The Trapped My Cruel Lecturer
Living life without regrets
Really never thought Aerith, he would see a figure that he had never thought would meet him here. The last time their meeting happened, things didn't go as they should. Aerith felt guilty at the figure now in front of her and smiled at her.
Aerith approached and immediately welcomed the hand of this figure, then Aerith hugged him. Missing, obviously for sure because this figure was once someone he considered as a substitute for his parents. Moon, Narita's great mistress, comes to see Aerith after hearing her former daughter-in-law's heartbreaking story from her second son and also Nanako, Aerith's best friend.
" What brought the lady here? " ask Aerith after letting Moon and her personal assistant in. Matsuda san chose to go to the estate and let his granddaughter talk to the woman he knew was Aerith's former in-law.
" mrs? Are you mad at mommy for not doing anything when that brat treats you badly? " tanya Moon who was actually disappointed was called a mistress by Aerith.
" no... How can I be angry with you, when I am guilty. Isn't that the name I don't know myself. " said Aerith did not want the Moon to misunderstand.
" hiwi... Don't act like you've never been close to me, son.. It really hurt my heart.. I was silent at the time not because I didn't want to defend you, but it was all too sudden.. We can't say you're right or guilty before investigating the truth. And why did you leave right away, but mommy and daddy didn't say anything..? " the word of the Moon.
" Sorry... Back then, at the hospital, daddy's assistant Max came to pick me up.. Be me go straight to daddy Max's place. Only last night after that I left.. I can't cause any more trouble for Narita's family and for daddy Max, if I stay... I'm sorry, because my selfishness made everyone suffer and hurt.. " The moon immediately hugged Aerith who was crying.
His heart could not hate someone who so wanted to have a family. It's not wrong that Aerith would prefer to go home to Max's place, because for him it might be a place where Max is able to calm down and protect him. Ryuzaki alone who is outrageous immediately faces everything with emotion so that makes all the Narita family confused to take what step at that time.
The moon kept wiping Aerith's trembling back. Feeling guilty for having made Aerith face everything herself even though the beginning of Ryuzaki's marriage with Aerith has been said Narita is Aerith's family. But in fact, Narita first left Aerith at that time. Moon and Hoshi became one of the people who participated in Aerith's suffering because they could not keep their words as parents.
" Sorry... It feels so tight on the chest.. Remembering that incident made me feel guilty for everyone, especially Ryuzaki san and daddy Max.. They both ended up suffering because of me.. If only I wasn't this weak at the time, maybe... Ryuzaki san will not suffer because of me... Ii'm sorry... Ii'm sorry... " Aerith looked down because she felt she had to apologize. In order to start a new life, he must let go of the burdens of the past in order not to become a stumbling block in the future.
" It's okay... Everyone is guilty, so don't put everything on yourself.. Share, because not only likes need to be shared with others, but also suffering.. " The Moon is trying to cheer up Aerith's day. Raised the heart of Aerith who had been weak because of the problems that came so far approaching his life.
" Thank you for forgiving me.. Thank you, again Thank you.. " The moon nodded.
Moon felt sorry for Aerith, after getting the disaster caused by an irresponsible man, then lost his future son, left without relatives around him, and then lost his son, losing a person who has an effect on his life and lastly must suffer from a life-threatening disease. If the saying goes, it has fallen down the stairs. That's the right word for the Aerith situation.
" It's okay now, madam.. I'm no longer chemo, and only taking drugs from doctors.. This hair... It will also soon grow and come back as beautiful as ever.. Don't look at me like that, I really don't want to be pitied" Aerith said half-whimpering.
" Haha... I love your spirit Aerith.. Someday, you will be more successful than my three sons.. Just look at it later. "praise the moon sincerely from the heart.
" You could have.. What am I, until I can surpass the three young masters of Narita.. Can be useful for the sake of others only I, already very happy madam.. At least I mean something to others.. As daddy Max said, that I should live for his part as well.. " Aerith smiled.
" Good son.. If it gets you excited, then fight to be happy in any way... " Aerith nodded.
Moon wanted to tell about the booming news about her third son. But Aerith refused to hear the discussion on the grounds that she no longer wanted to know anything about Ryuzaki's life. Not angry or disappointed, because here Aerith is the guilty one. Only he knows who he is and who Ryuzaki is.
Aerith did not want to expect something that already had its permanent owners. He doesn't want to go back to feeling the same way he did when he was with Max. Aerith wants to live a neutral life to achieve her dream, by making her life a successful independent career woman. He will make his promise to Max and to himself. For the soul mate and death, Aerith leave everything to the above because of that she does not want to care about the life of her ex-husband.
" Life is one time, madam.. In the past I experienced a lot of regret in my life, so in the future I do not want to make a lot of regret. I have to live well, God has his own portion in my life and now I want to enjoy it.. "
The moon smiled at Aerith's stubbornness. He also will not interfere again in the efforts of his son in bringing back their relationship that had been shipwrecked. The Moon loves the current version of Aerith. It really looks like a strong-minded woman and it's really cool.
" I will be behind you to support all that is your decision... Chan aerith.. "
