
The morning twitch I felt my body shivering and my head was dizzy, but I had to keep my spirit up, I didn't want Mas Ronald to see me when I was weak,he'll be very happy to see her.
From today I intend to be more rigid and try to be indifferent with anything about Mas Ronald.I don't want to look weak in front of him, I don't want him to trample on my self-esteem again.
I tried to get up and rushed to clean my body to the bathroom because this morning I had to find a job for my personal needs,
Because my savings money was very thin.During married Mas Ronald never supported me, daily needs I use from my savings during my work in the city S.
I want to raise some more money so that when I get out of this house I can open a small business to meet my needs.
After I cleaned my body, I immediately rushed to the kitchen, When I got there I saw Mba Sari cooking.
..."Mba..want to cook what??.."...
"Eh ..nyonya how's she doing?.."
..."Thank God I am healthy Mba"....
..."Today I want to cook broccoli soup, fried fish, tofu tempeh as well as while Madam"....
..."Here Mba, let me help you make it"....
I started helping Mba Sari to cook.
When I'm done I serve all the dishes on the dinner table and start making me coffee.
I asked Mba Sari to wake Mas Ronald, because I did not want Mas Ronal to hurt me physically anymore.
..."Mba, please wake up Ronald ya"....
..."Okay Nyah.."...
Mba Sari began to climb the stairs to Mas Ronald's room.When I brought a little rice and side dishes that I would eat to my room, I did not want Mas Ronald to be tasteful because he saw me.
That morning I was cooking and making coffee for Ronald,ever since he scolded me for I had woken him up and dared to go into his room I never dared to enter the room again and build it.
I waited for Mas Ronald at the table to eat, less than 15 minutes Mas Ronald downstairs was wearing his full wear.
I smiled sweetly at him even though Ronald was still looking at me.
..."Mas, breakfast first Mas I've prepared coffee and fried rice for you"....
..."Eat for yourself I will not eat, food made from your hands"....
Ronald just left me with tears dripping from his words.
...Off Flasback...
I took a deep breath and let out a rough one.
..."You must be strong Jeng, eager".Speak to Me in Heart....
Today I would like to apply for jobs in some of the companies in the area where I live,Now I'm ready with my long brown toad pants and a long white sleeve t-shirt with my ponytail hair.I'm starting to pick up my shabby sling bag and my flat shoes.
I got out of the room and was ready to go apply for work.See Mba Sari who wants to take out the trash.
..."Mba, I want to apply for a job first yes mba"....
..."Yes nyah carefully on the way ya nyah.hopefully today Madam got a job.Amin....
..."Amiin Mba Sari.thank you for the prayer,Assalam mualaikum"....
I started to step foot out of Ronald's house.