
The night was getting late, the woman in the lotus valium was still lying weakly, a woman walked up to him, she sat beside Mian Li who was still faithfully closing her eyes
"Xiang er, I'm sorry, I can't take care of your daughter, sorry, you know I love li er so much, she's like my own daughter, you know?, my heart ached as he looked at me with hostility, you know?, so much pain, I couldn't possibly insult him, but I've been doing it for years, you know, isolating her and making her disappear from the world, I was so evil, I don't deserve to be called a mother" Gu xin said,
"If you can't why you always hurt me" The hoarse voice came from the woman lying weakly on the bed, gu xin was surprised
"Li er are you awake?, I will raise a healer for you" Gu xin said quickly,
he was very happy after a month of opening his eyes, this is a blessing from the gods, he promised to treat min well, he will redeem all his lands, he said, he would do anything to get an apology from the eldest daughter of this chen family
"No need, explain" said min flat
"You hear li er?" Gu xin looked startled, this was too shocking, but maybe this was fate, the god had given a chance then he would explain everything, but maybe this was fate, he did not care after this the most important thing he got an apology from mian li, after that if he was sentenced to death he would accept
"Hm" Guman min
"Since when? " Say Gu xin,
"All"
"It's good, I'll tell you, I hope you hear it well" Gu xin said in a slow breath, it's been going on for a long time,
"twenty-five years ago, back then, me, your mother and Ming li, we were just in our teens, we were best friends who loved and cared for each other, Ming li greatly admired emperor zhao lian Xi, in the youth of emperor Lian Xi was a very handsome and strong young man, making Xian Ming li who was the daughter of the prime minister of wu, he was the older brother of your mother, but Xian Ming was so obsessed with the emperor, that he looked for everything about the emperor, she did not even hesitate to disguise herself as a servant just because she wanted to see the emperor at close range, your mother was a beautiful girl, virtuous, and very intelligent, she said, the queen mother liked her and chose her as the future empress, Xian Ming was furious, and broke our friendship, Xian Ming always looked for a way to marry the emperor, even if he was only a concubine, but alas, even the emperor did not intend to take a concubine, Xian Ming li was so enraged, he used dirty means to get the emperor, when the wedding day arrived Xian Ming sent people to kidnap your mother and even kidnap me, he was indeed very reckless, doing ridiculous things just because of an obsession, he did not care, he did not care, he will kill anyone who approaches the emperor, we are taken to a cabin in the middle of the forest, at that time we only have low cultivation, we are also exposed to poison, we can not fight, we can not fight, the black men looked at us with perverted eyes, until someone came to save us, he was your father, general chen, I didn't even think it was Xian Ming, she was so heartened to sacrifice her own sister and family, the prime minister Wu looked shocked when he saw us return to the residence, but well all has happened, Wu Xian Ming has become the empress of Xian Ming, who has become his wife, since marriage he broke the rope to his family and lived alone in the Imperial palace, as a grand empress figure and was extremely crazed in respect" Gu xin sighed softly
"Then?, why, why did you kill my mother?, was it because you wanted to become the general's mistress" said Min flatly
"Then why did you kill my mother?"
