
"Kok you just got off the deck?" Nature has closed the door to Kania's room tightly.
"Yes, it was dinner last night" Kania opened her closet looking for a change of clothes for her.
"Sir, may I have a minute? There's something Big Brother wants to say" Nature sat on the edge of the bed waiting for Kania's answer.
Kania frowned confusedly but he nodded his head.
"Here sit down!!" Nature patted the bed next to her so that Kania would sit there.
Kania according to but still gives distance, not in the place designated by Nature earlier. Nature smiles small. Although Kania gave her some distance, but at least Kania was willing to listen to Nature.
"Sir, I know you married Sister because you had to. But after all you are now legal in the eyes of Religion and State as Sister's wife. Continue you have also agreed to give an opportunity for Brother for 6 months" Kania steady Nature as if asking Nature to speak directly to the point only.
"So Brother will still take you with Brother!!" Kania had wanted to issue a protest but was not given a chance by Nature.
"I don't know you must have refused to stay with Big Brother because you must be uncomfortable. But we can't keep going on Deck like this. Mother and Mama will definitely be suspicious of our relationship" Kania confirmed what Nature said.
"But I have my own apartment!!" Kania paid the rent for the apartment. Maybe he just left it. Of course Kania will lose, he is not a rich man. So there was no way he could just give up his money.
"I don't know, so I want to ask you. Where do you choose to live? If you want to be in your apartment Brother will also come there. If you want to stay in our house, Brother is very happy" said Alam. Kania was really pangling with the figure of Nature in front of him. This man used to be very cold and stiff, but this time transformed into another figure. Nature speaks soft and warm words.
"Is she gentle like this when she talks to Brother Dania?" Inner Kania.
"Our house?" Kania doesn't understand.
"Yes, the house I bought for you, the house of your dreams. Do you want to?" Ask Nature expectantly.
"I want to stay in my apartment!!" Jawan Kania with a headband.
There is a sense of disappointment in the heart of Nature of course. But at this time all he could do was obey what Kania wanted.
"If so, Brother will also come to your apartment. We're Dek's husband and wife, so it's not good to stay apart"
"But there's only one room and I don't want ti__"
"So I can sleep anywhere. Just as long as one roof is with you!!" Sambar Nature.
"And you also do not have to worry, Brother will not demand you to serve Brother like a wife. You will only do it if you are ready. So you don't have to be afraid!!" Say Nature with a smile on her lips.
"It's up!!" Kania's answer made Alam relieved, unlike what he expected if persuading Kania to stay together was not that difficult.
Heart of Nature is already happy, because his efforts to get the heart of Kania again has been progress even though only one step. But Nature is not desperate, because one step forward will definitely be followed by the next steps.
"When do we start living in your apartment?" Nature never took her eyes off the face that now looks more mature than it did 3 years ago.
"After 7 days Dad" answered Kania briefly.
"Bet the day after tomorrow?"
"Hemm, I'm going to take a shower!!" Kania left Nature who was still smiling indistinctly.
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Dania sat pensively in front of her dressing table. Thinking about how to get rid of the name of Nature that has been imprinted in the bottom of his heart.
For Dania to erase the name of Nature was something that was very difficult to do. But how else? Asking him back was also very unlikely.
FLASHBACKS
Dania has been waiting for the arrival of Alam since 30 minutes ago. But until the drink in the glass toilet, Nature has not yet appeared. Bella has glanced at her phone many times, but there is also no incoming message from her lover.
"I'm sorry I'm late, have you ordered something to eat?" Nature asked opening the menu book in front of her.
"Not yet, I'm waiting for you. Just a drink message" Dania was a little disappointed with Nature's attitude lately. Nature is as indifferent to him, as it used to be to be warm and attentive.
"Nature, there's actually something I want to ask you" Dania stopped Nature from choosing her menu.
"I happen to be there too, but it's better for you first" Nature answered Dania with a smile, but this time the smile was not the same as before.
"No, you were Lam. What I'm about to ask isn't very important!!" Dania covered her anxiety with a smile on her feet. Anxious if Nature would convey something that would be painful.
"Dania, I'm sure you've been aware of my changing attitude lately"
Deggs...
Apparently, the thing they were going to say was the same. Dania was actually not ready to accept the reality that would be heard.
"Actually I wanted to convey it some time ago. But I don't have much courage. But after I thought again, I didn't want to hurt you like I hurt Kania with my attitude continuing like this" Nature looked at Dania who was starting to get riled up. There was a sense of wavering in his heart but this time Nature was unwilling to retreat again.
"Dania I'm sorry, even though our relationship has been so long, but I admit that your sister has managed to take your place in my heart" Nature let go of her breath of relief after the sentence had escaped her lips.
Degs.. Degs.. Degs...
Dania's heart beats very fast. His hands were shaking and his ears were starting to heat up. A very exaggerated reaction according to Dania herself. Isn't this what Dania wanted? Giving Nature to Kania. But Dania did not expect her heart to be this sick after hearing the declaration of love that came out of Nature's own lips.
The heart that he had prepared since then was still broken could not withstand such a painful feeling.
Who in this world could withstand the pain of love? Of course there is none, because the pain from the wound can heal with medicine and will dry up over time. But sick of love, it will surely make people crumble.
"I'm sorry Dania once again. I don't know why there's only Kania in me. In my eyes, in my brain, even you who used to be the owner of the highest throne have been lost somewhere"
Dania was stunned, her tears had flowed without being able to speak again.
"I know this must be very painful for you, Dania. But I was also sick, moreover the pain is now increasing when I lost Kania. The spoiled girl who always pissed me off has now taken away my love Dania!!" Nature carries that pain in every sentence.
"I hope you understand Dania, maybe God has given me his karma. So easily replace your name with Kania. But isn't this what you used to want?" Dania raised her head hearing Nature's question this time.
"You threw me in Kania's arms. Not that I blame you for my alibi for turning away from you. But maybe God has heard all the Kania prayers. So once again I'm sorry, I can't continue our relationship anymore. I'll wait for Kania any second"
That last sentence made Nature's hand instantly wipe her freshly flowing tears one drop away.
"I understand this is all my fault since the beginning of Lam, but is it true there is no residual taste for me? Aren't you going to give me another chance to mend our relationship?" Dania's cheeks were already filled with tears.
Nature shakes with certainty. Of course there is the pain of seeing a woman who used to be in love cry like that. But Nature cannot hurt her more deeply if there is another woman in Nature's heart.
"I should be the one apologizing Lam. You're right, if this is what I want. Now I have picked the fruit I planted myself. I will try to accept my regret. But I can't promise to forget you in my heart"
"Try it in the air, if you continue to be confined in your past. It will hurt you even more!!" Nature gave her handkerchief to Dania. Unlike the duku who will immediately wipe away the tears of Dania.
Dania tried to dampen her cries because she was embarrassed to be the center of attention for crying in public places.
"But may I ask one thing for you Lam?" Said Dania after she calmed down.
"What's that?" Nature smiles sincerely.
"Can we stay friendly? Regardless of the taste that once existed between us, we used to be friends, right?" Dania tried to smile even though it looked very strange because her tears came out.
"Of course, I won't stay away from you just because of this matter. We're all grown up, so we'll be friends!!" Nature extended her hand to shake hands with Dania.
"Yes, we're best friends!!" Of course Dania welcomed the hand of Nature with pleasure.
If it used to be a sturdy hand it will hold it full of warmth, but for now only limited to shaking hands as a friend.
"This is ultimately what I get from my selfish decisions, without thinking about the feelings of those who would be hurt by my actions. If Nature gets the karma of love, then I get the karma of regret"
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