The Tarnished Virgin

Chapter 33 # Back to Bandung

After almost 10 days with Gladis, I finally set my feet back in my hometown. Everything feels different, I have to rearrange my life starting from Zero, like the word mbak mbak in SPBU.

I was still in the room with a blanket covering a part of my body, I scrolled my photo Gallery and saw the memories with Gladis. Heavy indeed felt, but it will be even more severe sin that I carry if I continue with Gladis.

I was still amazed by what happened within 10 days yesterday, Gladis, Cleo, Clara, Luthfi and also Viona why they could easily snatch my virginity. Am I their victim, or are they my victim??If you think logically, everything that happens to me is very confusing and out of reason! I don't know.

Krik Krik Krik krik tot tot tot tot tot

Whatsapp message from Gladis, I open a chat from him. He just sent emojis.

" 😭"

" why Dish??

" 🤕 "

" i don't understand "

" 😓😔😓😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 "

" i don't understand "

" i miss you Purbaaaaaaaaa "

" you're patient" I'm sure you can!!

" i'm tormented away from you Ancient"

" delicious eating, unwell sleep, mind torn "

" i don't want to be rich "

" don't torture yourself Dish"

" every wish, there must be something sacrificed"

" if we don't want to sacrifice, don't have the desire"

" if slang yes, get out of the Comfort Zone "

" he I understand"

" you're still in love, and baby, aren't you Ancient?"

" you don't have a boyfriend anymore "

" lebay lu ahh "

" already yaaa.. I'm going out with my new partner

" uahhhhhhhh yamaaaaaaaaaaaa "

I ended the chat immediately, and I didn't read it again. I got out of bed and took a quick shower. In the bathroom I was pondering while squatting, usually I was pondering yesterday over the sitting closet, now back in the factory suit, squatting again.

I smoke cigarettes while throwing away the rest of the food process from Singapore, the subconscious takes me to the memories of Gladis time in the bathroom.

Usually I hug, kiss, and put my pet bird in, now and then it might not be there anymore. Unless I live with Gladis like yesterday, naudzubillaah himindzalik.

Suddenly the waste paper used in soap Giv blown in the wind and landed right on the bottom of my knee, looks beautiful woman with only her head and half body, showing, her hair was black because she was an advertising model on soap paper. Why am I being this error! I almost played my finger with my bird. This is not going to happen, Ferguso.

I take a shower, I can't wait to meet my patient's friends and patients who have a schedule because 10 days are neglected.

In memory of being with Gladis, I wear a Gladis hat, Gladis t-shirt, Gladis Jeans, Gladis shoes. I came down from the room to my mother and to my three sisters.

" anjir euy gaya si aa ges ulin foreign country, where by a oruh a??" said my youngest brother"

" kalem bim, to gifna on a plane keneh can nepi!! Ke Aya kadieu nganterkeun, kalem nyaah "

" ready 86 a" replied abim

" God, that's your cheek so teu bem like this, rich apeum cake!! You tea eat his wae the same beautiful neng Gladis "kumaha news now the beautiful aa? Ask mommy"

" dahar wae mah is the same as Gladis mah, morning ges dahar, noon dahar, afternoon dahar until you want to sleep eat again mah "

" Gladis still works in Singapore mah "

"" kangen mamah a tea, mamah want to be the father-in-law of the beautiful neng aa, Baik jeng bager that tea boy, give wae money to mamah tea "

" who wouldn't want to marry Gladis the mah, he had a job, a job, good and helpful!! I'm kind of a dech mah."

" Beu's... Don't think you're a hehehe"

" where would the neng be like aa, he is a descendant of blue blood, while we commoners aa "

" don't be a ahh, mamah don't want a hurt "

" a mah Nyari again w, which is the same as our situation, so as not to be in the inject of self-esteem, eat the heart "

" tong kitu mah "

" nothing is impossible for Allaah mah "

" neng Gladis same mother tea, good to me mah "

" Pokona aa mah hayang boga rich wife Gladis mah "

" doekun sama mamaha nyaa, suga w ku Allaah in Ijabah his prayer "

I walked up to Ptm's table tennis master Pa.haji, I can't wait to play table tennis! It's been 10 days and I haven't done real sports, mostly sports. During the trip the neighbors saw me and smiled sweetly, maybe they pangling to see the style of your clothes now. From what was once a pukel, now a konoha artist.

" The Wooyy Purbaaaaaaaaa "

A screaming voice called out to me, I was no stranger to his voice. I looked back and no one was ready.

" aing Ieu in the sublime Ancient "

I looked up, according to the voice.

" ehh the Boim, again menyapain maneh on the tile "

Turns out Boim, my high school student, he's a nice guy, calm, but whiny.

" ker betulin leaking tile Pur,"

" yuy style behind ti abroad, Aya tata ulin brought me awewe geulis cnah said your mamah "

" ohh mnerkeun Roof tile is not leaking "

" heheheh.. There is no geulis na ge "

" hayu urang table tennis Boim, ges Lila does not sweat yeuh "

I continued my journey to Ptm on foot, and I went on foot! In the past sich sempet had a big house, two cars, five motorcycles. But everything runs out, because mamah becomes a victim of hypnosis, continues to be deceived by her own biological sister. All my assets and my house were exhausted, and now only a tiny house filled with five of us.

I arrived at Ptm.

" Masha Allaah .. Where are you Ancient?? Not a month not met already rich Korean artist aja style" Tanya pa. Hajj

" he's Pa.haji hehehe, I just came home from Singapore playing "

" it, Pa.haji also horrified from your mother, he said you were brought to play with beautiful women, where did Pur come from?? Ko can just meet directly deket !!

" hehehe, don't know Pa.haji ,,

" ohh he, inside who is Pa.haji, would sweat nich hehhe "

" have not exercised for a long time "

" ohh he please please, just come in

I went to Ptm, it looks like someone is practicing the basic basics of table tennis, some are testing matches, some are typical Indonesian ghibah.

I immediately changed into sports clothes. I warmed up before the match, suddenly saw Pa.Haji walking towards me with a beautiful woman. He wears a white short table tennis shirt, and short black pants so that his smooth white thighs are visible. He held his right arm with a face expression grimacing in pain.

" this is the man" said Pa.Haji

" you call your complaint neng, let him handle it "

" Ancient.. Recognize this Audy, she's a guest who's playing here!!"

" ohh it Pa.Haji "

" sok neng, just talk to Purba, Pa.Haji has business first..

Pa.Haji left, and left us both.