THE WORD GALAU

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because all I ever did

was love you, was,

but all I got

hurt.

—

I want the universe to know that I still want you.

That I still wish you were here with me warming yourself under the speck of rain.

_

maybe it's all my fault, though,

it was wrong I had hoped,

it's wrong that I have loved you sincerely,

it's wrong that I've been by your side,

that mistake made you

go with him.

—

my chest is tight and

the pain felt when

seeing you happy

with him.

—

I was never afraid

of loving you, though,

maybe I was just

terrified of you

not feeling

the same way

for me

too.

—

I changed a little

by a little, no

because my wishes.

But without me

realize, I'm following

the desire of others.

Desire to be accepted

in their eyes

make me change

being not me anymore.

_

I'm happy

because until now

I still have you, though,

at least in my delusions.

because my reality is now only

an acceptance of

you are by my side, my side,

about accepting that you

been with him.

—

I realized that,

the longer I am

forcing myself

to be accepted by you,

And it's getting longer too

I keep getting hurt

for my own actions.

—

Your departure is by my side,

it's not a tragedy

which will continue to hurt me.

I've realized that

your departure is the

my own happiness,

without you.

—

We breathe

let the universe know,

we exist's.

We cry

let the oceans accept,

that we, too, feel sadness.

We love

let the heavens experience

what the angles

cannot do for us.

—

they asked, "why did it suddenly disappear from the world?"

"well, maybe I'm not doing anything. I don't have the appetite to believe in anyone."

"why?"

"in the end, it all just disappointed."

—

the love we love is not always the same.

we have no right in the world but to accept.

we are nothing more than condescending actors while the universe is full of stubbornness about flipping through taste.

—

be ordinary, instead of why, fear you are hurt by his behavior.

—

"just go ahead" you said at the time.

yet you walk too fast, we don't go hand in hand, and in the end you leave.

—

Aye, right.

It's all my fault, again.

I'm always the wrong one in your eyes.

_

Something in jogja-Adhitya sofyan

a song that reminds me of you, not of the same story, but of you replaying my status with the lyrics of that song

I miss you

_

We;

Growing together, though,

from each broken

_

I have you a second chance,

and you still give me the same disappointment.

_

this girl foolishly love you.

_

That's right, though,

maybe he hurt you once, though,

not once or twice

or maybe more.

But, don't hold a grudge.

Remember, he is also someone

who ever gave

happiness for you.

—

I don't want to be the stopover place that makes you feel at home.

because they can move, they can change.

I want to be the house you need most.

because it needs to always know where it should be anchored.

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