The widow?His wife Mr. Abi

part 3

"Ga.ga there's nothing.my family will be fine" I said in my heart

" Are you ready?" ask my husband to the children

" ay.ay captain" answered my son compactly

I just smiled looking at them.And all went out of the house, I joined the drive until the front of the house.They will leave using the motor, again.My husband hugged me tightly by rubbing my darling hair. Then kiss my old forehead and rub also kiss my stomach while saying "The Right One baby, do not make Mama's trouble, keep mama, according to mama, papa dear you boy"

Children kiss the back of my hand and kiss my belly." We leave ya mah, mama don't cape-cape, assalamu'alaikum"

"Wa'alaikumsalam.. be careful yes".they also pass.

'astaghfirullah.ya Allah why my heart is restless, protect them.'

I also went into the house, rubbed my chest and beristighfar, because my feelings constantly felt pain and anxiety.

The clock shows at 17:00. I lay my body in bed for a while while turning on the TV, while waiting for the Maghrib Adhan and news from my husband.When not stuck, the trip only takes 1 hour, but if stuck can take 1½ hours.

Before long the Maghrib prayer rang, I got up and went to the bathroom to clean myself, and also ablaze.

finish my prayer a moment to calm the heart until Adzan isa. Before long my phone rang, I finished my radar and took the phone and to slide the green icon, my husband called.

" Assalamu'alaikum pah..has arrived?" much

" Wa'alaikumsalam mah, Alhamdulillah we have been to sit .mama have eaten? " say my husband

" Not yet reward, will it run out isa.Tanggung..several again also adhan Isa,papa same children already on the meal??"ask me again

deg...

'what is this feeling, what is God?'

"Yes pah.papa rich who know aja if detunnya men" I replied smiling, even if the heart is restless not koruan.

"Yes already yes pah.udah adzan, mama salat dlu trus continue to eat, but mama immediately sleep ya pah. Titip children, do not stay up late in the morning." I said again.

"Yes dear mama..don't forget to take vitamins as milk, take care of your health" said my husband.

"Papa teh why ihh.commonly rich tea who wants to leave mama far from yesterday, not rich is that ahh!!make mama was was was, but returned?" much

"Yes mama.tomorrow we go home, he has already prayed, we also want to pray.tomorrow from here at 9 o'clock. Assalamu'alaikum dear mama, he realized papa." he said

"Wa'alaikumsalam papa dear, also the favorite children of mama.salam for mama equally papa ya."

"Okay queen mother" my husband replied with a laugh

we also ended our conversation.And I immediately continued to pray Isa.After prayer, I also ate dinner, not forgetting to drink vitamins and milk.

This feeling, like going to lose.it hurts like being crushed by something heavy, "Astaghfirullah, God, please overcome this feeling" I said while crying.

At 9 pm I fell asleep and did not feel the time had shown the dawn adhan, I woke up and passed to clean myself and take ablution. Continue the morning prayers and fast for a while.

When I finished I went to the market..