
"Why are you Lun?" chandra asked Luna who was looking at the beautiful moon and stars from the balcony in front of her room.
Luna turned to hear her husband's voice, she opened her eyes to convince herself that the man who was now beside her was her husband.
"Lun?" chandra asked again as she wiggled her finger before Luna's eyes.
"Eh, yes Mas." replied Luna who spontaneously held Chandra's hand, then kissed the back of her hand. "Just got home, huh, Mom? I'll get you a drink first." bargained.
Chandra blocked Luna's arm which had already walked almost into her room. "Not to."
"Why Mas? Do you want to shower first? I'm ready for the warm water yeah." The freshness again that makes Chandra now look at him intensely.
"Let's go." reject Chandra. "I want to talk to you."
"What is it about? Oh. about Jenifer.. He came back to London a few hours ago to be escorted by Mr. Mun, Mas." explained Luna first before Chandra asked.
jenifer really went back to London? Jeez, Jen. Inner Chandra who now looks at the beautiful moon and stars from the balcony in front of her room.
For a few seconds until it turns into a minute, silence is created in both of them that are equally laughable about his thoughts and feelings.
Jenifer's words that explained if he had to open his heart to Luna continued to ring in Chandra's mind.
While Luna, the woman did not know what to ask, because she was afraid of disturbing her husband's privacy.
"Bag.."
"Lun.."
Call the two together while looking to meet the two pairs of beautiful eyes.
For a moment they exchanged faint smiles.
"You were, Lun."
"Alas, first." said Luna did not want to lose.
Chandra nodded his head, he let out a long sigh first while rubbing his face with his next hand that did not hold the boundary of his room balcony.
"This balcony of my room was a witness to how crazy I was when I was frustrated, Lun." Chandra murmured suddenly as he turned to Luna again,
Seeing the curious gaze of his wife, Chandra continued his words. "I was frustrated when I broke off my relationship with my boyfriend who had been in love with me for four years."
"I've been heartbroken, Lun." Chandra sighed, then suddenly lowered his head with tears that he held as best he could to keep from falling. "Until now I thought that love could only hurt me, inflicting wounds on my heart and making me feel like a madman" she continued in a sad and desperate tone.
"If it's like that, why did you decide?" asked Luna to vent.
"He's cheating, Lun. He betrayed behind me." Chandra explained with a shattered look on her face that made Luna now dare to rub her back.
She did not expect that her husband who was considered so perfect had ever been hurt and cheated by a woman.
"And that's why, I'm sorry I can't trust you. I've been hurt, Lun." Sighing and then change the position of his establishment to face Luna. "I'm sorry for the kisses and hugs I've done to you that may not have an effect on your heart and make you feel uncomfortable and more tormented marrying me." continue Chandra again who now holds the hand of Luna who had rubbed her back.
"I also don't know why I can act impulsively like that just like you, I just feel that I have the right to do it because you are my wife, and I'm sorry if you can't accept that and make you tormented."
Luna stared in disbelief at her husband, What's wrong with that man? the man disappeared for a week and only met him again and apologized to him immediately.
"Why are you sorry?" Luna wanted to ask for an explanation from her husband.
"I don't want to see you hurt, Lun."
"Open? I feel comfortable with Mas." replied Luna while removing Chandra's hand.
"When do I cry, Mom?" ask Luna who now makes Chandra think hard thinking about the answer.
there's no way that I'm being honest with you when I see you crying when Jenifer asks me about my feelings for you.
After a few seconds Chandra did not answer his question. Luna sighed softly before saying.
"Mas... At first, I was forced to marry you. But as far as this marriage goes, rest assured.I feel comfortable being near Mas." Luna said as she looked at the moon and stars before her.
He felt unable to look into the eyes of the eagle he so longed for. He longed to shake off the growing feeling in his heart for Chandra, for the man never really expected it.
"And about kisses and hugs, isn't that really Mas's right as a husband.. I've never been angry with you." explained Luna again.
"You don't mind?" ask Chandra to make sure.
"Don't we say it's husband and wife. Didn't Mas yesterday say that Mas appreciates this marriage." Luna gave an implied answer if she didn't mind.
In fact, she really expects this marriage to be something real when she sees her husband's true to Mother and her child.
though I know that you never expected me to be your wife before. And just need the status of this marriage. Inner Luna.
"I want us to start getting to know each other, Lun." Chandra murmured suddenly after a moment of silence struck the two that made Luna now turn to him.
"Know about what, Mom? Don't you know who I am?"
"You mean your name? Ck! If I don't know your name how I used to say Ijab qobul, Lun."
"I know that, Mom.. Even then I was amazed by Mas who was so apapal in one breath." replied Luna while thinking about her marriage that lasted almost a month.
"What do you mean by knowing each other?" asked Luna when Chandra had not responded to her words.
Chandra is not unwilling to chimed in, but he is at war with his own heart.
"I want you to know what my past is to make me like this, and I want you to also tell me about your past so I can better behave in the future to you." lang Chandra's.
"But.."
"But what is it?"
"But if you don't mind. I also don't force you to tell a story if you're uncomfortable. I don't want to hurt you if you remember your past that made you hold that status." Chandra said very gently, perhaps even the first time after the wedding he spoke softly to his wife, and was not as flat as usual.
"This is also what I really want to tell you earlier, Mas." said Luna.
"I don't want anything to be covered anymore" continued Luna as she stared at the finger link.
"covered? You mean what's Lun?" chandra asked as she lifted Luna's chin for the woman to see.
"Didn't Mas check my files when we were getting married?"
"The file?" Chandra said while thinking, and a second later he shook his head in response.
"It was all Jaelani who prepared." she said which made Luna sigh.
She had to convince herself before telling her husband the truth.
Will she be honest, will she get her husband's heart?
Seriate...