The Tippingback of the World of Jihan

The Tippingback of the World of Jihan
Part-20



Jihan poked her hands around Anta's neck, she returned Anta's embrace tightly as if afraid that the man would leave her. Anta patiently calms the girl down, rubbing her back so that Jihan feels comfortable and forgets her fears.


Anta cursed in this heart all because of his stupidity, if only he was not selfish Jihan would not be what he is today.


It all started because of that post.


Anta's mood was bad since arriving at school, he even skipped from morning to school because of a gossip account posting photos of Dion and Jihan in the UKS yesterday


Actually Anta tau Jihan came home with Dion yesterday, he also knows what Aulia did the girl who was obviously fond of Dion but the man did not rub it on Jihan yesterday just when Anta was about to help Jihan, he said, Dion came to the rescue of Jihan. All that did not escape Anta's sight until Dion drove Jihan up in the alley to Jihan's parents' house.


Even though he already knew, still the post less work managed to disturb his mood throughout the day. Until returning home from school Anta accidentally met with his sister Alina Kyra his wife bang Sky.


Alina takes him for a walk and Anta agrees to it, until Anta forgets about Jihan waiting for her at the bus stop. Anta's impression is like revenge on Jihan but actually he just wants to clear his mind for a moment because the mood is not good so Anta avoids Jihan, he is afraid to hurt the girl if it continues to be near Jihan.


Until when Anta came home and did not find Jihan at home honestly there was a sense of worry over him, but because his bigger ego makes him just sit back and wait until he sees the motorcycle that brought Jihan into the yard of the house then he feels a little relieved.


Anta again ignores her guilt when seeing Jihan enter the house, the girl comes home with her eyes moist. Jihan was definitely upset with him.


But again his ego overcame his guilt He went to gather with his friends and Alina in the bacsecamp.


Anta did not fully enjoy the event with her friend, her body was indeed in the basecamp but her mind was thinking about Jihan until it rained heavily.


Anta who remembered the story of her mother-in-law went straight home without saying goodbye to her friends and ignored Alina's call that forbade her to go home.


The lightening lightning made Anta's heart beat faster the more worry enveloped her heart, she was sure that the girl was frightened right now.


Guilt mixed with panic Anta increasingly become when entering the housing area is total darkness, without wasting time Anta accelerate the speed of the motor.


Anta breaks their arms, wanting to see Jihan's face to make sure of the girl's condition but Jihan instead tightens her arms until Anta finally chooses to give in to letting the girl do whatever she wants.


Jehan's irregular breathing made Anta even more regretful, "Hey..."


Jihan parsed their arms, with one of her hands Anta wiped away the remaining tears on the girl's cheeks.


"Still scared?"


Jihan shook her head, "thank you Anta" The girl came down from Anta's lap back to her bed, actually Jihan is still afraid but at least the rain has subsided a little and the sound of lightning is no longer heard left dark but there is Anta here it is enough to make Jihan not as scared as before.


"Sorry to Anta"


Next to Anta's eyebrows raised why is he the one who apologizes is not he the wrong one, "make it?"


"Nyusahin Anta's. Anta must think Jian is very weak as lightning is afraid, just as dark as crying."


"Gue never thought about going there. Everyone has their own fears. Some are afraid of the dark, syringes, or animals"


"Yes anyway"


"Ga forever dark is dark and creepy, there are many things that look beautiful in the dark" one hand Anta still holds Jihan's hand, "sleep gih still malem, I'm staying up until you sleep"


Jihan broke down her body, her eyes still reluctantly closed, the rain came back down with a rush, the dim light from the emergency lights was enough to illuminate Jihan's room.


"Sleeping "


"Belom sleeps with Anta"


"I want to sing"


"Eh-" Jihan was shocked, she did not mishear right, Anta wants to sing, Jihan's mom?


"Here" Anta patted the pillow she was sleeping on so that Jihan approached, "gue singin but you sleep ya"


"Emang Anta can sing?"


"Well, I guarantee you'll sleep instead of singing."


Jihan just nodded with a smile, she was no longer able to speak so busy controlling her heartbeat that was no longer because of it.


"Goin' out tight, changes into something red"


Just one verse sung by Anta, Jihan has been made to melt hearing his voice. Anta's voice raspy wet so politely entered Jihan's ears


Aghh!!! If rich gini how not more in love with bang Anta


..."Her mother doesn't like that kind of dress...


