
"Wow enter first, you must be happy to see the children here. God willing you will find something beautiful with their behavior." Reply Muthia who took Bella's hand to go inside. While bi Titin has joined the board of the foundation inside to distribute the food that had been brought by Bella for them.
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After being satisfied chatting and playing with children, Muthia invited Bella into her room. Muthia gave the room where her friend would pour out her feelings. A little Muthia already know the story of Bella's life, because Bella has never told a story even though it's just a glance.
"What's wrong?" Muthia started their conversation, looking softly at Bella's beautiful face that had now turned sad. Before replying, Bella took a deep breath.
"I'm confused as to what I should decide for this unhealthy marriage. Ever since Hamzah married that woman, I have always felt uneasy and kept prejudiced about what my husband and middle man did. I wanted to retreat, but this feeling was still heavy. I still wouldn't, if my husband had another woman. But if I stay, my heart hurts more when I think of the togetherness and happiness of those who already have children. What do I do, Thia?" Bella's complaint revealed her heart at length.
"It's difficult, that's why we have to prepare our minds and hearts when deciding to have a polygamous relationship, yes, that's, because the woman can not avoid feelings of jealousy and difficult to share ownership in other women. I used to feel what you are feeling right now. But the difference here I am the second, I choose a lot of silence and give up. Trying to suppress my ego to compete with my husband's first wife, even though it was Subhanallah.
Think good before you make a decision, Bella. As long as your husband isn't despotic and he's still being nice, hang on." Muthia was soft, understanding what Bella was feeling right now.
"It's hard, and it's heavy. I almost gave up, let alone me who had not been pregnant, making me feel like I had failed to be the perfect wife for Hamzah." Lirih Bella who has sobbed, she will be very sensitive if she has discussed the problem of children.
"Patience, the affairs of the child are the progressive right of the powers. Our job is to do all we can. God willing, you are a woman who has no problems with your uterus, one day you will definitely feel pregnant and give birth. For now, perhaps Alloh is asking you to prepare yourself first, so that later when it is time for you to become a mother, you will become a great mother, who can educate children amazingly. Just think it's okay, God willing, the good of others will follow." Muthia replies wisely, making Bella a little calm to hear the answer from Muthia.
"Thank you, Thia. I'm glad I could talk to you like this. You can make this feeling much calmer without any judgment at all. I intend to adopt one of your foster kids, hopefully you don't mind." Follow Bella who makes Muthia wrinkle her face.
"You're sure, who do you want to adopt?" Sahut Muthia with a serious face mimic.
"Amel, from the first time I saw her somehow this heart immediately shook, I fell in love with the smile of the boy. The feeling of wanting to love him was so great. Please let me take care of her, Muthia. I beg you, and I promise to be a good parent to Amel." Bella's heart is full of hope.
"Alright, but you should ask permission first with your husband and make a first approach to his Amel, so that he is also not surprised when you take him away from here. He was an orphan, his parents died in an accident, he was deposited here by his elderly grandmother and now he is also dead. He's a boy who no longer has anyone, please take care and take care of him well and sincerely." Continue Muthia who is very serious when talking about her foster children. Because Muthia loves them all like her own children.
"You don't worry, Muthia. I will love and love Amel sincerely. I really fell in love with the boy, and God willing my husband would let me take care of him. Tomorrow when he's with me, I'll talk about this intention. And I'll be faithful the day I visit Amel here, you don't mind, do you?" Reply Bella with a sincere smile.
"No, I'm happy. Hopefully with the presence of Amel, you will soon get a baby from your own womb. Said the Javanese, fencing." Muthia said with a chuckle, making Bella develop a smile and guarantee the prayer of her best friend.
After chatting with Muthia. Bella returns to look for Amel, who is being raised by bi Titin. Bella smiled happily at the familiarity of the baby with her domestic assistant. May what he sees be a clue to affirming his good intentions.
"Bi, let Amel be with me, please Bi Titin take a picture of both of us." Bella asks Amel from the lap of Bi Titin and asks him to take a picture of the two of them with various poses. The cute baby also seemed very comfortable in Bella's arms, she did not stop laughing and continued to chatter funny, increasingly making Bella anxious and wanted to take her home immediately.
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#Love in the bonds of Destiny (Lat)
#Drawing pen Eve (Last)
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#Sekar Arumi (Last)
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#False love is wrong (Lone)
#Love wrapped in Lust (Close )
#Because my son's legacy died at my hands (Capital)
#My dad prefers other women (Lone)
#When Love Should Choose (Done)
#Being My Own Husband's Mound [finished ]
#Snow White [finished ]
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#Woman kara [Place]
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