The star! Little Wife

bitterness

Rahmi came home with a disorganized expression. His eyes were so thick that he could not see clearly. He stepped in with eyes that still pulled out his foam.

"Where are you from?" ask Alif. He looked for his wife everywhere because it had been almost 5 hours Rahmi did not return home.

Rahmi does not answer Alif's question he just passed her. He immediately went to his old room.

When the door was closed, he sat down with tears flowing. It felt as though he had been stabbed by thousands of knives.

"So... All this time I was just. ," said Rahmi.

Alif stared at the door that was now closed. Somehow he felt that a giant wall was hitting the distance between them further and further away.

Rahmi's cold attitude also inexplicably slapped her face.

The night is getting late but Rahmi has not moved at all.

Shouts.

His face was raised, his eyes were so swollen that the round eyes narrowed.

It was exhausting to cry all day. He walked towards the bed, breaking his body. He thinks he should be happy now, but he will not be happy to know the harsh reality of why Alif is now changing.

Destiny, he hates destiny. Abby, Alif, Ryan, Kelvin, her nanny whom she considers mother as well as April and Adelya. After a statement he learned about why Abby married him he recalled his past.

Rahmi has to swallow the most bitter pill of her life. No one is truly sincere.

'The saying that the affection of the parents who gave birth to us is love is the most true... '

Tests.

Dry tears fall back. Harnessed, despised, humiliated, betrayed. He finally realized why he wanted to forget everything.

The sickest are not those who look at you contemptibly. But the family you love that hurts you like a stranger.

Why does his life have to be like this. What he has is a gift to people but fate toyed with him so that it would be a disaster for him.

The star... It is called a star because it is like a star of light on a dark night. An unnatural ability with perfection that was sure to make everyone envious.

His strong memory is also a disaster for him because it is not just a happy thing he remembers but also a dark memory. Every second and minute his memory would spin making him feel claustrophobic the entire time.

He should be thankful for what God gave him. He wanted to bang his head to forget everything. He could not smile anymore after he knew everything.

The night is getting late devouring the sadness that Rahmi has.

Morning came to welcome the woman who had not slept all night.

Cklek.

Rahmi comes out of her room with a cold face to freeze anyone.

"Bye.. You okay?" alif asked worriedly looking at his wife's pale face.

Rahmi swallowed her saliva heavily. Sick, his heart ached to see the man in front of him.

'No! This whole house hurt me.'

''Yes,'' cold Rahmi.

Seeing the big change Rahmi felt hit by a stone in his chest.

"Rah.. ," said Alif.

Rahmi just passed him. The more he was with her, the more hurt.

In the guest room he meets a healthy Abby.

''Son, where are you going?''

Rahmi gave a quick glance. Seeing that guiltless face made his heart grow full of anger.

''Exit.''

Abby no longer asked, she just harbored her feelings of sadness.

'Nothing is right... There's nothing wrong... But I can't stand it, it's all fake. Is Brother Heira like them too? because I'm a Star?'

'I hate myself being born with all this. But I can't hate the two parents who gave birth to me either.'

Rahmi sat on a large wooden branch. twice she sat there, in the field with the towering grass makes her invisible, beautiful blue sky with white clouds that billow. Rahmi raised her hand up, but could not reach anything.

''Like my name Star, unachievable and unattainable, '' Rahmi said with a small smile. An exaggerated name to boast about everywhere.

It felt like he hated the star name but it was the giver of both his parents.

Rahmi remembered yesterday's incident.

...

''Rahmi Afifa... Don't you feel sad, the edge is certainly not because you don't know anything, '' the girl in front of him said in a low tone.

''What do you mean?''

''I'm laila... One of the disciples who was close to Kyai Chandra. All this time you've been lied to by everyone... ''

Rahmi looked at the woman in front of her sharply.

''What do you know!''

''I've heard Kyai muttering softly one day.''

''Not until someone knows... Don't you know why Kyai hastily married you?'' ask her cynically.

rahmi is silent, she will listen to what this woman says before making a decision to believe it or not.

''Kyai did not want the accident to be revealed.''

''You don't remember the rain when it wasn't so heavy, the streets weren't too slippery either but why did your parents die?''

''That's fate, '' said Rahmi slowly.

Jres.

A little bit of remembrance appeared. At that time the road is not steep and it will only rain.

At the same time as his memory with his biological parents. So, all this time he always misunderstood, forgot and worried about each other.

