The Will of Young Master

Can You Take Off Love?

# Presidential Room #

Lately Ray is more silent in the office and at home, only in front of his wife he is as habitual as possible to behave. The inn is more serious but not easily angry, if there are things that make him upset, he leaves it entirely to Abyan, it's up to his best friend to do anything.

"Ray, what are you thinking?"

"I can't calm down Yan, if Baji*ngan it hasn't been caught. Did you find out where he was hiding?"

Abyan knew who Baji*ngan meant by Ray, "Yes, but he knew that when he was in search, he always moved."

Ray tapped his pen on the table, thinking something, "Then did you find the donor?"

"His name is Nezar Abigail. The donor officer said he accidentally passed in front of the hospital, then saw a crowd of journalists and knew Mrs Pradipta was in need of blood. But she also moved frequently, the address on her ID card was where her married sister lived. They rarely communicate, so he doesn't know where his sister lives now."

"Well! Could his own sister not know where to live, is their relationship not good?"

"Okay, maybe because of economic limitations. His older brother with his wife and 4 young children live in a rented tenement house in a densely populated suburban area."

Silent moment.

"What about Ramona, Yan?" ask Ray later.

Abyan smiled wryly, "What are you hoping for? Alive or dead?"

Ray leaned his body on the chair, "Why could he be that crazy? What kind of love does she have, why is it so horrible? His father and sister are the same, they're a crazy family!"

"He gave his body to protect you from Sebastian's shot. Didn't you run over to her?" sindir Abyan's.

"Litha would do the same in her position, and I would do the same to protect my wife."

"Sad. Mr. Sas also did the same for Madam, even I will."

Ray's speechless. At times confused himself how the mindset of Pak Sas, Pak Is and Abyan towards his family, why can be as loyal as that? What made them willingly risk their lives and lives for the Pradipta Family? Where did his grandmother find these people?

"Yan, why didn't you tell me Mr. Sas was your uncle?"

"That's not important, Ray."

"Damn it! It's not important to you, but it's important to me."

"Then what would you do if you knew I was Mr. Sas' nephew?"

"Of course I'll complain to him when you piss me off."

Abyan chuckled, "Based on a Selfish Boy!"

Ray was also laughing. He never got angry at Abyan, because he knew his curse was only on his lips.

"Yan, I heard Mr. Sas leave a message for you to let go of dr. Vivian for her fiance and looking for another woman for you to marry. Do I need to help you?"

Uhuk.

"Who said it?" asked Abyan awkwardly.

"Aunt Lidya asked for my help finding you a good woman like Litha for you to marry."

"What!?! My mother could have said that to you."

"Aunt Lidya did not say it directly, he conveyed through Litha. And you know how Litha does when it comes to your woman's business. Her spirit is more than your mother's. I'm the one who messed around, every time I saw him he asked, 'Have you got it, Mas?'. Hah, he thought my job was taking care of your soul mate!"

Abyan laughed at Ray's grunts. He could imagine Litha's mimicry when asking.

"Yan, what if you're the same Wasp?" canda Ray's.

"WHAT!?! You want me to be your sister-in-law! Huahahaha ... Your wife is the same age as Dinda, especially the Wasp, still stinks hahahahah .." argued Abyan felt funny when it happened.

"Do not judge people from outside. If you're having trouble finding a replacement for that doctor, you're just like Vania. Although the smell of kencur, he is not inferior to adult women for intimacy in a relationship. I was surprised, she was even smarter than her brother. Ahhhhhaha ..."

"Braven you, Ray! You think I'm getting married just for that. I'm not a maniac like you!" abyan said resentfully throwing the sofa cushion that Ray caught with a whimper.

"Kan ... got caught ... You're a virgin, right? You've never had the pleasure of making love. Ah yes, I forgot, when were you close to women, hahahahahaha ... Trust me Yan, you will be a maniac in time hahahahaha ..."

Ray all-out teases Abyan whose face has been flushed, either out of anger or shame. Without saying anything, he stood up and walked out to the sound of Ray laughing.

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After two weeks Firza filed a sample of Ramona's hair and her hair, now the sealed envelope was held in Firza's hand with a trembling hand.

In a car parked in the parking lot of a lab, Firza with a racing heart opened a brown envelope about the size of HVS A4 paper. His eyes were wide open while reading that the probability rate of a match between him and Ramona was 92% or in other words they were siblings.

AARRRGGGHHH....

Firza screamed hysterically and flailed her hand to the steering wheel. It feels like he is being played with by destiny. Ramona is the Fathia Isabella she's been looking for all her life. Ramona who had been around without him knowing it was her younger brother.

