
Now my tears are falling freely, seeing two people who are at once mengagut longing. After this, I will keep my distance between them, I just want to calm down.
"Why, Honey?" Simon told me.
"Go, finish it with him."
Simon just looked at me, and then he saw the phone I gave him.
I cried, as much as I could in the car, I didn't care what they were talking about. I just want to go home, a second ago he was able to make me smile happily, a second later he broke his heart deeply.
***
"You again. What's up, what do you want! It's very annoying of me with Sandra, we already have our own lives, so please respect each other's partners."
"Kok you're angry, can't talk polite with me. I'm a woman, I think you treat women the same."
"Stop talking the no-no. I'm sick of you. Stop calling me again. Understood!"
"Simon, I miss you. Can we meet for the last time?"
"What's it, I'm busy."
I turned off the video call from Salsa just like that without caring anymore about the seducing speech.
I'm sure, after this there will be an explosion ready to hit me from Sandra. S*al, this is all because Salsa never deterred from getting me into her trouble.
I try to be calm in the face of my emotions, because I will definitely face the emotions of Sandra.
"Darling, why did you pick up earlier?"
"I'm going home, Simon. Now." Now."
Sandra who was reluctant to look at me, only hurtful words from him, her flowing tears could not be covered anymore, as much as she could endure the more tight I was made.
"I'm sorry, I don't have anything to do anymore. So please don't bring up this matter."
"What's? I never brought it up at all. A long time ago we were in Surabaya apartment, then at my house. I never argued with you, I held him alone, I kept silent. Because I want to see you how far you're playing with my feelings."
"Sandra, relax. I can explain everything."
"It's clear, Simon. What to explain. Have you ever wanted to change or delete a number. I guess not, even from the beginning you never wanted to change the number, even reluctantly. I'm tired, I'm tired of your drama. I'm sick of it."
"Sandra, stop. I know how you feel. Please listen to me."
"What, what, huh What! You promised not to hurt me. It's all just nonsense. Once I trusted you, it ended tragically. Same, it's all the same."
Sandra was so upset, she became more and more angry. I'm gonna let him get it all out, so I can find out at what point he's gonna come clean.
"Sandra, relax. Please don't cry, it makes me sick."
"ill? Yes, sick? Who is sick, you or me. I don't think, all this time you still like to contact him secretly behind my back, still like to pick him up at the place you used to meet, and you still like to make video calls with him. It's only right that you don't have much time for me. I know, I realize, I'm here with no one, just your escape and your impingement."
"Sandra! Stop the. Everything's not right."
"Stop, I'm going home. Just take me home now!"
"No, I'm not taking you home. Stop crying and calm yourself. I just drove you home."
"No problem, I'll have to pick up Kisar."
"You'd rather him than me, wouldn't you?"
"I told you to take me home now!"
"Stop, Simon. I'm sick of you guys."
"What do you want now, you want to go home yes, okay. I'll take you, after this don't ever call me again. Because you prefer the Emperor over me your lover."
"What a lover, if in fact I still like to be stabbed in the back. What, huh. What's?"
"As far as you are, I'm tired. I have many thoughts and many burdens, now you are adding to my burden."
"Well, if I'm a burden. We'll take care of it, please be happy with SALSA YOU STILL LOVE IT!"
"Sandra!"
Now that he got out of my car, he just left me. The more dizzy I was made by these women, the crazier I was made. What should I do, if the Emperor knew about Sandra, I would have lost her.
"Sandra, I'm sorry. It's not like you saw, I promise I'll change the number."
There was no response from Sandra at all. He just sat in a chair, silent and unmoved. I was desperate for all this.
"Sandra, let's go home. Don't be like a child."
"Who is a child, I am waiting for the Emperor here. Go home."
"You don't need me anymore?"
"No."
"Sandra, comeon. I've apologized to you. We go home, I'll take you and buy you a new number."
"Why now? Do you like to cause a split that you always cover yourself. As for me as your lover you don't take it?"
"Not so, what should I say. There's gonna be more runnyam."
"That's how you think it looks."
"Sandra, come on home. Please don't worry me any more."
"Stop whining, I'll go home. On one condition."
"What?"
"Stop the car later at the pulse store. Let me change your number, if he knows your new number, I'll recalculate."
"Alright, alright. Come on, I'll do it."
Things are a little good now, but still tense. I obeyed what Sandra wanted, according to her request I stopped at one of the pulse stores. I drove him there and picked a number he liked. Once satisfied from there, Sandra and I went home.
***
I hope that after what happened today everything will be fine. Because I'm tired, I have to keep playing with love. I hope Simon and Salsa end their drama, here I am the one who got hurt. Can't they solve the problem just the two of them, without involving me.
My holiday this time is once again ruined, because of Salsa. The longer I hate him, the more I curse him. And Simon, never resolute in his face. I am tired of fighting and fighting, while the problem is always the same, Salsa.
After the holidays, Simon called me with his new number. But just an ordinary response, there is still a painful taste here. While the Emperor's brother did not know this matter, if he knew it was possible that I would be forbidden to meet Simon. Therefore I can only hold it alone, it feels lonely here, silent and empty.
I allowed myself to lie on the bed, as I held my head because it felt pulsating. Just a small hope, hopefully there will be no more injuries that continue to fall on me.
***
I breathed a sigh of relief, after contacting Sandra with my new number.
It felt complete with all these regrets, I could only lament the cigarette behind the window. I know Sandra was hurt, it's true Sandra said, I'm not being assertive about Salsa. Not because of what, only I was reluctant to serve him who would continue to run. In fact, if it continues like this, Sandra is getting hurt with Salsa's attitude.