"Will you be able to continue this story?, Li er will misunderstand if you hear half the story" Gu xin said slowly, Gu xin again took a breath and returned to the story
"After a few months the emperor sent a proposal for your mother, the late empress was so angry that she sent assassins to kill your mother, and she was rescued by General Chen, after finding out her plan had failed, the late empress deliberately betrothed her sister to a cold young general, she was very cruel, even she had participated in the war when she was 11 years old, she hoped that your mother would suffer, she said, but the fact is again he failed, who would have thought if the god of war was melted by the tenderness and sincerity of your mother, your mother lived happily, while she?, she, was?, the emperor increasingly aggressively took concubines and mistresses, he did not Accept, he did not Accept if your mother was happy while she?, herself had to share a husband with another woman, she did not accept, she did not accept if your mother was happy while she was happy, while she had to share her husband with another woman, she won't let us be happy over her suffering, she even betrothed me to your father and sent another woman to be made a concubine, she wants your mother to feel the pain of sharing a husband, she said, I refused, but I couldn't, I couldn't share my husband with my best friend, I couldn't, I couldn't hurt your mother, I couldn't hurt her, and I don't love the young general, but?, I can't resist, disputing the empress' orders is tantamount to treason, and I'm about to be put to death, I don't care if it's just me, but the Gu family will be affected, I can't resist, I can't kill Gu's father and extended family, I can't,"
"Then why did you exile me?, do you know how sick it is to be alienated?, to be considered stupid and trash by the entire Empire, father did not want me, father did not want me, even I was dumped by my husband, do you know how painful it is?, you always call me the son of the unlucky bearer, you know, father looked at me with hatred even if I was treated worse than the servants, you poisoned me, smashed my face, and eliminated my sneers, with that evil can I trust you?, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know?, you're just fooling me" said min beeteriak loudly, his tears had flowed from earlier, he can't even imagine at the betrayal of an older brother, even he also had to share a husband with his own best friend, he could not even imagine, whoever says this is a lie, he can't be wrong, no one wants him in the world
"Li er, listen to me, I was forced to do that, after the empress' marriage gave me a maid, she did look kind and obedient but who would have thought?, I was always depressed, I was always depressed, I was always, the late empress was dissatisfied with this, she suffered even more but we lived well, she also started sending girls to be made concubines, she hoped that your mother would suffer, she said, but who would have thought if your mother did not even mind, even though having some concubines your mother is the favorite wife of the general, even the general has never visited the three concubines since the three were appointed concubines, it certainly made him more upset until one day he put eyes, and put yes on your mother's side, at first everything went well, two years on the way the missionary general is very happy your mother is pregnant, it is a blessing from our family, your father held a big party, the empress still can not accept this, she has a son, she has a son, and already crown prince but in fact he was not satisfied, the empress more intensely poisoned your mother, after the age of your mother's womb reached eight months happy news came back to the mission general, I was pregnant, and, and well I'm happy, I'm sure your mother will treat my son well, but who would have thought if the empress still harmed your mother, when you were born all so happy, she said, I didn't expect the banquet to be an opportunity for a servant to poison your mother, since then your mother started to get sick, we even knew who the mastermind of this pseudo is, but we have no proof, Xian Ming was very fond of twisting the facts, and it would end badly, before your mother died leaving you to me after your mother's death, the servant wi returned to the palace but the servant Am Yi?, she's still by my side, your mother is so worried about you in the future she asked me to hide your beauty from the world, he doesn't want you to be a snatch and he's pretty sure that Xian Ming won't let go, he doesn't want you to be the next victim, so I'm forced to give you the poison cin li, the poison cin li is harmless, it will only make the face red, but who would have thought that Xian Ming was not satisfied, even after your mother's death he still wanted to torture you, I've been trying to hide you, but in fact he dropped the marriage decree, you know?, when your father was very angry and anxious, he thought about your life in the palace, you know, he was worried about the day you were there, even though in the mission the general you were banished, no one dared to bully you, if the general knew he would immediately behead them, but in the palace?, no one dared to oppress you, if the general knew he was going to cut off their heads, but in the palace?, he's not sure if the servant will treat you well, I'm grateful that you live well, even you already have a successor to this Empire"
"What do you mean"
"There is already a candidate for the crown prince of the Xianyang Empire, ah well the day is getting late, immediately rest, the healer will check on you tomorrow" Gu xin said moving away
"Wait" Min said softly, Gu xin turned around
"What's wrong?, you need something? "
"Am I bo.. Can hug you. I.. I. Mammy? " Min said a little stiff, as he could not blame the people around him, blame Mian Li's bad destiny, after all had passed they could start all over, from the beginning, no matter he was willing to re-arrange the harmonious family, what else there was a prospective child there, Gu xin smiled and immediately embraced Mian Li, the son of his best friend
"Please promise not to ignore me anymore, I'm too tired if I have to live alone" said Min on the sidelines, pregnancy made him weak he was happy but also sad, he said, he was happy with the presence of his son-in-law but, he was still thinking about the death letter, he was confused of course the emperor did not want this pregnancy, zhou did not want this pregnancy, well papaun that happened he will keep his son until the last breath, in the past he never felt this happiness, but he was even given the opportunity to become a mother, he said, this is a blessing
"Mother promise, take a rest, mother will come tomorrow, your body is still very weak" Gu xin said taking off his embrace, min using obediently, Gu xin slowly left the lotus valium, Min slowly sat down, his mind was in a mess, again he had to fight with himself, why was he so easily broken?, he should not forgive them, he had made mian li suffer since childhood but what?, what?, even he melted with one word of apology, right what the fool said well only has a very thin difference.