Ddddrrrhttt ... Ddddrrrrhttt ...

Her phone is vibrating, Detective Zeth's name is on the phone screen.

"Yes hello, Detective," Firza's voice was a little hoarse.

"Sorry, Sir. I don't know if this information is important to you or not. Yesterday I accidentally met Mr. Sebastian, he's been living on the move since it was set on the People's Search List by the police. I follow him now, he's staying at one of the rented houses in the Jalanan area."

"really?" Can you confirm that?"

"Yes, Sir. I'm sure."

"Then, keep following him, lest you lose track."

"Good, Sir."

Phone connection disconnected. Firza was still looking at the numbers on the paper, she didn't know what it meant, she only knew her DNA matched 92% with Ramona's DNA, and she couldn't deny it anymore.

Happy to find his sister and disappointed. He does not expect Ramona is a small Fathia although from the story Abyan has led to a hint of his sister figure. Moreover, Ramona was involved in a very bad incident and injured Litha, the woman she loved very much.

But Ramona is his younger sister, one father and one mother. Inevitably, disliking he must accept the reality. Firza could not resist the turmoil inside, face down on both hands resting at the wheel of the car. He was crying as much as he could. His feelings were mixed together and then his hands clenched tightly.

"If only she had been adopted sincerely, my little Fathia would not have had a temperament like Ramona. You use it to achieve your goals. BANG*SAT YOU'RE SEBASTIAAAANNN!!!"

Firza hit the steering wheel in anger. Then he drove his car to the hospital, where Mona was in a coma.

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Firza sat beside the weakly helpless Ramona. He repeatedly pressed his eyeballs to keep them from shedding tears.

"Ramona, I know you can hear me. I'm Firza Nathan Pradipta, you know who I am, right?"

Firza paused for a moment, adjusting her voice so as not to shake.

"Yes, I'm your boss." Firza laughed bitterly.

"Are you being treated well by the Riguna Family? Do they love you?"

Firza stared fixedly at Ramona's pretty face, she had never before noticed the girl this close. "Did they hurt you often?"

Firza could not hold back her emotions, her face bowed. "Tell me, my sister, my little Fathia."

Firza's last defense collapsed as well, holding Ramona's hand she cried, "You are my sister whom I've been looking for all this time, it turns out fate is cruel and arbitrary to us. After we have been separated for a long time, we are now brought together in this state."

Although Ramona was in a vegetative state, she could still hear the surrounding sounds. It could be imagined how surprised he was to hear all the words of Firza who was known to be his biological brother. He tried to answer and yelled at Firza, but the voice was only held in a dimension that only he could hear. Ramona tried again, and again, but still could not hear Firza. He was desperate, tired and finally crying.

A tear coming out of Ramona's corner of the eye came down her temple, Firza saw it and wiped it off.

"Don't cry Bella. Fight for life, I will take you to a place where you will only find happiness, no more sadness. Forget Rayyendra .. release him. Your love for her is just as futile as my love for Litha. We are gone from their lives, from the Pradipta family and the Riguna Family. We're gonna start a new life and find a new love, Bella."

In the end, Firza accepted the fact that Ramona was his sister. All the denial that he had previously felt collapsed in front of his sister. As bad as Ramona is, she is someone that Firza must defend and protect because she is where Ramona returns and her true family.

"I'll take care of your move to London. I'll give you back your real identity as Fathia Isabella. You'll be treated there until you realize. How long will I wait. Relax .. There is your brother, call me Sister Firza, believe me, "he whispered in Ramona's ear, once again the girl shed tears at her temple. Only he felt himself and God knew.

Feeling enough, he resigned and came out of the ICU room to immediately take care of what he had whispered to his sister.

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"Ray ..."

How shocked Firza was to meet Rayyendra in front of the entrance of the room. Their eyes meet, Ray finds the oddity because Firza's eyes are swollen and slightly reddish.

"Za, why are you in the ICU Mona's room? What are you doing?" ask Ray to investigate.

"Eh .. a- I .. I just want to see it" Firza said.

"For what?"

"He had wounded Litha whom I had considered a younger brother and hence Mr. Sas also had to die trying to protect Litha."

"But you look like you've been crying?"

"Hhmmpppfff .. I was carried away by emotions and feelings, Ray," Firza replied giving an excuse.

"You still love my wife, Za? Why are you so carried away?" cecar Ray suspects his foster sister is still putting her heart on Litha.

Firza smiled, "Ray, can I talk to you?"