...Everything she never had she's showin' off...


...Drivin' too fast, moon is breakin' through her hair...


...She's headin' for sometimesin' that she won't forget...


...Havin' no regrets is all that she really wants"...


Instead of sleeping Jihan's cheeks even red blushing, sung at this close distance the same Anta cause a strange reaction in Jihan's body.


It was like there were thousands of butterflies flying in his body, his heart beat that was not ripe made Jihan's eyes reluctant to be closed, his innards were literate to keep on.


..."We're only gettin' older, baby...


...And I've been thinkingin' about it lately...


...Does it ever drive you crazy...


...Everything that you've ever dreamed of...


...Disappearing when you wake up...


...But there's nothing to be afraid of...


...Even when the night changes...


...It will never change me and you"...


Until Anta finished her last verse Jihan was still staring at her without blinking. Not sleep, even all the kids


"Sleep .."


Jihan slightly gasped in surprise then turned her body back to Anta. A little embarrassed because unknowingly the charm of Anta again ravaged the heart of Jihan.


Gimana gayar, Anta already complete package with plus minus. Very lucky that can get Anta's heart.


A drop of Jihan's tears flowed unapologetically on her memory this afternoon when she saw Anta boncing with whom Jihan had never seen her made her heart feel pinched.


The lucky girl.


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Jihan's life motto this morning is, "move on"


After an entire night of arguing with her heart, Jihan decides to move on from Anta. Whether taken where their wedding will be up to Anta but Jihan's determination is to keep her heart from falling in love too deeply in Space.


Starting from maintaining distance as in the beginning they married no matter each other. Two strangers are put together by accident, tied together but on each other's paths. Ngerti ga anyway


Jihan woke up early, made breakfast, prepared and ordered an online ojek she decided to leave first from Anta, precisely avoiding Anta.


As soon as he got the notification from the motorcycle, Jihan came out to meet him outside.


Either the catapulted Jihan or her impatient brother waited when Jihan came out ojek his order was gone without taking her.


Jihan's tiny lips were ready to curse with kind words but she snoozed when she saw Anta standing not far from her while folding her hands together on her chest. His eagle eyes stared intently at the girl ready to execute Jihan with just the look of her eyes.


Oh-my-God!!!!


"Ngapain loe pesen ojek online?"


To be avoided even have to face, Jihan can only grin with a face without sin even though in her heart it is not because it feels, because, Anta with her eagle eyes is the perfect combination that makes Jihan suddenly mules so tense "want to go to school"


Anta goes straight inside leaving Jihan wondering what the next episode will be?


Jihan is confused, if a thousand if her parents are not so forbidding her to learn to ride a motorbike or car, maybe now Jihan will not be this stupid to go to school on what ride. Where Anta so mediemin Jihan , if this is the situation Jihan will be confused, all wrong must do.


Anta came out complete with his national jacket and a backpack that was carried on his shoulder.


Anta don't be like this dong, Jian confused if you follow Anta ntar ke-GRan but if you don't go with the time today Jian bolted, Inner Jihan


"breed"


"Eh-" Jihan was shocked when Anta stopped in front of her with her favorite car instead of her motorcycle


"Loe come in or I stay!"


Astagfirullah!!! It is still very early in the morning, really.


While mengedumel in the heart of Jihan get into the car. He promised not to talk to the man first.


"Loe wants to get away from me?" Ask Anta after they have been quiet for a long time


Jihan was a little surprised, whether her movements were read or Anta had a sixth sense that could read people's minds, anyway if she intended to avoid the man.


"Why not avoid us even one house, one school as well.."


"Goodoo. Don't try to avoid me or you know the consequences."


Glug


Jihan painstakingly swallowed her saliva, glimpsed by Anta who was focusing on driving. What did that man mean just now? Was Anta threatening him?


Fix, Jihan lost before she started her mission.


Throughout the rest of the journey they ended quietly and busy with their respective minds. Until Anta's car stopped near the bus stop.


"Wait here later"


"But-but..."


"Loe wait for me here or I samperin to loe class"


Jihan's eyes bulged instantly, it could shake one village if Anta nyamperin Jihan in class, hurriedly the girl shook her head, "o-okay" he said who immediately got out of Anta's car.


Anta smiled faintly, satisfied to see the girl's face. Long enough Anta was silent near the stop until Jihan's back disappeared behind the school gate then he turned on his car engine drove towards the school.


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