The Substitute Lover

THREE ONE

After Johan told the truth about Abila to Jovin the other day, now the state of the young man was really bad, so deep regret always haunts his mind. It was too late, his regrets were useless. Because now Abila has gone somewhere.

Jovin entered his room, as long as you know since he knew the truth about the girl, Jovin no longer wanted to occupy his room again under the pretext that he always remembered the good times with the girl.

Jovin stepped his feet deeper into his room, his eyes twisting into various corners of the room. Everything is still the same nothing has changed just a little neat because Mrs Nichol told the maid to tidy up the place. Minus was washing her things at Jovin's request, she didn't want Abila's body scent to go away, let's say if Jovin was a little crazy indeed.

Jovin sat on the edge of his bed, holding a magazine that the girl used to read, flipping through every page of the paper. There were no tears wetting both of his tapered cheeks. Really he missed the girl so much, he just realized and felt lonely after the girl left. Jovin belatedly realizes his feelings, confessing that he actually loves Abila no longer Adira. Since the presence of the girl, the name Adira was eroded from his heart.

Jovin hugged the magazines, as if hugging the owner. Jovin circulated his gaze to the side, opening up the thick blanket that covered the sprey underneath. The white cloth with little spot stains reminded him again, how rough he tortured innocent girls, as well as snatch his holiness.

"If you're sorry, forgive me.." he coughed up in his big bed, sobbing the young man sounded heartbreaking. A young master like himself could shed his precious tears just for the sake of someone he once referred to as ja**ng. One word for the young man, you're great sir, for having pinned the name Young Master on**ngan in the Nichol extended family.

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It did not feel two months passed, as long as Jovin could not find Abila. He deliberately did not deploy his men, because he wanted to find his own.

Various ways he has done to find Abila, from visiting the home of his friends Abila, to his workplace first. But none of his friends did not even want to tell him where Abila was. Only scorn and humiliation he always got, Jovin did not get angry or even reciprocate the treatment of those people, because he deserved everything.

Jovin recalled the words of Abila's co-worker. They say that, even though Abila works at a nightclub, the girl never wants to be touched by her customers, maybe just accompany her to drink no more, even Abila had never touched that intoxicating drink. His heart was throbbing again, it felt like it was in shreds. Until he wanted to die it felt like.

Jovin scooped his face rough, feeling so stupid, so bad*ngan. Dare to take the honor of an innocent girl, even spouting harsh words, accusing her of being a ja**ng who was willing to sleep with her Big Brother. But why didn't the girl fight? so afraid of me?" muttered Jovin regretfully.

Now it was only pain and regret that the young man felt. Wanting to feel he apologized to the girl, but whatever power he had not found Abila's whereabouts, the girl seemed lost without a trace. Jovin promises to take responsibility for Abila, whatever the girl's decision will be . Jovin will receive her with a chest roomy.

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All beyond expectations, Abila recovered faster from the depression she suffered. All thanks to the encouragement of his friends who are always loyal to accompany him. Abila looks more charming compared to when with Jovin first. See what makes it look a little different.

The girl's appearance was so charming that any man would definitely bend his knees if he saw her.

Abila is now undergoing her career as a famous model, even her self is also often contracted by International television stations for one of the commercials. But clearly he uses a pseudonym so that it is not known by the Nichol family. The girl's appearance is very different if it has been made up so the Nichol family will not recognize her easily. Abila really does not want to know the family name anymore, just by mentioning his name alone his memory goes back to the time where Jovin with ba** his family has taken away his honor.

Nita, the figure of the girl who had taken care of Abila until as usual, sometimes Abila had thought. Who is Nita? as long as she knew the girl and lived together, Abila had never seen any of her family members, if Abila asked about her life, the girl always switched the conversation.

Which makes Abila even more wondering, how Nita can have a luxurious house, and a nightclub. As if the money always flows on her, and also the treatment of the girl on Abila exceeds the limit of a friend, the girl is willing to sacrifice to take care of herself. Just like a Bodyguard, Abila wondered.

Because he was too focused on his world, Abila forgot to eat breakfast that looks neatly arranged on the table. Nita would be furious if Abila had not eaten breakfast.

"If..... have you eaten your breakfast?" he cried from the kitchen.

"yes Brother.

"breakfast or no photo shoot at all" threatened Nita did not want any objection,

"yes, sister, don't stop me from being a model, this is my hobby," Abila pouted as she stepped lazily towards the dinner table, and began to feed a piece of bread into her mouth.