The time of his parents' accident was heavy rain but the accident when with his adoptive parents was not heavy. His memory overlaps until it feels like he himself is confused.

Heira doesn't know him and says he'll make him a sister. Ryan loved her so much that she sacrificed so much. Now everything is clear.

''Kyai's car drove so fast that it hit your parents' car.''

Akhh.

Brak!

Trang!

prak!

''Your car was thrown away from the incident, as the rain fell down profusely erasing all traces of events as if an accidental accident.''

''M-maybe this is already the will of God, said Rahmi lirih. It feels so bad to hear that story.

''Really? You know what Kyai did? He only helps you first because the rain will erase his tracks. Then you know what happened? car exploded! but Kyai just silently looked on motionlessly to save your two foster parents who were shouting for help!''

''NO!!! STOP!!''

True what Laila said, he remembered because his consciousness was not completely lost. He heard the voice of his mother who was crying for help.

Laila shakes Rahmi's shoulder.

''He married you because you will erase the evil he did! Your parents' promise is fake! all fake! How does he know your birth parents while you're with your foster parents! Then why didn't he send you back!! All because Chandra is a coward and a coward with your family!!''

Rahmi nodded by covering her ears. What Laila said was true, Abby couldn't possibly know who her real parents were with her foster parents. Her nanny's mother wouldn't risk her happiness.

Laila forces Rahmi to hear it, she holds back the hand that Rahmi tried to cover her ear.

''Then Alif... You think he loves you? He's just using you... ''

''B-lie.''

Rahmi's soul is shaken, lying when she does not hesitate but the memory she has is clearer than anything.

''He used you because you are STAR! The famous heir who almost overthrew HIS OWN BROTHER!!! YOU ARE EVERYONE'S HATE!!

''I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYMORE!!'' rahmi shouted, closing her ears.

Whoa! He's so great.

Why can he exactly memorize the dialogue of the lesson word, well.

He said it was a lesson for a professor but he understood it well.

I heard the inheritance rights of overseas companies will be given to him.

Not only that, he said his family who lost hope of his son would also leave his company to him

The longer Rahmi remembers everything. Since childhood, he has had remarkable achievements. He began to be called Star as an unreachable new light.

Because of his intelligence he almost overthrew his brother who studied for years to become an heir.

At home there began a debate about inheritance rights.

My daughter is also great why she should not jump into the business world!

Mama can't be selfish!! Ryan has been settled from birth who has the task!

Papa thinks women can't lead!

That's not what papa mama meant!

All day long they fight in front of Ryan and Rahmi. Ryan's face was full of hate. His hand squeezed Rahmi's hand which he held.

Seeing Rahmi in pain Ryan instantly changed his expression to soft.

Remembering the incident made Rahmi's chest felt sliced by a knife.

''Stopit... I don't want to hear anything anymore.''

''Alif tormented you without compassion be kind because you inherited almost all of the wealth that your extended family has! He used you to work with Kelvin's company and your brother... Ryan!''

Rahmi again hit reality. Indeed, during this time Rahmi was often brought to the company in order to meet with Ryan and Kelvin.

Grandpa's will is out... He bequeathed his first company to his son Khaidra (father Rahmi) and his second company to his son Keynan and a newly established third company to his grandson... Afifa.

Everyone was surprised Rahmi inherited the company when she was 14 years old.

As of the fifteenth year he had inherited some of his uncle's subsidiaries.

His position is higher than anyone. Ryan began to compare. Everyone adored him.

''All those who approach you are only using you!! No one is sincere with you! Do you know what Zahra did!! he took your foster father's kidney for Kyai Chandara!!''

Degh!!

''ENOUGH!! WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT TO SAY!!''

''You happy now? What you get is happiness, right?'' Laila smiled cynically at the woman in front of her being destroyed.

''Ryan, not so, the family will not betray. At least he had to defend his brother who was sincere to him, but was he really sincere to him.

''You sure? Most family inheritance in your hands. Shouldn't he be trying to heal you so you can remember? but he didn't do anything. He just kept quiet so you wouldn't take his position.''

Tak.

Rahmi ran away the more she was there the light she had was slowly going to be devoured by darkness.

...

''Ahhah... '' Rahmi laughed coldly remembering it. Feels heartbreaking.

The happiness he has now is an illusion. Betrayed, exploited, hurt, lied to, what else he must feel to defuse his bitterness.

''Go... I'll take what I should have.''