THE SUBSTITUTE HUSBAND

JSP 21S. The Past Part Two

Relationships are far away.

Linggau who has now become an experienced adult man began to be tempted to taste Diana before her time arrived.

That night, it rained hard. Linggau was having apples to the Diana family home after working all day.

It just so happened that Mother Diana's father and his two sisters were going to the house of the brother who was having an event. So they are alone in the house.

The rain made the atmosphere more romantic.

Moreover, they could only meet once a month like this.

Linggau did not want to waste the opportunity.

That night, he challenged Diana, who initially refused because of fear of sin.

Again, Linggau managed to snatch Diana's most valuable treasure.

"Linggau, uh, Linggau! Please don't do it! Remember, Linggau. We're not married yet. God will be angry."

"Calm down, honey! I will definitely be responsible for what happens next. I want to marry you soon, Diana!"

"Ahhh, ah Linggau. Linggau! Ling gau... Ahhhh... Uh..."

"We're slow, honey... I love you so much... Uhhh..."

"Linggau Darling,..."

"Yes, Diana Sayangg... Ahh, ah yeah... Me, the more you love you, baby! Believe me, my love is for you only."

"God..."

The pain but the end of the favor, was the first and last time Diana felt it.

After an hour more struggling with the lust poisoned by the demonic whispers, Diana's parents returned home.

Soon enough Linggau pampit excuse me for fear of missing the last train to Tugu station, Jogyakarta.

Diana becomes pregnant with Angga.

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"Your mother deliberately came to Jogja without confirmation to Linggau to report the condition of her pregnancy which has entered the age of three months."

I was still motionless listening to Mr. Joseph tell a long story about Mama's life in youth.

"How surprised Diana was to learn that Linggau was married and had a child. Diana immediately went to Linggau's residence address with Mulan. Mulan learns of Diana through Burhan, Linggau's own personal assistant whom Mulan paid without Linggau's knowledge."

"Hhh..."

"Mulan said that she was willing to be pitted, as long as Diana did not ask her to be divorced by Linggau. Mulan's words made Diana feel guilty. Diana was in shock. So did Linggau who was stunned when he came home from work, Diana was sitting talking to his wife."

"Then..., Mr. Joseph came and married Mama?"

"Hhh... I volunteered. Diana did not want to marry me at first. But I was forced to cover up a disgrace that would surely tarnish the image of his family."

"We got married, just on top of the book. It's all just a charade. Because Diana promised herself, there will be no other love."

It turns out, my life story is now the life story of Mama first. The only difference is, I am Mr. Joseph who married a woman who was pregnant with his lover. And Mama is Ruby.

"I actually love your mother and want this marriage to be lived in earnest. But until you were born, Diana even wanted a divorce. We finally divorced a year later. Three years later I married Sheila without their knowledge. I am occasionally present in the historic moments of your life. When passing Kindergarten, several times during class and when graduating Junior High. After that it was rarer because Diana forbade it. The highlight, when you celebrate your seventeen year anniversary. Unfortunately, that moment became the worst moment that opened my identity because of the presence of Sheila who thought I was cheating. Hhh..."

"That's it. I'm lazy to remember that story."

"Angga, now you know who your biological Papa is. You better go with Linggau. I'm sure he'll give you a good place. After what he's done to Diana."

"No. I won't ask for that man's mercy!"

My answer is short. Because I did not intend to lick the man who had made my mother the most miserable woman in her life.

No. gabe.

"If you want, you can go with Papa and Mama Sheila. He already knows the true story. He met your mother and apologized for what happened back then. Sheila actually wanted to see you too and apologize in person, but your Mama forbade." Said again.

I can only say thank you and sorry.

Only those words that came out of my lips were confused.

Mr. Yoseph said goodbye after giving me a map containing documents of precious property owned by Mama who had been entrusted to him.

At first I refused. But when I asked him what it was and Mr. Joseph said he didn't know, I was forced to accept out of curiosity to know the contents.

"Later Papa will be back with Mama Sheila!" he said before leaving.

"no need. Thanks for your attention. Thank you for being a long-legged uncle to me. Thank you, Mr. Yoseph Indrawan."

Mr. Yoseph was stunned.

He passed by without a word.

Just a sigh might be upset because my character almost looks like Mama Diana. Obstinately.

Hm.

The map was covered in brown color that I opened immediately.

It contained, a land certificate listed on behalf of Mama Diana as the sole owner.

Also a thick white letter read "FOR MY SON, ANGGA SAPUTRA"

Mama...,

My tears are falling. After being left behind by Mama, I turned into a crybaby who was easy to cry.

But not before.

No matter how hard life I have to live, I have never shed tears like this.

Now, like a weak man. These tears seemed very easy to fall dripping seeps from his pool.

Srek srek

To my son Angga Saputra,

When you have received and are reading this letter, there is a possibility that Mama is no longer in this world.

Angga. What about Mama, how about you in the past.

Even so, Mama loves you very much, my son.

Let people say what. The important thing is that you will always take care of me. Mama will always protect you from anything including the pain of sadness that there is never an answer from Mama.

Excuse me. Until the end, Mama still tries hard to keep this secret until you grow up and can understand a life that is full of tests.

Excuse me. Mama gave birth and raised yourself with all her limitations and shortcomings.

Again, Mama apologizes, My son Angga Saputra.

This is the land certificate that Mama bought and deliberately put on papa Yoseph for you as business capital. Use it for your life's needs. Pray that you will be a successful person in the future.

Look for your own happiness without having to look at the past that you consider bleak.

Mama is sure, God is Good.

Happy fighting, my dear boy.

Yourmama, Diana.

These tears still blur the view.

Sometimes I go around the rest because I feel ashamed of myself.

Until my eardrum heard the sound of the door being knocked and the sound of the leaves that someone opened.

"Laila?" guess I turned to the door.

"Laila?!? Why is that woman's name that Lo keeps calling? Is that as important as he is to Lo?"

I'm choked.

Ruby stood up with an inflamed face.

For a second we looked at each other.

"Ruby's..."

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