THE VIRGIN WHO WAS (ALMOST) STAINED
The karma?
The more noon, in the Julian sales field looks more crowded. At such a time, Aunt Atikah intervened to help the nephew. Especially if twelve o'clock in the afternoon, Lapak Julian increasingly attacked buyers, because at that hour almost all schools are in the break hours long enough so that the students are more free to perform worship.
The more time goes by, Julian's merchandise is getting thinner. That's a sign that Julian's trading is selling. Strategic place, good taste and a very handsome face, became the main factor selling batagor and siomay made by Julian.
But unfortunately, Julian's life looks less than perfect because no woman can captivate him. Because of that excessive shyness and nervousness, Julian has never felt how happy he is to love and be loved. Even as a normal human being, he desperately wanted that time. But because of the weakness he has made Julian limit himself in interacting with women who clearly express his feelings.
When the afternoon has arrived, precisely in the afternoon. When all the family members were at home and Julian was in order. Julian was surprised by the arrival of a woman his mother's age on his feet. The woman's face looked different and was not very angry.
"I'm sorry, ma'am, batagor and siomaynya is up," Julian said with a very friendly attitude.
But it was different from the look on Mom's face. He did not show any hospitality. "You're Julian?" the mother asked with her index finger pointing towards the pedaagang batagor.
"Yes, Mom. What was? Mommy need to be with me?" julian replied with a surprised look.
"I asked you, what do you mean? Accusing my son that she's a cheap lady?"
The deg!
Julian's face immediately showed his surprise. Although the mother asked in a quiet voice, but it was clearly implied that the mother was very angry with the young man.
"I mean mother?" julian asked somewhat.
"No need to pretend not to know. My son did what to you? So you're not holding my son a cheap girl? Did he let you sleep? Don't you?"
Julian silenced. He could only bow without refuting the words of a mother who was filled with anger. Although Julian did not know which child he was, but from his words, he knew that the child must be one of the women who had expressed his feelings for Julian and he rejected the harsh word.
Julian's still down. Of course he would not accept if his mother was insulted. Even Julian sometimes heard accusations that he was an illegitimate child. Of course it hurts a lot.
"If you want to talk, think brain. Do not because the mentang you handsome, you want to do the child of people as a cheap woman," said the mother, then she left with a little relief because the unek he has overflowing.
As for Julian, he sat down weakly with an unbecoming feeling. He realized that his words were wrong, but somehow the words just came out when he felt anxious and depressed with the women who expressed their feelings. Excessive shame and anxiety that can not be held back, become a trigger for insulting remarks that Julian showed to women who confess his feelings.
Really, as a normal guy, Julian didn't want to have this kind of abnormality in him. He himself felt burdened, because, every time he put out a harsh word on a woman, there was a sense of regret lingering in his heart.
But sadly, instead of apologizing, Julian chose to avoid and ignore the women he despised. Lettering Julian was an effective way he could do so that the women would not approach him anymore. He actually missteps. Julian's attitude, cultivate. Lots of hate and bad thoughts in the eyes of others.
"How's it feel, Jul?" Bu Sukma's voice with his person appeared from inside the house making Julian feel a little surprised.
"Mother" he said softly as he looked at the woman who had given birth to him.
"How would it feel if the mother insulted others as a cheap, festive woman? Will you be happy?"
"Mom" Julian said again in a rather loud voice.
Bu sukma breathes deeply and exhales slowly. "Maybe it's karma because of my past actions."
"What! The karma?"
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