
Khalila woke up from all her pain. He felt his clothes on the floor with his feet. So slow, because he didn't want to wake the man from his sleep. He was afraid that what had just happened would happen again. In fact, the pain has not gone away until now.
Finished wearing her uniform, Lila grabbed the HP lying on the bed. He then left immediately, without cleaning himself first.
"Aaaakkh... Sick."he said, all the way to the study.
He picked up the bag, then immediately went home on his motorbike. Driving with a dreamy state, even several times barely nudge other vehicles nearby. Many times, He got scorn and swearing from people around him just because of it.
"Lila Focus. You should get home. Surely I'll wait, it's a malem." he murmured.
Lila wiped her tears. Trying to carve his smile back so that the mother does not suspect.
"Assalamualaikum.." said Lila, who arrived at her small house.
"Vaalaikumsalam. Lila, how did you just get home?" ask Mom to go to him.
"Yes, Mom. Lila had that extra job. Sorry, Lila's tired. Take a shower and sleep."
"Yeah, it's okay. Rest." said the mother without feeling suspicious at all.
Lila immediately closed her room. He immediately took off his clothes and took a shower. In that simple bathroom, he looked back at his intimate part. There was still blood, and it was so painful.
"Destroyed already. Ruined is my life. How'this? I'm afraid of getting pregnant. I don't even know her at all." muttered Lila, crying again while watering her body with so much water.
He rubbed with so much disgust his dirty body. Soap her until a bottle of liquid soap and the shampoo is gone. In fact, it has been almost an hour he has not finished cleaning himself.
Last night, Lila couldn't close her eyes at all. It's only been a few hours. Always in his memory. Until the morning, Lila still could not sleep well.
***
Iam woke up from his sleep. His head hurt, and so did his whole body.
"Haish, what happened last night? Did, I just had a fight with people?" his grunts, holding the nape of his neck and stretching all his muscles.
Something surprising he found, when he opened the sheets. Bloodstains, which were still wet he found there. He was shocked, trying to remember what happened last night.
"God... What the hell am I doing? What, I ruined a girl tonight? Who her? Why don't you remember?" his grunts, while grabbing his long hair.
After that, he went to clean up. He turned on the lights and started looking for clues in every corner of the room. Keep looking, up under the sofa and bed..
" How am I looking for him? Do you have to check the CCTV? it's embarrassing." he muttered again.
Iam stressed, in the midst of all the problems of his life, he actually added new problems again. Moreover, if later the girl will be pregnant with her child.
"Cannot be. With just one connection, it's impossible to get pregnant. But, she's still a virgin. And I, I ruined his future." he said again. Unfortunately, at a time like this, no one can accompany him.
He himself, even just asking the news, no one did it.