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Innate Pregnant

Amira's days are full of struggle. Now, counted six months of his content. That means, approximately three more months two fetuses in his stomach will come out. Amira was very difficult when the first three semesters got to three. Attack him more.

Nausea and unpleasant taste is no longer felt, only he still craves with some food. Often, Amira looks for fruit in her own market or even to the end of the city to find what she wants.

However, Amira did not mind all of that. He lived it with pleasure and happiness. He always talked to those who always accompanied him.

“Again pregnant yes, mbak?” ask the fruit seller to Amira. Because, Amira looking for mangoes that are still wry at the fruit seller.

“Alhamdulillah, mas.” Answer Amira.

“Kok own road mbak? Why isn't her husband the one who bought it?” ask the fruit seller again.

The seller was astonished because only this time he saw a young pregnant mother looking for what she wanted herself. Usually, her husband or relatives are looking for.

“Suami I'm working, mas.” replied Amira lying.

After getting the mango he wanted, Amira went straight home. He could not wait to enjoy the mango he bought.

He drives his own bike without anyone to help. In fact, no one knows about her pregnancy other than her best friend, Lia. Her parents and ex-husband did not know Amira was pregnant. He deliberately did not tell them because they had never contacted Amira.

Amira only hopes to ease all her affairs until she manages to give birth to two babies in her stomach. Now, they are the only hope of Amira.

Amira's life today is only limited to the house and market. For work, she was out of the restaurant where she worked because during the first trimester of pregnancy, Amira could not do anything so she was only at home. Luckily, in front of his house there is always a seller of vegetables and fish so Amira does not need to bother to the market to meet the needs of his days.

Amira enjoys the mango in her peel. He's his left hand, there's a phone whose screen is swiped by his thumb. He is currently playing in the blue app just for entertainment. Satisfied in the blue application, she to the purple pink application.

Her eyes were fixed on the post of her husband's co-worker named Devina. She is also very close to Amira, even Amira often listens to stories from Devina.

“Alhamdulillah, he finally married also.” Amira said grateful to see her friend married. However, she now doubts whether to attend the wedding of her friend who is none other than her ex-husband's co-worker, or not.

If she leaves, there is a chance she will meet her ex-husband or even her family because Devina is among their neighbors.

Amira has not realized the name listed on the invitation posted by Devina because in front of the invitation only written the initials of Devina and the candidate.

Amira swiped to the next slite to read the contents of the invitation from Devina. She wants to see Devina's schedule and place for the wedding.

In fact, her brother also did not tell Amira if she was going to get married. Amira's heart was broken, she was sobbing. Mango that previously enjoyed so much, now bland so that Amira removed the spoon from her hand.

“Devina Princess Wiguna and Damar Wicaksana.” Said Amira rereading the name on the invitation.

Now, Amira understands why she was not invited by Devina. Perhaps, it was her family who forbade Devina to invite herself.

Tears of Amira did not stop flowing. Her brother's wedding is two days away, but she doesn't even know. Amira braced herself to go there. He also misses his family because it has been six months there is no news with the family that he is very dear to him.

Although her family expelled her, Amira always remembered and wished them all the best because in her heart, the love and affection for her parents and family still lingered. Amira will be there to congratulate her brother and friend.

Amira had already considered the risks she would get if she went to her sister's wedding. If not expelled from there by her other family, she will be humiliated by her ex-husband's family. But Amira was ready to accept it all.

Amira stroked gently her distended stomach. Because of pregnant twins, her stomach is so large that it is difficult to cover especially now it has stepped on the sixth month. In fact, one more month Amira had to do a seven-month tasyakuran but Amira did not know whether she should do it or not because she had no relatives at all.

“You don't be sad, baby. I'll take you to your dear grandparents, aunts and uncles. You guys are fine, right there.” Amira said to her baby.

The kick from the fetus in his stomach seemed to answer what Amira said. The baby in Amira's womb always kicks when Amira invites them to talk. Although a little painful, Amira was happy with the activation of the baby in her stomach.

Two days Amira has been surprised by Devina's post, it means today Devina and her brother will hold a sacred event. Amira looked out the window. The expanse of the ocean freely spoiled his eyes that slightly blurred due to the tears that pooled.

Every now and then, Amira stroked her stomach gently. He is sad but he has to be strong and accept the reality. Six months ago, he was no longer considered a family by his biological family so he was not an important person who had to be invited to important events of his own biological brother.

Amira looked at the gift she was holding. The gift he prepared with all his heart and full of hope his brother and friend will accept it with pleasure.

Amira took three hours to reach her hometown. He deliberately did not leave the night because he thought about the condition of the fetus in the womb. If he leaves in the morning, he will arrive at eleven o'clock in the afternoon so it does not take long for the reception to start.

Usually, in the village of Amira will carry out a one-day wedding reception with a marriage certificate. The wedding ceremony is held in the morning, while the reception is held at one noon to four. It has become a habit in the village of Amira.

The ship had already docked but Amira was still sitting in place. He let the other passengers who came down to avoid jostling. The taxi and angkot bids on Amira always accompany her every step but Amira refuses. He deliberately walked out of the harbor

He did not immediately take an angkot to his village but stopped to fill the stomach at a food stall in front of the port. After eating, Amira decided to go to the nearest mosque for a rest while waiting for Zuhr time.

Amira fell asleep in the mosque due to exhaustion. Her bag was made into a pillow while her card was just placed next to her.