
This is the beginning I wrote my story, and this is a dream that I have long dream of pouring my life story through writing, call it My Name Light, yes it's a pretty good name right?
I was born in a very complicated family, from the beginning I was born alone there were so many problems that arise, I could think if I was an illegitimate child? ahh but there's no way I'm asking this to my mother, I don't want to hurt her, but because of my curiosity, I ventured to ask the truth to my mother's sister, yes My aunt spontaneously said "where maybe even your grandmother was angry because your mother was 3 months empty you were present in your mother's womb, he said firmly! I am also glad to hear it.
my mom and dad got married at a young age, but she deserved to get married even though it wasn't as common, so they got married at 21/20, they got married in early 98 and I was born in early 99 very easy instead of getting me, hehehe...
you know the problems at the beginning of my birth began to arise, I could not see and everyone thought I would be blind, because I was born with eyes that always emit pus and blood comes out because it was forced to open the eyes, all the families were panicking for fear that the first grandchildren in the two families were born with blind eyes and so long as they knew my eyes could be opened and stopped pus when my grandmother said healthy let me take you to someone, come my grandmother's adopted son and at the same time he was my adoptive parent and then my eyes opened.
of course the two families are very happy because they did not expect after 2 weeks my eyes did not stop removing pus finally I can see normally and Alhamdulillah my eyes are right" beautiful with its brown color.
being her child is not my choice but what I can say, my fate is to be her child, but it's okay that this is not God's plan. When I was a toddler even I had to feel the pain again because I did not get breast MILK from my mother because she was pregnant with the 2nd child so the reality is, my father is unemployed, likes to gamble, likes to drink" and hard, my father was unemployed, they rarely even fight.
and finally I was taken care of by my grandmother and grandfather, they were very happy to take care of me because they did not have a daughter, even when the 2nd child was born he was taken care of by my grandmother and grandfather, too, we both did not feel the long breast milk from our mother, we hedup because of formula, but I am happy to be raised by grandmother and grandfather they are very fulfilling all our childhood, he said, jdi can be said that our childhood was not too bad because they took care of us lovingly, whatever our wishes were fulfilled, he said, until finally in 2010 I had to lose my grandfather and I kept getting into junior high school, it hurt a lot, but that was the destiny.
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