The Strong Woman I AM

The Strong Woman I AM
Busan, Mother's Hugs



at 8 am bustling with soul city life.. Hmmm this morning may be my lucky day, my mother's father leaves for Busan, I will look for him who became my savior 7 years ago and I will express your gratitude to him..


Busan city.. A cold breeze waving my hair after getting off the train, I will go to the place where the incident happened 7 years ago, hopefully I can find you ka, I don't know what your name is.. at the end of the street near an orphanage I stood up, hoping that the male Kaka who saved me passed by, until a mother greeted me.. Son from earlier I noticed you standing here for a long time, what's up, son? is something missing? or what are you looking for?.. I'm sorry Mom, I made you restless, I'm Kim Nay, I'm from soul, hmm I'm here looking for and waiting for someone ma'am, but I also don't know who he is and somehow now his face, is it changing or hmmm.. oh you're waiting for someone, but you mean you don't know who he is and what his face looks like?, son?, have you lost your memory, son?.. No no ma'am, so I used to be helped by someone here in this place, but I haven't had time to say thank you, let alone say thank you name I don't know Mom.. hmm I hope you can find it yes son, you are a good child your good intentions will definitely be in god's help, now the day the air is also here is very cold, so it is very cold, if you continue to stand and whether until when the person you mean to pass you will get sick son, come with mom, stop by the house, it's a home home let's kid.. Well, ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you.. Of course not son, we fellow humans should help each other, let's make warm tea for you son.. What was your name, son? Kim Nay Bu, just call Nay.. Nay seems like the burden of your mind is very heavy, what makes you like this?, you can tell the mother, assume the mother is your mother, all the children here already assume the mother is their mother, and the mother is their mother, the story is Nay.. Like I said, Mom, I'm waiting for someone but I don't know who she is, Mom, before my dad and mom leave me they told me I could find her, and thank her, and thank her, that's my burden Mom how if I don't manage to find it 😟.. Son, if you don't succeed your father and mother will understand, even they are currently smiling looking at you, your struggle and your spirit that makes them proud,whether or not it is God's way, are you sure it is?, if it is God's way all the difficult will be easy and all the impossible will be real.. Yes Mom, thank you for reminding me of this, I will keep trying and praying, Mom can I ask for something? What is son, say.. May I hug you I miss my mother.. Here to hug mom until you're satisfied.. " Nay was crying in the arms of the house mother with a sobbing" Don't cry anymore, now where are you going after this?.. I'm going home to soul ma'am.. Do not be kesorean until the station you will be overnight, you better stay here, whenever you come this door will be open for you son.. " And Nay decided to stay here last night, and come home tomorrow morning ".. This is your room, Nay, may I ask? why is your face always wearing a mask? what..? my face is fine 2 Ma'am, it's just that I was a bully at school so I don't believe myself if I have to open the mask.. Here I see, you're beautiful honey what's to be in the bully? my friend said, I was weird, ash eyes, ugly face and I was not attractive, always every day I was in Katai like that Mom.. Hmmm I can give you input, listen son you are very beautiful even you are attractive, believe in yourself, the real beauty is in your heart, son, you're a good boy and therefore your friend envies you, but if you're still not comfortable, stay like this, because with you opening your mask many men will fall in love with your beauty, believe that.. Yes Ma'am I will remember your advice.Let's eat you must be hungry, if you are not comfortable with opening a mask, I will take your dinner to the room just son.. don't miss Mom I'll eat the same there, I don't want to bother you..


Night at the orphanage.. Ma'am, can I go around the parlour?. Can you, but put on your warm clothes outside is very cold..


In a garden I sat pensively myself thinking of the words of the mother of the house, all his words were right, if it was God's way anything impossible would have happened..


On the side of the road there was someone watching Nay from afar, yes he was Park Jimin..


It's not that Nay, even though he wears a mask I know him, what is he doing in this orphanage? is he seriously ill? until the mask isn't removed, or is he one of the orphanage's residents? why do you think about him? am I samperin or not? hmm no need, it looks like he wants to be alone..


the next day, early in the morning Nay Already woke up, because Nay wanted to go home to soul immediately and finish his work as a staff koreo. ya Nay Until forgot to make the concept koreo for BTS, Nay, ka Lee from yesterday has sent some songs that will be performed by BTS..


Dragged to the soul, hmmm no results yet, but it's okay at least now I have a mother where I complain, hug and cry.. Nay promises to often return to Busan..


message: Nay where are you, what about the concept for the BTS awards? haduh, why fitting you in soul even harder to contact you Nay, you better go back to Switzerland Nay..


message: Relax Ka, tomorrow is the concept.I just forgot to send it to you, and all that is on my laptop, I to Busan do not bring a laptop. forgive your sister ka. hehehe.


" even though the email has not been opened yet, what has become hahahaha, Nay monologue "


# How's Tomorrow? Is the concept of Benar2 safe? Will Jimin ask Nay?