The Unwanted Man

That Sadness

Two days Rania is no longer working. All he could do was sleep - sleep in his apartment room. Going home is also impossible for him to do. He can only keep his own sadness.

Tired of crying. The stomach has also been asked to be filled. Rania then took a shower. Long periods in the bathroom make it more fresh. Shampoo... soak.....!

While soaking he pondered his fate. Remembering his encounter with Jovan. Her sweet love story. And sweet that ends in bitterness.

In contemplation, he found a speck of light. That is an infinite gratitude because she is still a whole woman.

And he realized one thing. That Jovan really loved her. Jovan is a good guy. Because all this time, Jovan has never stepped over who has not been his right. And maybe it's true. Jovan made a mistake under the influence of liquor.

And one conclusion that Rania came to was, Jovan was not her match. God may have prepared another soul mate for him. Rania spoke to herself in the bathroom.

" rania... The spirit..! "

"Rania... The spirit..! "

"Rania.. The spirit..!

And he laughed out loud - bahak himself in the bathroom, thinking about his madness.

After the shower, Rania gets dressed. Black shirt, black jeans, pigtailed hair, black hat. Her powder and lipstick. Only one is overrated. The smell of perfume that can improve his mood.

Rania then went to one of her favorite places where she ate chicken meatballs. He ordered meatballs and iced tea.

A few minutes later, meatballs and iced tea are available. Rania then ate with her heart.

After eating meatballs, Rania then visited one of the mini markets to buy supplies of groceries and snacks. A few days stay at home to make supplies of food and snacks ludes.

It's getting dark. Rania immediately returned to her apartment. Food supplies are neatly arranged. And also with some snacks.

After preparing food and snacks. Rania then washed the clothes. Wash clothes while watching television and snacking.

The rush did not also eliminate Rania's grief completely. Jovan's shadow is still wandering in his mind. Jovan always accompanied her loneliness in that room. Who always hugged him, accompanied his night sleep.

Jovan is polite...

And the tears of Rania flowed again...

Suddenly someone knocked on the apartment door. Rania wakes up from her sadness. It turns out that secretary Joy and Vanya are coming. They both came with dinner and some snacks.

Rania is very lucky to have these two friends. They are always present at times like these. When Rania really needs a place to share and complain.

"You don't have to go to the office anymore. All matters relating to the office will be resolved !". Secretary Joy.

"You just know it's okay! " . continued secretary Joy.

"All right, thank you! " answer Rania.

" I'll be home tomorrow. I miss my house! !" Rania.

" Good then, you need some fresh air !" Vanya.

Vanya wants to say that Rania needs to get out of this place to forget about Jovan. But he could only swallow it in his heart. Vanya knows very well, this place will make it difficult for Rania to forget Jovan. And one of the most powerful ways is to get out of this place, out of this city.

Not for a while. But for a long time.

The three of them gathered until late at night. Accompanying Rania to eat, invited Rania to chat. From one topic to another. Secretary Joy and Vanya go home soon when Rania looks really sleepy.

In the morning, Rania woke up and prepared to go home. I don't know why. Suddenly, she felt very much missed her mother. The longing made him rush to go home soon.

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