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This is where the two of them, sitting in a park located a few meters from the ICU room.

"Ray, I'm sorry that I offended your private domain this time."

"Personal realm? You mean my wife?"

Firza laughed, her foster sister is still jealous of her.

"Not ... not Litha, but Ramona."

"Ramona?" Ray's eyebrows.

"Do you hate him? After what he did to your wife but also protecting you."

"What does this have to do with you?"

"I just want to hear from your point of view."

Ray stood up and put his hand into his pants pocket, he took a step forward, his eyes staring at the sky that was marching towards the west.

"Come, Za. I have no right to forbid him to love anyone including myself. But I asked her to give up her love for me because I wanted to see her happy, not imprisoned by a pseudo-love because I couldn't give her even a little hope."

"Didn't you love her at all, maybe, back in America?"

Ray chuckled, "Our relationship is just a brotherly familiarity. I think of him as Abyan and Bona. I became her lover just to make her happy, because my mind was only focused on the company especially after replacing Grandma as President. In contrast to Litha, she has caught my attention since asking a satirical question during a public lecture at her college."

"The wrong Ramona means love. I don't know who's indoctrinating him that love should be owned at all costs. Unlike you who can release Litha with the choice of his heart," continued Ray again.

Firza smiled wryly, as she stood with Ray's fingers, "If you alone would be able to take Litha off if she chose me?"

"Yes. If that's his choice and make him happy as long as it's not for some reason."

Firza patted Ray on the shoulder, "That's what Grandma taught us, that not always what we want we will always get even if we can get it ... You're right, Ramona accepted the wrong doctrine. Who else if not Sebastian."

There was a sense of sadness in his heart when he said that. He was raised with virtuous teachings, inversely proportional to the upbringing received by his sister.

"Za, I'll see Ramona. Anyway I should thank him for being the shield from the hot lead that was meant for me."

"Aren't you mad at him?"

"I'm mad. Very angry at what he did to Litha and my baby. But I can't ignore his sacrifice for me either. Those are two different things, Za. Like water and oil that can't mix."

Firza was stunned, in her heart, she saluted the mature thinking of the man who used to be temperamental. He can distinguish black and white by putting his ego aside.

"It turns out Litha has changed you a lot for the better. Be happy with her, Ray .." bathin Firza escorted Ray to the ICU.

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Rayyendra looked at his ex-girlfriend's face. There is a sense of hate because it almost takes the lives of his wife and child, but also still left a little pity. Because Ramona could not accept the fact that she chose Litha as her soul mate.

He sat down beside Ramona, the same place Firza occupied. A glimpse of the marker tool for the life of the patient is at work.

"Ramona, I know you can still hear me, even if you can't respond" Ray said.

Take a breath, then exhale slowly.

"Litha is heartened to give me permission to meet you to thank you. Thank you for protecting me with your body. Otherwise, I'm in your position right now. Thank you for still loving me with all your life even though in the end I still can't repay your love."

Take another breath, then exhale slowly.

"Let go of me, Mona .. to make your heart and soul peaceful. You deserve to be happy even if you're not with me. I love my wife and cannot be replaced by anyone even if she is no longer in this world, even in the next life I still want to love her. Your efforts are in vain if all you want is to take his place after you kill him."

Ray peeked at the watch on his wrist, smiling as if backtracking to a few years ago, "You remember the memories of the four of us in America, the memories before you asked me to be your lover. Isn't that the most beautiful memory? The four of us are together because of brotherhood. We should have stayed that way, Mona. Because I loved you from the beginning as a brother and that will never change."

Ray stood up, looking at Ramona again before exiting the ICU room. Despite being in a vegetative state Ramona could still hear the sounds around her, let alone the voices of the man she had always longed for.

In her dimension, Ramona yells at Ray's name many times, begging him not to leave. But his voice was only heard by him. He was desperate, warm circles running down his temple. Darling, Ray didn't look at her and rubbed her like Firza did. The man just left her.

Be ill.

Of course it hurts.

There is no longer any desire to live despite being offered a better life than her new-found older brother. Ramona just needs Ray, no one or anything. He has protected the man he loves from Sebastian's shot and hopes he will be accepted into Ray's heart, now extinct. Ray told her how much he loved his wife now and in the next life or in another life.

So, what's he living for then? Not for the brother he just found out about, either. All this time he felt alone and until whenever he also remained alone.

Tiiittt ...

At 20:15 local time Ramona decided to never give up her love for Rayyendra, she prefers to release herself from the world by bringing with her love.

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