
I already know the purpose of Mayang's arrival, but I still pretend not to know.
this heart really hurts, knowing she's pregnant and it's Erik's son.
I fell silent, and set my mood that began to waver, eager to slap the face that I had always considered as a friend and brother.
And how dare she come to me to check her pregnancy, I know Mayang has checked her own pregnancy, she said,surely he wanted to tell me about his relationship with Erik and so that I was immediately provoked by emotions.
I felt I was not strong, this heart really hurt, every word Mayang pierced my heart, but I tried to hold it and as much as possible to be calm in front of him.
"Like her you've made up with your boyfriend, so when are you going to go" I said because I couldn't bear to see her stay in my house, and two-faced.
Mayang stopped his steps and turned his head towards me, from his facial expression, I know Mayang must be heartbroken, I indirectly kicked her out of my house but I also can't stay with the person who has ruined my household.
"You take it easy, soon I'll be picked up by my girlfriend" said a ketus mayang to me and then immediately out.
"boyfriend.iya according to your wishes, I will give my husband to you, just as you need him more than I do" I growled.
after Mayang left, my knees went limp, the tears I held back from earlier finally came out as well.
no matter how hard I am, it still hurts, even though I thought it would happen, my heart still hurts to know the truth.
I wiped my tears and rushed to the court office, to register for the divorce, I will prepare for the separation without knowing Erik, and before Mayang and Erik mas told me of their relationship, he said,I'd better expose the affair between the two of them.
after I finished registering for divorce, I also went to find a place to eat to calm down, and just waited for a court call.
my decision to sue Erik has been unanimous, I do not want to be with the person who betrayed me, I do not care what Erik's reaction will be, which obviously I have prepared evidence, he said,both evidence of infidelity and proof of Mayang's pregnancy.
when I came out of the court, I stood outside and looked back at the office I had entered.
no tears fell, I finally came here, never imagined that I would sue for divorce Erik and my marriage ended like this.
"why sad son" said the ojek maker who happened to be sitting in a long chair near the road.
I quickly wiped away my tears"hehe ngkpp sir" said I tried to smile.
"you want a divorce, son" said Pak ojek, I nodded.
"may you give me advice"
"please sir"
the father also offered me to sit down.
"introduce the name of Mr. Usman, the father often hangs around here, so often get a rental from here''' explained Mr. Usman and I just heard right.
"this is what it's called"
"my name is Arumi sir"
"Arumi, so Arumi's son came to take care of divorce or is officially divorced"
"still take care of sir" I said, Usman's father nodded in understanding.
"there are newborns, there are dead and there are married, and there are separated" Usman continued.
"but all that is a powerful destiny, only we have to try to make the best decisions, especially divorce problems, so that later there is no regret"said Mr. Usman who made my tears drip back.
I just met Mr. Usman but the words and advice of Mr. Usman are like a father advising his son.
instantly I miss my father and mother, at this time I really need the figure of father and mother beside me, strengthen me, tell my wounds, I immediately cover my face and cry.
"sorry father son, do you want arumi offended by the father's words" said Mr. Usman worried, I could not speak I shook my head.
after feeling calmer, Usman resumed his words.
"do you feel good"
"already sir" I said briefly because I was embarrassed to cry in front of Mr. Usman.
"if it is too sick, and can not be repaired anymore, then release it sincerely, so that the heart of son Arumi can be calm" said Mr. Usman with a face that is so shady.
"one more, if the relationship is over do not hate what else revenge, the color will make the heart of Arumi son never calm" said Mr. Usman then stood up.
"if so you go first, son Arumi, you have to pull again" said Mr. Usman pamit.
"thank you sir" I smiled.
"ooyaaa..if you need a friend to tell a story, play to the house of the father, the house of the father at the end of this road near the mosque, if the father is not home, the wife of the father is there kok" said Mr. Usman before leaving.
"yes sir, once again thank you sir" I said happily.
I don't think I spent an hour sitting with Mr. Usman.
I was so lucky to meet someone as good as Mr. Usman, Mr. Usman's face was so shady and after talking to him made me feel calm.
after chatting with Mr. Usman, I also intend to go home, I think Retno, later in the afternoon Retno has come home and I have not cooked anything, Retno's kasian if eating out of the truck.
actually I was lazy to meet Mayang, but there was no choice because he was still hitching a ride at home.
at home, I saw Retno's shoes on the shoe rack, I really thought, Retno must have gone home, I haven't cooked yet.
and I found Mayang who was relaxing in the living room watching TV, mayang laughing loosely while lying all over his body in a long soup, I saw the junk snacks were scattered on the table to the bottom of the floor.
"Darling.."Call me but he didn't turn his focus to the television screen.
"mayanggg" called me in a louder voice and Mayang immediately turned his head in shock.
"what the hell, make me shocked" Mayang said upset.
"that is, if you eat something of his trash, don't lie in vain" I said pointing at the trash.
"oooo....
kirain what, that's all, then I will settle" said Mayang origin and back watching.