The Truth (Un) Told

The truth untold 8

Dzaki's mind, which had been churned just because it was sick of Myesha's choice, was now more torn to shreds by hearing the woman he loved so much as compared to others.

"Then why? Why 3 years ago I was..."

"We were young then.." Myesha's answer cuts off Dzaki's words. "Myesha at that time was a young girl who had not been able to judge properly"

What do you mean by saying that choosing me at that time was a mistake?

"We are just like teenagers in general, who are too naive to interpret our feelings without thinking about what happens in the future. Now that I'm an adult Dzaki, I've been thinking about my future and what I'm going to look like, I want to be with that guy.."

"Do you think I can't guarantee your future life?" Dzaki asked with his sharp eyes. "I wasn't in a monkey relationship with little Myesha at the time, I wasn't the kid my dad and brother always pampered with until I didn't think of a good future for you in the future. What is my sincere feeling that you are less able to give you confidence that I am able to make you happy??"

The answer to hit Dzaki as if giving a slap to Myesha made Myesha's mouth shut tightly.

"Is this your true form?? What have you been showing me so far is a fake??"

"Dzaki's.. I really loved you back then.."

"Why say how you felt at that time if your feelings did not last until now?? Is it only that superficial that you can love??"

"I'm..."

"Congratulations..." Dzaki extended his hand. Myesha only silently looked at Dzaki's hand and raised her head to look at Dzaki's face with her teary eyes.

"Welcome to join my family brother-in-law..." Dzaki's last words made her eyelids no longer able to hold the water that had previously stagnated there. His tears fell without a blink of an eye.

Deggs..

There was a feeling of pain in Myesha's heart hearing Dzaki's words and an equally painful feeling of seeing Dzaki standing in front of her with his flowing tears signifying her pain. Myesha grew up with Dzaki, and I don't know when the last time he saw Dzaki who was crying because all this time Dzaki showed only his sweet smile in the shape of a box showed a row of his small teeth neatly arranged.

Dzaki turned his face away, the memory of Myesha momentarily making him back trapped in the wounds of his feelings that he had buried deeply.

Although Dzaki is very avoiding Myesha to keep his feelings calm, but in front of his parents Dzaki is still speaking Myesha as usual, he does not want his personal problems with Myesha to be revealed and heard by his father. Dzaki realized, it would add to the burden of his father's mind as well as his brother.

"How are you doing, Dzaki??" Sapa Myesha's.

"As you can see.." Answer Dzaki smirik smile.

"Why is judes so?" Nara asked hearing Dzaki's unusual tone.

Although Dzaki tried to cover up the pain of his feelings for Myesha, there was still a time when he could not control himself properly so that his behavior could be read by the people around him. But Dzaki always has answers that can dampen the thoughts of others about his behavior that began to change in Myesha.

"Yes my.. You're why you're so vengeful, Dzaki.." Nara was getting upset.

Nara who knows nothing, only believes in Dzaki's answer