The Unspeakable Love

The Unspeakable Love
Chapter.25 Desire Enggar



Enggar pushed the wheelchair slowly down the hospital hallway. Ayuna who had protested was now taken to a green open space inside the medical service building area.


“Why use a wheelchair?” Ayuna frowned feeling strange when asked to sit on a tool for the patient.


“Lho, than later if the trus falls? As a result it can be fatal, Saka can fire me you know Dik?” Enggar said not to lose. Finally Ayuna complied with her slightly manyun lips.


This morning the doctor allowed him to relax in the park, considering that Ayuna's disease is not infected with the virus or anything like that so it is still safe to interact outside the treatment room. And Enggar even berinisitative more so that the girl does not need to walk, who knows Ayuna even more dizzy exposed to light outside. According to him, a wheelchair is the best choice, rather than having to hold the girl with a bow.


“I have permission to Mother, you can rest at Bekasi's house when it is allowed outpatient.” Enggar said after they got a rather shady location. The five o'clock sunshine is not too strong anymore.


“Let's trouble his mother Mas Engg, Ayuna in kos-an alone.” Elak Ayuna smooth.


“Wah, risk it instead Dik! Your room's on the second floor, right? In the room throughout the day can be used, for dining purposes even online messages, still have to go back and forth to take it down anyway?”


Ayuna fell silent a little hesitant, considering the events of the first time staying in Bekasi. He even became the temptation of the mothers who do activities at the house of Naima's mother, Enggar's mother.


“Saka will allow, let me talk to him later.” Enggar thought Ayuna was worried about her cousin's response.


An adult man like himself can read Saka's way of thinking, Saka's concern for Ayuna is a testament to her family's responsibility. Three months ago, Saka asked him to spend time accompanying Ayuna who is still unfamiliar in the boarding house and does not know the city of Jakarta at all.


“Come, at the meal..” Enggar now instead feed a piece of fruit. Ayuna was pampered like that, opening her mouth in slight embarrassment of receiving pieces of fruit for bribes. The fruit that he brought yesterday by this man was asked to give to the nurse before they took them to enjoy in this park.


“Erika must be very loved by her sisters huh? Erika is the youngest child, would love to be pampered, Mas Engg?” Ayuna spoke of the younger brother to divert her guard, but instead lured Enggar to tease him.


“Dik Yuna can also be spoiled, it does not have to be the youngest child like Erika” Enggar said to make Ayuna's facial skin blush. Immediately caught by him the look of Enggar's eyes as if locking behind his big smile.


“Come say....want you ask what? If it is spoiled it is usually because there is something you want?” Enggar continued his joke, happy to be able to make Ayuna more relaxed this afternoon. I hope there are no more tears.


“Ah, No…! I don't want anything” Ayuna shakes her head in shame.


Treating it certainly makes Ayuna entertained, as she remembers three months ago Saka also took care of it like this. In the time where his company began to run, the man who positioned himself as his brother also almost did not have time anymore. Their communication is more through messages on green apps or short phone calls.


Twice a trip to Banua to pursue online learning was also passed with a little tension, because Ayuna was still traumatized back to the city. But the Package Education method requires him to be at least a few times present in the face-to-face class forum.


“How's your advanced school,Dik?” the question Enggar as if he could read the contents of the girl's mind, but it was just a coincidence because Enggar saw Ayuna was silent again daydreaming.


“Still remaining one time face-to-face learning and exams, after that I am free” said Ayuna spontaneously.


“What does free mean, Dik?” Enggar frowned hearing the form of relief Ayuna expressed.


“Eh, I mean if it's done, then I can go back to the village. That's what Engg,” Ayuna also talk loose.


“So yes?” Enggar held back no longer asking, although Ayuna's attitude provoked her curiosity. Let this girl recover first, not wanting to be too aggressive asking about the future or anything like that.


Their conversation was interrupted by the phone call of someone who contacted Ayuna, Enggar just let the girl answer the phone. The thirty-year-old man was of course able to be patient not react anything, although Ayuna's interaction on the phone sounded quite familiar.


“That was Aris Mas, my volunteer friend. He asked me how I was after being treated here.”Ayuna herself explained who her interlocutor just now was.


He just smiled and nodded. Apparently Ayuna also has other fans, her inner self-tagging.


This afternoon Enggar did not go home immediately, but waited until the doctor's visit for control in the afternoon or evening. The man intends to listen directly to the results of the doctor's observation of Ayuna's health condition.


Somehow Enggar's instincts encouraged him to replace Saka if indeed the man who led the company was too busy.


Enggar's desire is like Saka's committed to saving Ayuna's future. It's just that Saka knows exactly the girl's problem, while Enggar can only peek into Ayuna's heart space.


Hearing Ayuna's sad confession of years of longing for her mother's figure, Enggar could feel the girl harboring a heart that was in the throes of emptiness and longing for affection.