The Story of Ivanna
prologues
The dark....
desolate....
chilling....
Yes, I am dead, killed by my own sister. How could I die like this??, how could my sister betray me??, what is my fault for you my sister?? what a sin I have committed until you kill me.
"Is it because of love?? is it because of love that you killed me !?"
"Love" What is love like?? he said love is sweet like cotton candy, he said love can make you happy like in the playground, love is beautiful like a flower garden, love is able to change someone for the better, love is, love is like precious gold.
But for me "love" is cruel, love is bitter, love is overcrowding, love is painful, love makes me suffer, love is bad, love is able to turn people into very bad and evil in order to get the love they want, love is blinding, love is like a time bomb that is able to explode at any time .
To get that perfect love takes hard work. But for me, to work as hard as anything, I will never get love. Even I have never had the love of my parents since my sister was born in this world, more precisely after my father left me and my mother through divorce, since my father and mother divorced, more precisely after my father left me and my mother divorced, 1 year later my mother remarried and I lived with my mother because custody was in my mother's hands. After 3 months of marriage my mother became pregnant with my new father, and my mother gave birth to a tiny baby girl named Shaina Alisha.
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February 22, 2000
today is my 17th birthday, my sister and I Shaina who are 4 years younger than me take me to the amusement park, he said to let me be happy, though the end of the end he also played until satisfied, he admitted he dilupain.hehehe....
I want to see her happy, I want to see her smile and laugh, I don't want to see my sister cry and hurt, I want her to live a happy life.
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march 7, 2002
Now I'm having lunch with my best friend college "will" , William anderick his full name, I'm lucky to be close to him, he's the campus prince. He is handsome, his skin is pure white, his hair is brown in a neatly styled manner and his eyes are brown in a matching color, wearing a white box shirt and long black pants. Which girl was not stunned by her good looks, there was no girl in the campus who was not fascinated by Will.
A lot of people want to be friends with him and I'm lucky I can be his best friend. He is unique, he is not arrogant and he is also smart, for me he is perfect. I always feel good when I'm with her, I feel happy, but sometimes I feel sick when I see another girl sticking to her. Oh Gosh.... Don't don't I fall in love with her??....
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August 8, 2002
Today is Shaina's 15th birthday, at home we have a small birthday party for Shaina, Shaina's classmate is invited to the party.
I gave him the rabbit doll he wanted at the time, but unfortunately at that time he did not get it because it had run out. I hope he likes the doll I gave him.....
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