THE VILLAGE BOY'S STRENGTH

Shina's worry

Shina who came to Rama when she saw Rama sitting alone...

"Ehmm why aren't you here... What is it...!!!" Rama was a little curious about Shina...

"Sudaaahhh just come along... Ayo...!!!" Take Shina somewhere... Where the place is located outside the Palace Gate and is on the coast of the Broad Ocean... There is a hut that is often used by soldiers to guard... But since it was currently the Ez Snow Kingdom in preparation to return to the Central Palace.. Then all the troops are preparing their own needs.. Until the place becomes empty... And Shina who knew it decided to take Rama there..

"What are you taking me here for..!!!" Said Rama who saw the place so beautiful at night... There was only a reflection of the shining moonlight reflecting off the Sea..

"I just want to talk to you alone...!!! Why do you never tell me who you really are...!!! And only this time did you say everything...!!!" Shina is curious about Rama's intention of hiding his true identity to Shina..

"Ohhh That problem...!!! You must know for yourself... If I showed my true self at that time.. There will probably be a lot of people coming after me... And go after the Book of Dragon Ez that I brought... Because after all, only my mother brought the book... And since long ago many wanted to have it...!!! And the other thing that made me hide my true identity to you was because I wanted to make a surprise for you and the All Great Families of the Snow Ez Kingdom...!!!" Rama explained What Shina asked..

"Ehmm so you haven't trusted me this whole time if I can keep your secret... And that's why you're afraid I'll tell someone else...!!!" Shina was a little disappointed thinking Rama had never trusted her all this time..

"That's not what I mean...!!! I just Don't want Everything I've planned to do will fail...!!! And One more Thing... Because I didn't want to keep you away from me when I found out I was the Son of the Crown Princess of Snow Ez Kingdom... And we can't be together like yesterday...!!!" Rama tried to explain what Rama really meant..

"But still... Right now I don't deserve to be close to you either... Even being your lover... Because however our current position is very much different...!!! I can't force that...!!!" Shina said then shed her tears...

"So the reason you never express all those feelings is because you have a lover in your heart... And didn't think of me all this time... So what I've been feeling all this time, is just your impingement..." Shina was getting powerless to endure her heartache...

"Not that...!!!Honestly I've had a lover in the Earth Realm... But in this Sky Realm the woman I know and who has always been there for me is only you... You were the first woman I knew and the one that made me feel comfortable with you.. Therefore I was afraid that if I was honest about all that, you would leave me... I really love you...!!!" Ram's words reveal his true feelings...

Although Rama has become the Sah Husband of Nadia... But on the other hand in the deepest Heart of Rama there is also the Name of Shina who has always accompanied him so far... And that can't be denied anymore... What Rama was afraid of was when Nadia knew everything that was happening in this Sky Realm... And prefer to keep it to yourself...

"But what about your Beloved on Earth... Will he accept knowing all this... And to be honest, I have the same taste as you... But I'm not a Woman who likes to snatch the lover of Another Woman...!!!" Shina said withstanding the pain in her heart...

"Don't you know for yourself.. Our nature is different... And didn't I promise that I'd always be responsible next to you and take care of you... As a Knight abstained from breaking that promise... And one more thing.. Your father has also promised me that he can have you and that too must be kept...!!!" Rama also tried to give understanding to Shina.. Rama is currently more inclined on matters relating to women... Perhaps because of the increase in the binding power of the Soul so that his Attitude and nature have changed drastically and as if he could not not share his Heart with others... Rama is also very easily tempted by other women.. Despite trying to resist that temptation, but because of the power of the Soul Binder, it continues to rebel and release all its diversity about Women...

"But What King and Queen will accept all this... And again your parents don't know everything... I'm afraid that all will be in vain and leave only the Wounds in our hearts...!!!" Shina said a little doubtful with Rama's words...

"Trust me, everything will be fine...!!! And to my parents I'll explain when the time is right..." Said Rama then slowly buried Shina's head inside his chest.. Wishing Shina could let go of all the resentment and disappointment of her current heart.. Because after all Shina was in a very big dilemma.. On the other hand He also loves Rama on the other hand He does not want to be a thorn in the Relations of Others... Shina also felt unworthy to be with Rama who was currently considered to be the Prince of the Snow Ez Kingdom.. While Shina is Only the Princess of the Royal Guard General.. Although Rama did not admit all that, But it still can not be denied.. And Rama tried to slowly explain it to the King and also the Queen of the Snow Kingdom Ez... Wishing They would have the blessing of the two leaders of the Kingdom..

After passing the Second Night accompanied by the breeze and the sparkling stars in the sky.. They both dissolve in the same feeling of each other having comfort in their hearts.. Rama has revealed all his feelings and his identity as well as Shina has received all that Rama has planned.. Only surrender and follow the destiny they will live.. Although there are many things that they will face someday.. But they both believe they will be able to live it all with Ikhlas..