
Before yesterday's breakup, there was a memory that Anisha could not forget, like a common thing girls do to remember about someone special to her. He must have read their chat history
"Pengen deh, look up at dusk with you" chat Anisha to Ash
"Gabisa, umma and your father will be angry" Ash replied
"Maybe later, yeah? Let's go to dusk together?" Ask Anisha
"Maybe"
"You're not leaving again, are you?"
"In the near future, don't go?"
"Maybe go"
"But it's not like it"
"The best pass has passed" replied Ash
Yes, it turns out, Indeed Expectations are not as beautiful as reality.
Ash leaves Anisha while Anisha is not well. Anisha is constantly made 'doll' by her parents, Anisha is sick of her daily life and she thinks of suicide
but he remembered the friends he loved and especially Laras his close friend Anisha who always listened to his complaints, and also Ash who always strengthened the mental Anisha.
Anisha often hurts herself using sharp weapons, such as a cutter and knife.
"Haha, it hurts but I'm satisfied with what I did. Blood. hmm"
Instantly Anisha listened to what her heart was saying in that moment
And Anisha stopped hurting herself and began to treat her wounds using red medicine and hansaplas.
That night Anisha could not sleep, because her heart was very restless. Until he sleeps at 12 p.m.
Next day..
Anisha often sees Ash smiling. Ash's smile calms Anisha down, as Anisha is sitting alone in a park near her class.
Anisha looked at Ash who was playing basketball on the court, and when Ash had entered her class. Anisha is still in the park writing about her heart in a green book with a cat pattern.
When Anisha turned to Ash's class, Ash watched Anisha with a sweet smile.
Ash is currently raking a pencil, Ash's gaze to Anisha is so deep that Anisha can't read what the gaze means.
Anisha did not care much about Ash there Anisha just fell silent and daydreamed towards the book that Anisha was writing.
"Somehow you are near but it feels like we are far away" murmured Anisha.
Anisha who daritadi continuously in the park because jamkos (empty hours) actually misses Laras who is with Al, but Anisha tries not to disturb the time of the two of them.
Icha who is busy chatting and playing games with Damian in class, Laras who is enjoying his time with Al. There Anisha just silent herself in the park, actually she misses the figure who always accompanies her.
Anisha misses Ash, but Anisha has no right to expect Ash back to her.
"It doesn't matter if you don't belong to me anymore, but let me here see your smile from a distance, because it can calm me down." Anisha said in her heart
Anisha never knew what was in Ash's heart now, Anisha could only be sincere and try to move on.
"You're twilight, which I've been waiting for and accompanied me on just a little while running out of it. You just left". Anisha