
Actually
I've started not to believe anymore with the sweet word man, before me
I once dated a college friend
himself sesame son of English literature he came from bandung. Already much
great memories that we have carved together since our third year on campus
until exactly the end of one year yesterday on the night of the new year our relationship ran aground,
we've been through it for almost 5 years. One month ahead even one
the year I parted with her to the many urges of my mother to search immediately
his successor and continued life more beautifully without his shadow.
My mother
still think I can't forget it, but I've been very
let him tell a man who lies and dares to curse me, on the basis of which I am always busy
with work and never time for him. But that's just
his alibi alone to part with me and with his distant affair
younger and able to give her everything she needs, not like me
from a sedrhana family and having to fight to get something
desired.
Obviousness
what is even more thrilling tomorrow on Sunday is his happy day
married to his woman, I found out that because I received 1 invitation
from him to come on his wedding day. I don't know how reluctant it feels
to be present is not to do’a happy that I said but my srapah vows bias
say it because it is saturated with it.
Totally
I refuse to attend tomorrow, but my best friend is a fina as well as my confidant
dibutik forced me to attend so that he knew that I had forgotten him and could continue
life without it. Tomorrow I will be accompanied by Fina because I don't want to feel
awkward himself in the way tomorrow.
And
this is where I was at my rental home making plans for whatever the words were
I have to say when I meet the bride until what clothes to wear
rivaling his bride. That's my evil mind to retort a little
the pain I used to feel when she preferred women over relationships
which has been for five years. Until my choice fell on the modern kebaya
ivory white with mermaid-shaped skirt subordinates and pashmina hijab
brown-colored. I'm sure this is perfect for me to use tomorrow.
Subsequent to
finished choosing the suitable clothes I started packing all the items
I have memories of him and me in the past. After I collect all
it turned out that there wasn't much stuff he gave me, because of all the stuff
this has been given to my name then it's up to me to do this. Today
and this moment I'm totally clinging to closing all my old stories of the past, my,
I'm not like a teenager who's going to burn all that stuff off
ex-lover because I thought it was so redundant so I decided
to give it to the regular junkie every day past the front of the house, and
it's up to the junkyard brother to be flanked by that stuff. Only one thing remains
which I think is still useful and will not make me remember him
because I myself filled it with my memories without her intervention
that is a clothing design book in which there is already a design that I made.
Day
this is finished with beres-beres continued with a very stew of activity
I love it, on holidays like this all the friends and relatives who have been
knowing me for a long time will know that I don't like taking a shower on holidays
unless there is an event outside the house that requires me to take a shower. In the middle of my daydream
in the receding position I thought my mind floated up and said to myself. “What
it is the best destiny of You, O God, that he is not the best for me. But he
be with others and just be a past that may be beautiful
or maybe not.” Until I feel everything that lies beside me that is
an invitation letter to me Rahma but there's another name on it that says. Aditya Bride
& Chinty.