter. The wind hit my face.Cold I see the river under the bridge but it looks only darkness. My little heart whispers maybe with this numbness the pain will go away. I took off the highhells that were neatly attached to my feet. Guardrail that is approximately 90cm high I climb easily.Wind the night stronger hit my body. The fear of death suddenly approached but I suddenly looked up.

I gathered the intention to jump immediately. Suddenly a man of my brother's age came over to make me cancel out my foolish intentions.

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This morning was so hard for me. Even my eyes can't be opened because of the swollen effects of crying last night.

My whole family is getting ready for breakfast. There is no laugh or joke that is usually never absent every day. I chose to just take a glass of milk and go back to the room. Once I lyrics my mother's face worried.I showed her a smile that I was okay.

I sent a message to Joice so he would like to convey my permission to the HRD where I work.

"Alright, I hope you get better soon" he replied briefly.

I remember the man who helped me last night, why just "Thank you for coming out of my mouth" . But I threw away my guilt.

Today I will forget Alvin. He who lost left me. Fortunately, I always refused when she wanted to have sex.

I've seen a message from Alvin a few times.

Alvin: I'm sorry

Alvin: Please forgive me hel.

Alvin: I still love you hel

Alvin: Wait for me, after this child is born I will come back to you.

"*******, Don't know shame" I said.

All this time I was wrong. I thought he was a very responsible man but he was nothing more than an ********.

The knock on the door paid for my daydream. I opened the door and there was my mother carrying a plate of rice with her *****-whimpering. But there is no need to devour it.

"Rachel? Mama knows you're with Alvin son. But don't torture yourself"

"Rachel is fine. She's not Rachel's soul mate maybe" I said strongly.

Mama stroked the top of my head. He's so proud. Actually, my mom rejected my relationship with Alvin a few times. Because said friends mama, she saw Alvin with other women in the mall while accompanying her husband on duty. But of course I can't believe it because we're both still so intensely connected via phone or videocall.

Maybe this is God's way. Before I went any further, he showed me the real face of the person I've always loved.

Sick? Indeed sick. Disappointed? Very disappointed. Is this how God matures his servant?. If time can be turned, I will choose not to love him if this hurts like being betrayed.The higher the hope the more sick it will be when falling.

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